Don’t get blinded by my cheerful facade!
For I am an altruistic soul,
Walking around spreading love and happiness.
But some call me a: stingy little ******,
For I am not willing to share my sorrow and times of torment with anyone.
Why aren’t people seeing the bright side of my selfish attitude?

They say you can't love others
If you can't love yourself
But some of us love others so much
That we have no love left for ourselves
And that's the thing about people
Who mean everything they say
They think everyone else does too

You know how stupid I am?
I let you hurt myself as long as you will become happy.

The moon whispers stories of the stars
And I tell him tales of you,
The boy who stole my heart
And parted the clouds
To see the sun.

You became
A distant memory,
Nothing left of you
But a story for the moon

I’ll miss you
My love but it's best
we part ways
You've been my joy, my comfort
but it's hurts
more to stay than to leave
So I hope you dream of me
in the night and miss me too

the most painful thing you can experience
is falling out of love with your bestfriend

they hurt,
pull me down,
chip away,
eat my soul.

The most useful lesson
conveys itself in the shadow of your words,
hidden,
waiting for me to catch on