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38.6k · May 2015
These Eyes Tell Lies
Pretty little iris
****** white sclera
Despite those tempting lashes
Her lies are getting clearer

Come a little closer
Squeeze a little tighter
She's squinting a little thinner
But her pupils are getting wider

She wants your focus now
Don't trust those golden eyes
It only takes a little peek
To fall for those gorgeous lies
22.8k · Mar 2015
Lust
Sweet lust hold me so pure
Nothing can tempt me from what I desire
The aching need of everyday's light
For lust I am
Slave
21.1k · Apr 2015
Straight up Bipolar
That confident and bubbly person I was yesterday?
She's gone now
She was too fake to live long in this world
But I'm here. You can call me bipolar
17.8k · Aug 2015
Sarcastic Bitch 10W
It's a quiet kind of storm
Rolling with your eyes
16.4k · May 2015
Mistake Of Design 10W
15.7k · May 2015
Bittersweet Surrender
I am a little bit twisted
I am a little bit obscene
I want to feel you in tight places
And everywhere in between

I'd tie you up and leave you there
Until I can't hear you scream
Then slit your thighs and roll in your blood
And lick it up like cream.
13.3k · May 2015
Extroverted Introvert
I never thought about it that much
But making conversation is really hard stuff
Put me on stage without a script and I'll shine
Put me in a group of girls and I'll cry
Because I'm a one of a kind extroverted introvert
Really ******* confident and out of it
But incredibly ******* shy
I never really thought about what I say that much
I think the most honest form of communication is touch
If I want you out of my space I'll mumble "go away"
But my actions are a lot louder throwing a punch at your face
I struggle over Facebook when you say "what up"
Because I'll say "hey" and immediately log out
Its like my personality wants to be known
But my words are muffled and rarely shown
I'm a one of a kind extroverted introvert
I don't expect you to understand
13.1k · Apr 2016
Pull the Trigger on PTSD
All along my trigger was you and I can't stand it                                          
To this subconcious fear I light up and take a hit
Tumbling forever I never thought this would quit                                        
Because I thought I could distinguish love from
*******.
Showers make me wet
Shoes get me going
Heaters make everything hotter
And as soon as you've left
Everything is right
12.7k · Dec 2016
Pet
Pet
I look down on you without pity
The view is breathtaking from up here
I could never abuse you, use you, confuse you
But I will spit on you and pull your hair.
It's one thing to push you around
It's another to call you mine
It's one thing to kiss you on the nose
It's another to fill you with wine.
You beg you plead you kiss my feet
I come down from the sky's above
Because even though I call you my pet
I do it out of true love
12.7k · Aug 2015
Big Brother's
A gal's gotta have her brothers
She may not think she does
She's a tough nut to crack
But she does care about them
And she needs them
After all
They make great punching bags
For my messed up family of older brothers
You guys are the kindest walls of meat a gal could ask for
10.6k · Jun 2015
Bitch Appreciation
To know a ***** is to hate a *****
and to hate a ***** is to be a *****
So therefore every day is *****
appreciation day
10.0k · Jun 2015
Not In The Mood
It's not like I can't get up in the mornings
It's simply because
I'm not in the mood
It's easy to say I'm lazy or something
But it's quite simple,
I'm not in the mood
It's so breezy for you to walk over me
And if I get snappy so be it
I'm done with your ****, be grateful I'm here
Even if it isn't on time
I'm still not in the mood
9.9k · Apr 2016
The Eclectic Witch
I am the eclectic witch
There are no gods to tell me how to live
But the wind howls my fate
Where the rain falls I will dance
Because I prefer sandalwood to perfume
I am the eclectic witch I have no coven
Only the flora and fauna
And the tip of a blade
Where grass grows I will prance
Because I prefer metaphysics to religion
9.3k · May 2015
Fat Face
In winter I bundle up tight in layers of warmth
Like a love I've never felt
Draping scarf over hoody over sweater over skivvy
The wind bites my button nose and reminds me of a love
A love I know too well
Bitter cold brief sickening and harsh
I catch my eye in an ice smitten mirror and I'm torn
My eyes look like hell
How could anyone love me like warmth and fall
For this fat face of shame, tears and freckles
Even if they do
They'll never tell.
