honesty will set us free
because I do see the way you look at me, I just don't understand
I notice every little single thing that you do, I am just confused

she just needed you to tell the truth, be an open book for once
let out all your feelings and tell her what you think..
I know you want to shut everyone out and you like being alone
but I can't deal with all these secrets and mysterious thoughts

I wanted you to let me inside of your little world
not to ruin it or take it over just to look how wonderful it is
to take a walk in the magical gardens inside of your head

and I know you are a little broken and a little bit mad
but I am too and you made me realize that is okay

we are walking on this broken road probably straight down to hell
but to be honest I don't really care about our destination
because as long as we are together everything will be alright

you are young and in love and you should feel wonderful
you are young and in love and you shouldn't terrible

or maybe this world just wasn't made for people like us.

I'll give your jacket back a little later now
It still smells like you
I keep my shower a little warmer now
It reminds me of you
I dream about you a little better now
Because I lost you

You never gave me what I wanted
I still fell for you
I finally know for certain now
I love you

I am a snail I like to go slow and stay behind.
I wish I was a video tape so I could hit rewind.
I'm not the person I used to be.
I hate that I feel like it's just me.
I am a turtle and I hide in my shell.
I do not like it when people yell.
I do not like the outside.
I just stay home and say at least I tried?
I am  a rat you may not even know I'm there.
It's okay I know you don't even care.
I know all I do is fear it .
But I haven't lost all of my spirit.

You're a one night stand
But we spent too many nights
I lost count of it.

You're that unexpected kiss
On a drunken wasted night
Of vomits and *****.

You're that awkward hi
Exchanged by strangers who
Thought they both knew each other
But were clearly mistaken for another.

You're the bruise that turns blue
When I accidentally bump my leg
On the corner of the bed.

You're the scar that I never
Knew I had.

You're the bittersweet taste in
My mouth every morning.

You're the last thought lingering
In my head before slumber takes me
And you're the vagueness that
Haunts me in my dreams.

You're the scalding hot shower
In a cold freezing morning.

You're the boiling tea that numbs
My tongue for the rest of the day.

You're the obsession
I will never learn to let go of.

You're that person I will
Never get to call mine.

You're the one that got away.