My final wall was built
And now I'm shut off
And I never want to know how to turn myself back on again
So I'll sit here and go crazy
I'll cry till all the water is gone
I'll scream my static screams
And punch my walls I don't want to tear down
Because as a shut-in
that's the best time I could ever have
My final wall was built
And now I'm shut off

I'm sorry I have to do this
But I'm going to have to rip this off
It'll be fast
I promise
You'll only feel a sting
But me
I've gone through this type of thing
When it's gone
You won't see it anymore
And I hope it won't burn
But what this does to me
Is none of your concern
When this is over
I hope it feels like
*Ripping off a band aid

i was trying to hard to keep you
when you were never mine
I tried to love you in the dark
I tried to wash the memories of us
I tried to drown our memories in alcohol
But it only made me miss you more
I tried to love you when you never loved me

The last time I cried on your shoulder
was when I knew I loved you
But tonight there's no shoulder to cry on
when I think of all we've been through

How foolish
of me
to love him
like he was anything but
human,

to let him teach me
everything

except

how to survive
without him.