8.9k · Mar 2015
Lonely in a Crowd
CROWDCROWDCROWD
CROWDCROWDCROWD
CROWD   lonely   CROWD
CROWDCROWDCROWD
CROWDCROWDCROWD
Bitter shouting remedies
Wailing in the streets
Beggars wanting more than just
The crumbs off royal seats
Fancy ******* lunatics
Brainwashing people like twits
So ******* what
If I'm female
And want to ***** her ****?
8.4k · Jun 2015
I Am For More Than Sex 10w
6.3k · May 2015
Ode To A Fuckboi
How doth thou wake with an aching need?
For femmes and games and **** loads of ****?
To he who dost appreciate the weight of a lass
As spindly and petite with one hell of an ***?
Dost thou think for a mo...
That the only love felt tis that of a ***
Thou wast the only one left in the bar
With an overdose of E and a fool hearty scar
Nay my dear boy as one could only believe
A fuckboi thou art, and a fuckboi thou'll be
I love you
As a lover
As a friend
As a poet
As a trend
For the time being
And then on
I love you
For all that you are
Was
And will be
I love you
Heart and soul
Mind and lungs
I love you
For you x
And all the beautiful tormented souls out there
I may as well be a widow
Clinging to a past love that is no more
The sweetest tang of heartache
For a me, as I was before
It seems like forever ago
Since I became mature
Innocence crumbled to nothing
But a beaten senseless
*****
5.0k · May 2015
Mistakes
We repeat the mistakes we haven't learnt from
I'm not a mistake waiting to happen
Don't you dare treat me like your last girl
4.5k · Jun 2015
Numb 10W
I'm numb
Like the calm before a storm
I'm numb
4.0k · May 2015
Could You Not?
In my own space
In my own time
I turn the Wifi on and suddenly...
The world bursts into my face
Fashion! Weddings! Crime!
Could you not?
The door opens and suddenly...
"Do you like my new pants?
What are you doing?
Can I watch you?"
Could you ******* not?
My phone vibrates violently
Message after message
"Y r U ignring me"
"Answr me"
"wanna chat?"
Could you just  not?
Vibrate
Vibrate
Vibrate
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
vvvvv­vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
Harass me why don't you
Un-friend me while you're at it
Block me for all I care
Just please,
**COULD YOU ******* NOT!
4.0k · May 2015
Cut Up 10W
If words were knives, I'd talk to you more often
3.9k · May 2015
Baby Come Closer
Baby won't you stay?
Just once don't leave
Stay a little longer
I want you here
With me
Baby put down your phone
I'm struggling to compete
With this social media wall
You hold between you
And me
Baby keep me warm tonight
I love you can't you see?
Despite the coldness of our hands
You and I
Are meant to be
3.5k · Mar 2015
Manic Depressive
I. Am. Bipolar.
I have my highs
I have my
                    lows
I will be laughing about my life one minute
And crying about it the next
My switch is one or the other
But sometimes the switch breaks

And that is the scariest part

The numb feeling
Senseless
Hopeless
Unfeeling
Dead
Wanting to be nothing at all for a moment
So I don't sleep
Or eat
Or sometimes even move
I am a slave to my mental illness
I sometimes watch my friends lose interest
In anything I have to say
Until something knocks the edge and the switch is adjusted
And so is my mood
Then everything is fine
Or ******* awful

I. Am. Bipolar.
I have Bipolar 1 disorder which is also known as Manic Depression. I live a normal life but can have up to 4 "episodes" a week. I get by, like anyone else would. It's just a shame those around me have to live with it too.
3.5k · May 2015
You're Fucking Stupid
I would ask you to grow a tumor
But you'd **** that up too
Have I gone too far?
Does he still love me?
