you made me feel

uncared for
unloved
unhappy
unworthy
confused
anxious
afraid
insecure
ignored

i never thought you could be the one to actually do that to me.

My girlfriend rushes in like a flood
It was no joke, she was furious
Someone had called her to wave goodbye
But her hands were cold and frozen in love

So she stood there and watch
As my hand sweeps up a strange creature
And I could hear the noise of hell
As her tears drop to the floor

She does not deserve this I taught
Or her **** or ******* insufficient
Before mercy dries up from her tears
My tears met her tears on the floor

In her unsettled breathe I could hear
Her speak forgiveness to my heart
And that same day must I say
She became black panther to my world

Now I remember, I remember.
I remember why I held so tight
On to my security and stability
On to my sanity and peace

Now I feel, I feel.
I feel what I had sworn
I would never again
Because the pain was too great

Now I know, I know.
I know why I grasped so firmly
Yet slipping, yet sliding down the path
Deeper into the woods

Now I let go, let go.
I've let go and begun, like a child reading for the first time
Full of curiosity and wonder to discover again

Now I wake, I wake.
I awake every morning thinking of you
Longing for your touch
Your whisper, your kiss

Now I understand, I understand.
I'm understanding...
When I remember
When I feel
When I know
When I let go
When I wake...
life is empty. Without your presence... missing, lacking, void.

So now I search, I search
I am eagerly and desperately searching
For the moments when I feel your touch on my shoulder... your whisper in the wind... your kiss.
For but only a memory... those are the moments when life is full and I remember why now I love, I love.
I love... you.

Have you ever seen a lady
That you struggle for life
That you gasp for breathe
For her body is breathtaking
Have you ever seen a lady
That you fight for her
That you sustain an ugly face
For her character is beautiful
Have you ever seen a lady
That you worry of her
That she stole your heart
But you failed to arrest her

Before you say this is *******
Read the first line again
Before you say this is *******
Read the third line again
Before you say this is *******
Read the fifth line again
Before you say this is *******
Read the first line from the third word
This is *******, Isn't it?