I remember when we broke up
The door closed and the tears poured
You last words rang in my ears
Over and over how you miss the goodbye kiss
But I'm over here wishing to turn to mist
My heart shattered for the first time that night
But I was unaware of journey that began that night

Trying hard to forget you
Trying hard not to say your name
Or even remember your smiling face

The pain i feel in my heart is slowly tearing me apart
I don't know how this all started but i know how it will end

I feel the tears falling down my face
Just like how the stars shatter in space

Even though i am sad
I remind myself that i am me
And that is all i ever hope to be

The door is locked and im banging just to get out
The walls are closing in and im screaming my lungs out
Its so dark since the light has been snuffed out
I can't breathe! i can't breathe!
Please someone get me out
God please help me out
But he's been long gone since the fear Spread it out
Why is this happening, why me
I been good for so long but now my lungs want to bust out
The cuts are reappearing
The blood is pouring out
I just want one day for the voices to calm down
I just want to live but They keep egging me on
"No one loves you, no one cares
Let your heart stop now"
This depression it urges me to call out
But who is there to hear you when the darkness stomps you down

How lucky am i to see the sun today
Lucky to hear the birds sing along with the buzzing of the bees
Lucky to feel the wind tickle my cheeks
Lucky to smell the ocean breeze and feel the sand beneath my feet
How lucky am i to feel alive and full of glee

It hurts to know you aren't here anymore
To not feel your lips move across my neck
And up to my lips
It hurts to know that I'll never hear "I love you"or all those sweet lies you once told me while smiling at me
It hurts to know that I'll never feel the warmth from your embrace
Since all i know now is the cold from you not being here
It hurts to know that you are dead and gone.
But I'm still stuck here wishing i was still with you.

I wish i could take back the words that were said
They hurt more than they should have
Our friendship crashed into the void of silence
For what? For a meaningless object that has little to no value over what was losted
I wish i could rewind time and fix what is now broken
The tears that swell up and the heart break deep in my chest