Am I still making sense?
Does he hate me?
Am I being unfair?
Putting too much pressure on him?
Did I say something wrong?
Am I being too clingy?
Should I ignore him?
Or avoid him completely?
Maybe we're not meant to be?
Maybe the timings all wrong?
Will I ever be enough?
Do I deserve his touch?
Does he want me alive?
Am I better off dead?
Will these pills even work?
Or will I just fall asleep?
Will I ever wake up?
Am I dead yet?
Maybe....
3.2k · May 2015
Mushy Gushy
3.0k · Apr 2016
Nothing
My lip is still burnt but I'm feeling fine
I can't seem to get you off my mind
I think about you all the time
I swear I've heard this ******* rhyme.
My gut is heavy, my skin is melting
My body's shaking it can't be healthy
My head and stomach keep on fluttering
And here I thought that you meant
nothing.
3.0k · Jun 2015
A Toast!
Just thought you should know that you are ******* talented
And awesome
And everyone who disagrees can go stick a piece of toast up their ***
Stay amazing
You're great
:)
Just a reminder to all you poets
getting down and out
Go forth and do what you do
It's brilliant
And so are you
3.0k · Apr 2015
The Torment Thrives
Paper dolls gathered all around
With sticks and stones
And bones in the ground
All wait in line for venom
To course through the pins of violent delights
Ice and fire
Fire and ice
Voodoo in its politest form
Whimsy, witchcraft and throwing rice
Burn the ghosts of a ferocious past
And a love left forlorn
3.0k · Apr 2016
I Could Honestly Cry
Burnt my lip on a cigarette while I was thinking of you
I hate to say it but I think I wanted it too
My gut hurts and twists and feels so ******* distraught
All because you loved me and left me without second thought.
I know you're not mine and I'm not yours either
I know she's better and without habit and a believer
But it still ***** to know you won't reply
Because I lost you and you got what you wanted, all in one night.
3.0k · Mar 2015
I Cheated
I left you believing I had things to do
I told you I was unwell
I told you my family and I were going away for the weekend
All the while I was with him
I told you I wasn't happy in our relationship
I told you all I ask for is everything he gives me
I told you I wanted you to be someone you just aren't
I wanted you to be him
I told you I would stay because you tried a little
I believed you when you said you wanted to help
I believed you when you said you could be what I deserve
All I ask for is a little
A little
Time
Hand holding
Soft caresses
Cuddles
And compliments
We've grown apart, our relationship stunted
It's not my fault
It's not yours
But it is my fault I cheated
Because what I truly wanted
Was him
2.9k · May 2015
Lips For Warmth
You have a lovely set of lips
Your top lip looks like the bottom lip turned upside down
Shapeless lips kisses like clouds
They look better pressed
to my cupids bow
When tongues meet and the melting begins
It's almost unreasonable
How much power your lips have over me
That thin line of fat attached to a face
that broke a million hearts
But still I press to them
For comfort
Warmth
Love
2.8k · May 2015
I'm Not Your Girl
I dumped you for a reason
So go on and hate me
We don't have to be nice to each other
If that makes me a *****
I love being one to you
He's my boyfriend, he's my priority
**** my ****
2.6k · May 2015
She Cuts
It's almost like her demons are in her blood
And the blade is their final expulsion
Don't hurt yourself gorgeous, I know why you do it but remember who you really are x
2.5k · May 2015
Speaking My Mind
For once in my life I am speaking out
Not just in the form of a violent excuse of a poem
But to the faces of those who make me pout
For once in my life I'm saying what I mean
It takes courage to be honest to even myself
Courage I never ******* had it seems
Chaotically formed and tumbling from my spout
If speaking my mind makes me a *****
Then let me be the biggest ***** and hear me shout
Because you've had me on and stuck like an itch
I've had about enough so hear me out
Such friends you all are excluding me
From your games and fun and goss and parties
While I sit and watch and try to believe
That every nasty thing you say is not about me
I get it, you're right, I talk about things
That you can't relate to
As love to you is all about rings
I've gone through more than any of you
Would care to hear about from my ramblings
I've outgrown you all before you gave me a chance to prove
My worth is not worn out by nasty old things
Like you and her and the rest of your gang
So let your jaws drop at my sudden burst of honesty
Because you're heads are in your own *****
And you don't deserve to be eaten by me
You girls can get married and live your lives oblivious to the world around you. I've had too many "friends" like you, it's time you all ****** my **** and took a long walk off a tall building.
