One day,
I was sitting alone in my room.
God spoke to me and said
Son, you are blessed !
These years of darkness and feeling depressed
Will soon be put to rest
And you then  shall have a new life
Risen through him.
Can't you feel power of his word running through your veins ?
Can't you feel the energy in his real name ?
It's time to change he said.
My love for you has always stayed the same
I know all your pain
I know all your struggle
My arms are still open wide
To reunite you one day with your mother.
As the sun rises another day.

You gave me this one of a kind feel
Now I shall show you what's real.
You gave me a breath of fresh air
Now I shall show you the trail where love is really hiding.
B U T
I'm tired of walking the same path
Alone
In the cold
No one offered me a warm jacket I can hold.
B U T !  Guess who got blowned on the same road I faced defeat on ?
I thought I was headed down the wrong
Not knowing this is the path that God has me on
Faced with the struggle and built up with so much pain
I couldn't even see the blessings
Slowly
Building uphill
I just have to keep walking, scratching..
Seeking God faster..
Until I master the way I step on the concrete
I
Will
Become
So
Much
Stronger.


©MH

I was born in a world full of voices,
I've been quiet ever since darkness swallowed my day,
The room was filled with laugher...
My only choice was to

MUTE MYSELF.


Let the story begin.

©MH

My bodies cold,
My lips are blue,
I did this.
All because of you.
                                      ©MH

Where has the love gone ?
Feelings so strong
It seems I sing the same ol song
" I love you "
" I miss you "
" I'm sorry "
All the feelings we have feels like we scream in silence
Great way to hide it.
Build our bond through frustration that seeps through our pillows
What
Else
Do
We
Know ?

Its only been 2 days but i feel like we havent talked in months
But its even worse that i cant feel your physical touch
Feels like our love is running out of luck
Can we repair it with trust ?
We got to,
Being with you is a must.
Yes we had another argument
But all i want to do is understand each other.
So can we try again
And try to repair the bond that feels broken ?
We have the puzzle ,
Its the pieces we have to put together for us to remain focus.
These are the voices in my head that speaks to me while I lay hopeless body at night.
But it's that one special voice that screams back at me through the pillow.
I love you.

Send me an angel lord, to stand by my side..
Angels are blessings from the past life, so they never say goodbye.

Send me an angel lord,
Help lead the blind
Show me, what I need to find
Guide my destiny into permanent salvation
Please show me the way of life.

I prayed, I prayed and asked god
" Life has got me living on a clipped wing,
How can my soul be free ? "
I need an angel from you God
Make this cold heart sing !

God told me,
In order to send an Angel
I need to believe, I can fly.

©MH

Lord please change the weather ,
This unfortunate pleasure only feels like cloudy raindrops
Every thought drops onto another sin
Never thought this rain would bring all this pain..
Lost all my friends . . .
Couldn't locate them in the fog,
Going through all these trails and tribulations
P
    O
        O
            Rain,
Poor.
No success,
No rest,
No open hand to pull me out the mist
Now I'm trapped under a wicked storm
And the weather is still gloomy
Can't picture this life with sunlight
Even though God's children is always blessed
It feels like I failed every test
To see through the rain.
               Lord come save me
From this everlasting darkness.

I never thought,
             Never seeing your face,
             Would be so beautiful...

Your smile crept into my world,
Cold, lustful, nights
Shattered just by your words.
A simple message, interpreted into a brand new soul.
As an young man, I always believed in God,
I just never knew love was born with no face.
One of main reasons that's why I bow my head on every plate.
Humbled to a broken heart,
Her words gave life and it made amends...
To my broken heart...


©MK

My eyes are red,
When I'm in love with you.
You make me believe in my dreams..
This life, only I bring,
Only plants the seed,
With the tears I weep,
Pain that's deep,
I can't lose
Misguided by the decisions I make,
Embraces the evil,
That only grows inside me.
My eyes are red
Can't you see ?
Save me, lord
Save me.
                                                    ©MH

Wish I never, fell from grace.
My once pure soul,
Is slowly rising above hate,
I've been fed nothing but scrapes,
And I'm still living on that same empty plate.
Clouds turned grey, ever since that day...

I guess that was the beginning
of learning how to walk by faith.

©MH

Looking out the window,

                I wonder,

Will I ever get a clearer picture...
  

                                                  ­        ©MH

Hey Beautiful Butterfly ,
Ready to fly right into the sky..
Please don't slide into your cacoon
That growth and strength of energy
Is exactly what I need.
We can hold our passion of being
                     F    R    E   E  
Created on God's tree,
Certainly, Certainly,
Time is on our side
I would love to paint your wings,
So you can flourish right into the sky,
Beautiful Butterfly,
Sometimes I can't describe..
How high you take me.
So take me higher,
Higher...

I know you have a desire to takeoff in those wings,
So God made you an Angel.
Glide right into my arms,
And we shall fly away, together.

©MH

They put deep roots in my veins
Just so I can write one line on this paper
I ride my trust to the government,  the tax payers and the liers
Who stood still for liberation
Enlighten me with your creativity
"Ya ***** nergo! "
And That same ***** headed afro centric nergo  who picked cotton
Who marched for the same textbook like you and I
Got lyched because he wrote with his right,  he hid away at night to write my struggle in his blood.
Cut that dark flesh for righteous teaching
Let that wound sink in 246 years
And we still ain't gain no type of freedom
Our culture has poetry in pages & pages
To weep the sad tears of slaves
And it's sad because people still ain't humble about their education.
Erasing the pain of our own ancestors
Does the color' of your skin
Define your education?
Society, nowadays sing the same ol song
" A change gon' come " As they take away our freedom
But one thing they CAN'T take is our education
One thing they will NOT take is our education.

Watching TV,
Gave me dreams.
Heh, it's funny because
It's just what it seems,
An illusion of reality.


©MH

Another night with my eyes closed,
Time froze at 11:59.
Wish I can wake up and see the light
Maybe God's light will shine
So bright..
And help me smile again.


©MH

I, never been on a plane.
I've always been scared of,
Reaching to the clouds in the skies,
Looking deep into fate's eyes,
Watching Angel's walk by
As God tells me to
" Just fly. "
Yet,
I wonder, how
H
    I
       G
           H

We, can get.
                                           ©MH

He knows
All my pain
All my struggle
He hears me when
I pray
Believe he'll help me
Lead the way

Work on me lord.

Faced with difficulties
Right in front of the enemy
Dismember my hopes & dreams.
Life ain't ****.
That's when he plants the seed.

Work on me lord.

Sprout out to his name in misery
Crushed by souls in defeat
Let my sprit sink deep.

Our roots are dying.

Work on me lord.

I pray.

For change.

                                              © MH

I pray for a new beginning,
I pray for a sharper mind,
I pray for a better understanding in your name,
My spirit is broken,
Because its not the same.
In the picture
But I'm outside the frame.

SNAP !

Time for change.                      
                                                      ©MH

I'm proud to say
I'll always be one with you
Wrapped around your sheets of passion
Embracing the aroma of love pushed between the covers
Love it
Like I love your personality
Dance our poetry around the bed
As we glaze into the moonlight
Hold the stars tight
Tonight is the night.