How could I possibly move on when
Every. Single. Moment.
Reminds me of you

From the songs on my ipod when I hit shuffle
To the words you would say,
When I was the only one who would listen
Its a raging, roaring battle
Inside my roaming heart
I want to move on
But I can't seem to last an hour

I swear to you
This is the hardest task
That i have ever had
And somedays I'm fine
Even when you cross my mind
Until I savor your favorite foods
Without intending to
...and thats when things are the worst

I'm not your lover
or your friend
I'm not your listener
or just a past time
I'm just simply an old memory

I used to think you're an angel
sent from above
but then again
I'm atheist

So watch me stand by in the winter snow
not doing anything
but wonder what went wrong
or how things went wrong
between you and I

But that's the thing about this
there was never a you and I
Just another past time
and why I'm just another memory to you

I write to free myself
from the demons inside me that entangle me in their monstrous webs
I write because the words listen
to all my problems big and small
I write to feel
the feelings i cannot put together in my own head
I write to dream*
of the person i hope to become
I write to forget
the memories of him that haunt me*
I write to remember
the memories of us that made me
I write for hope
*so that i may look forward to the next day

Cupid's arrow is such a dangerous thing,
Hitting people without a clue,
Fixing their hearts together to never fall apart, stuck together like glue.

Until one day,
Cupid's arrow disappears and the glue fades away,
The people become depressed and lose all interest in life,
Their hearts feel like they've been ripped apart with a switchblade knife.

And once again, that stupid arrow comes flying past,
Creating love too fast, and destroying people's hearts,
Cupid's arrow is such a dangerous thing.