Walking home alone
dusky lights surrounding me
I can feel you
following me, Rainy Cloud

But you're not the one
I want to feel

Turning the lights off
Raindrops knock at my window
Passing through the time
As my mind fades away

However, I''l leave my window open
dreaming
that you
came in with the rain

It was a flower
Not one of those
Colirful flowers whose
Smell would expell your mind
Into the state of ectasy

Nor was it one
Of those flowers
That attracted
a lot of bees nor gazes

However, it was
A flower that could
Withstand any drout
Or any flood
That came it's way

It was a flower
That could grow
Anywhere, out of
What seemed like nothing

When a young man
Was passing through
The flower fields

He stopped
To pick up a flower
Perhaps for his love or mother

But he took another
For as, like flowers like people
Are chosen by their beauty
And not their root

You do know, that
I love you...right?
I've told you that
A million times already

Every time
we would dance in the rain
Or every time
you'd pick up a flower for me

It all plays out perfectly every day
We play out perfectly
In my mind

You would know that
I love you
If you knew, I even exist

I gaze upon the blue sky
The forest behind me
Hiding the outline of distant
Mountain peeks

I gaze upon the blue sea
Kissing the blue sky
Sone perhps call that kiss
A horizon

With my feet in the water
Tears start to drip
Sea wipes all of them off

Hopefuly, they'll reach you
Because
I would never tell you

A night before a journey

Too late to do anything
Yet early enough to do something

Running through the grassland
Dew on the grass smelling like soap
And a lonesome Dandelion
Standing in the middle of the show
Provoking me like karma
To go or to blow

I often use my time machine
Going back and forth
through  the things
that had passed

Listening over and over
words said
Looking over and over
the doings done  

But lately
I've been using my time machine
a lot

And I think it might be broken
Cause I've been going back too often
To the time when I had you

I once read in a book that moose never die alone
While looking through my airplane window
I saw a moose falling into the cold snow
All by itself with no one to turn to
Nowhere to go
I once read in a book that moose never die alone
It was a lie

Today I set out on a journey
To try to find
perfect places

I wandered trough the city
Running away from the noise
Stumbling through the streets
Regarding closely

I looked far and wide
Down every road
Under every staircase
Through all the windows I could reach

I hid myself under every tree
I ran through all the parks
Smelled every flower
Climbed every rock

Until I ran into a wall

Today I set out on a journey
To try to find
perfect places

It took me some time to fine one
It was the wall
where we kissed for the first time

I look out of my window
I can see the sky is gold
I greet another dawn
without a hand to hold

I never meant to
do so
yet still
I
did

I want to say that
I'm sorry

But I honestly
don't know
to whom

However
what I
do know

Is that

I'm falling for you
faster than I
could have ever

IMAGINED

Is it just me
or are these walls getting closer
with every step I take forward?

Is it just me
or is this music going mute?
All the sounds disappearing
and becoming nothing but distant echos

My words slip
and as I try to run
so do my feet

I look up
only to see
that it's just you

For as the night and day go by
Sun takes It's place in your sky

and as it sparks and shines from a far
It blinds you with it's rays

So that at night
You can't see

the moon
Muffle it's light so that you could sleep

Summer breeze
Stroke my exposed skin
Skin, that you uncovered
With your sure and impulsive gestures

Your hands
Holding me so tight
Making the space
between our lips fade away

I closed my eyes and
Heard your knees
bumping into the wooden floor

You almost
Bit my lip of
You ******* ****

And I don’t miss you.
Not you nor your witty retorts
God,
I can’t stand you
A stubborn captain always trying to pillage foreign ports

And I don’t miss you.
And I remember that snowy day we first met
Do you?
And I remember looking out at the station
Snow falling, blending in with the color of your skin

And as the lighthouse lights
Lead boats lost in the midnight fog
On the dark eternal surface of the unknown
So did your eyes lead me

And I may miss you.
And as the cold winds swipe up the leafs into the air
Perhaps there comes a thought of the name of yours
For me to bare
So come the hands of fate cutting my Achilles heel
And for a moment the word of your name becomes real

And in the end
I guess...
I do miss you
But you,
Will never
know