2.5k · Jul 2015
Freak By Nature
It is kinder
to pierce my flesh with needles
Than it is to call me a freak
But either way
your words won't upset me
For it is you that is
**weak
2.4k · Jul 2015
It's not what you say
2.4k · Mar 2015
Here we go again
Sometimes I choke back tears
Sometimes I hinder in doorways
Sometimes I'm just numb
But I'm always throwing up anti depressants
Sometimes I feel like nothing at all
Sometimes I use the scissors
Sometimes I OD
Then I'm throwing up anti depressants
Sometimes I think it's all okay
Sometimes I smile again
Sometimes it's not worth it
So I'm throwing up anti depressants
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever wake
Sometimes I wonder if I want to
Sometimes my dreams are everything
I'm just throwing up anti depressants
2.3k · Jul 2015
I'd Rather A Cigarette
As much as I love you
I'd rather a cigarette right now
Because even though it could **** me
It never grabbed my throat
And squeezed
Only filled my head with smog
And lungs with tar
And my mouth with a taste I could never forget
Unlike you
So yes
I'd rather a cigarette right now
As much as I love you
2.3k · May 2015
Black Widow Wharf
Meet me where the rising sun won't glow on our faces
When the hour strikes time aghast as hurried hands tie laces
Meet me at the scraggly wharf by the river
Where lips whisper on each others breath and trembling tongues quiver
Take me in the darkest corner of the the old abandoned shed
Love me like no other man or I shall have your head
2.2k · May 2015
Shallow Minded Mortals
In my platform boots I'm higher than
you
With my black lipstick in a dahlia
grin
I smile bigger than you
In my corset even with shallow
breathing
My soul is deeper than you
In entirely black I am brighter than
you
I am who I want to be
Carry on
You shallow minded mortal
2.1k · Jun 2015
Cold Hands Warm Heart 10w
My hands may be cold
But my heart sure isn't
2.1k · Jan 2018
Walls
There are walls
Walls you can scale
Some you cannot
Walls you can go around
Some you put up
Its these walls that my fiancé has
And some people peek through
But I tear it down brick by brick
And get nothing but bruised.
Alas! I have made it
But it seems I'm mislead
The person behind it
Is well and truly dead.
2.1k · Mar 2016
When He Sings
He talks like a fool
But oh when he sings
My knees done melted
At my hearts plucked strings
The wolf does howl
The wolf does cry
But when he sings
It brings a tear to my eye
2.1k · Oct 2015
Technology Stole My World
All this time I thought I had become shallow
That I lacked substance
Worth
A life worth living
But now I realize how shallow you are
Shallower than the pool of tears
I cry for you
Get out of your ******* bubble
Put down your phone
And start talking to me
I'm going through depression and all you can do is demean it
Why don't you just look up
And catch my tears
And show you understand
We are an amazing couple but I can't fight the screen for your eyes
Or be stuck inside your room
Any longer
I've lost myself trying to fit your routine
When you can't show a little compassion or eye contact
You are my world now
I'd love it if I could get to know it better
And that maybe you'd show an interest in what you don't know
About me
Shallow lover
Look beyond my smile and my quiet voice
There's a lot lurking deep below
It's an everlasting well
I have the richest waters
If only you would close Facebook
And dive in
2.0k · Jul 2015
Fade
Moments, Memories, Passion, Hope, Love,
Excitement, Hair colour, Feelings,
Dreams, Thoughts, Smells,
Tastes, Tans, All of
the best things
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