Nobody knows you like I do.
I hold that thought in my mind.
No matter how hard they try,
They will never see you as I.
You are so special,
It cannot be disguised,
That they will never be me,
And they will never see you through my eyes.

as the air wisps between the branches of the trees,
I can't help but think of you and me.

how the wind caresses each individual leaf,
and wraps around the stems.

our love is like the air and the trees.

every touch,
every moment,

I am wrapped in your love.

heavy thoughts race through my brain,
of our perfect love flooded by pain.

now too hard to stop the rain,

i'd die to hear you say my name

I found you by accident.
two imperfect people,
lost, yet found by each other.
you were a brief moment in my life,
a fragment in time.
we were not meant to be.
but in your arms,
I found a moment of serendipity.

I do not fear the night.
The darkness that fills my surroundings provides me with comfort.

My mind may wonder,
And my thoughts may be consumed,
But I do not fear the night.

I fear losing you.
You are unpredictable.
I fear you.
I fear that if I lose you,
I will lose myself.

I do not fear the night.
I fear losing myself.

You are like the darkness.
I have lost myself in you.
I fear I will never find an escape.

there are some things I wish I could change.
like the way I see myself.

because maybe,
just maybe.

if I saw myself differently,

         so would you.

I still see that version of you.
That one night by the water.
I wish I could live it through once more,

Because if I could,
I’d make it last a little longer.

skin of porcelain, dolled up face, and a fabricated grin.
violet painted lips mutter the words, “I don’t love him anymore”.
goosebumps cover her skin once grazed by another,
he holds her, but he is not her lover.
both so broken, shattered hearts expressed in words better left unspoken,
whispers fill his ears.
“put me together,
i am broken.”

images of you fill my mind
the sound of your laughter lingers
you are more than a memory
you’ll live forever inside me

the sun does not choose to rise,
and I do not choose to love.
as the new day begins and sun fills the sky,
your warmth fills me from above.
for you are my sun,
the light of my life.
please don’t go,
I am afraid of the night.