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Roses are red
Violets are blue
This constitutes as poetry
I love you too
x
  May 2016 Lachrymose and Lies
ARI
I find it funny
To be called a poet
When often times
I cannot sew together
A simple sentence
To explain to you
The anxiety drilling
Holes deep within
My bones of which
Often feel non-existent.

I find it funny
To be called a wife
When often times
I cannot collect
The energy to make
A simple dinner
Meant for two
Or wash and fold
The laundry now
Two weeks past due.

I find it funny
To be called a friend
When often times
I cannot pick up
My phone for
Even a simple
Message to let you
Know I love you
Even if it may seem
Like I avoid you.

I find it funny
To be called funny
When often times
I am the **** of my
Own jokes and they
Have no clue that
To me, I am stating
Simple facts with
A hint of laughter
To keep from crying.

-ARI
You're full of it
False hope and limp words
Spilling more than you're worth
I wish I never let you in
Always pulling my hair out
Cutting me with your nails and shouts
You're a mad mess
And I'm a wreck of your creation
I never thought someone could love me
I'm moody and giggly and clinically depressed
I have hair all over me and very lumpy *******
My ribs jutt out and my shoulders are too wide
I have bony hips with chubby thunder thighs
I panic too often I ******* **** at breathing
I cry too much and I'm ridiculously needy
But here you are my knight in fleshy armor
Equally as flawed but my perfect little charmer
You love me and kiss my feet
I love you too and that's pretty neat x
Oh Hala'mir if only you knew
When you look at me I see more than blue
There's a past a present and future shining through
And you have no idea how deep my love rings true.
Oh Hala'mir if only you could see
That when you look at me my eyes so green
There's pain and lust and so much suffering
I feel it every time I say go and you leave.
Oh Hala'mir this is the end
From here on we are only friends
I'll watch from a distance as you and her make amends
Forgive me Hala'mir, my heart will always be broken.
This is an old poem and the person is no longer relevant but I had put so much heart into this I couldn't let it be private anymore
All along my trigger was you and I can't stand it                                          
To this subconcious fear I light up and take a hit
Tumbling forever I never thought this would quit                                        
Because I thought I could distinguish love from
*******.
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