lights pull me out of darkness

They call her lion heart lion.
She is ferocious and far from ordinary.
She can see through the eyes of a lion and focuses not on the things of this earth.
She knows there is greater,
far greater than what they all know.
God has agreed to inflict pain and suffering on her for she has a great destiny in sight.
Her pain is nothing compared to the glory and greatness that will come from heavenly places.
Do not compromise he says, you are a daughter of the King and no one will know her worth.
She is like a diamond in the Kingdom of heaven and even more extraordinary on this planet of dirt.
Sweetheart keep your head up and heart strong because it will all be worth it one day.
One day you will know the reason why.
Why she lost who she thought was the love of her life,
but he was replaced by him whom she knew was there all along.
Keep your eyes focused on not what is seen but what is unseen.
Focus on your destiny and where you come from.
Do not compromise on this place, but look up and up and up.
Most of all be joyous as you walk this journey because the journey is the whole point of reaching the destination.

"...Hello...?"

This is a cry for help,
Is there anyone there?
I can't take one more skelp,
Is there anyone that cares?

"Hello?"

This is a prayer, quick, someone save me,
The weight on my shoulders is too much to bear,
And my lungs are collapsing at my sadness' apogee,
Please, please, can anyone hear?

"Hello."

This is a plea for intervention,
For I can't stand life any longer,
Each breath and day an invention,
The dedicated instruments of my torture.

"Hello!"

This is a final goodbye,
For no one has heard, no one has cared,
About the man next to the tracks with his final sigh,
Who jumped from salvation, his soul, despaired.

If we'd lived like normal people-
All of this could have been avoided.
But we didn't.
We were nuts and desperate.
We couldn't help but create this
nothingness that drove us completely crazy,
sad,
empty.
Still, no one's desperation came close
to matching mine.
They all seemed to be able to go back to their lives.
They got scuffed up and they got on with it,
Only I seemed to be left behind,
crying and screaming,
wanting some satisfaction,
wanting to feel something.
I always sought solace in places
where I know, absolutely,
that it did not exist.

Is this what insanity feels like?

I know you love it,
I can feel your vibe.
you don't just see me,
you see my other side.

I saw you looking;
how you stared for a while,
noticing you smiling,
when I caught you,
for the second time.

must of been those stunning eyes
or that curious smile, you caught my eye
Wanted you closer as the seconds went by
instead of just flirting, I wanted to be by your side.
eyes feeling on each - locked out the world
left each other stuck inside.

I saw you notice me,
and I noticed for a while.
As I looked on, I noticed your style.
And now I'm feeling you, lovin your vibe.
noticed your eyes feeling, watching me move
like a movie --- we should roll, and chill
then take a ride

Close your eyes, and
let me climbs inside.
Touch your soul,
while I ease your mind,
rock your body,
sooth it with mine.
giving you the real me,
until you are addicted to that natural high.
Don't rush a think,
lets just take our time.

Relax, baby just enjoy the ride.
Coming into my world,  while I dip inside.
give me the best of you like its already mine.
Introduce your Highness to her new shrine.