it's so hard to be happy
when you're so far away.
how am i to live?
how can i survive today?

i've been on a search
but mostly i feel stranded.
why should i keep looking?
why shouldn't i abandon?

sometimes i don't understand
why you aren't here now,
but life wouldn't be life
if i knew every why and how.

inevitable
that I would love; totally
undeniable

today i thought of you,
i craved to sit with you and chat.
i had forgotten how you left me,
how you want no part of "that".

the rain washes down the window,
drowning my soul in part.
now the only rush i feel
is an empty, broken heart.

i watched you grow to love me,
waiting for you to commit.
who knew i'd be left lonely,
this is life now. this is it.

I'm waiting for You
waiting to find You
waiting to love You

I'm longing to see You
to learn all about You
to spend my days with You

so while I wait
I'll pray for You and
love You unconditionally

I'm here My Love
waiting for You
to come and rescue Me

i want to love You
like I've never loved someone.
i want to love You so much
that the mere thought of You
makes my heart want to leap.
i want to love You in such a way
that talking to You brings me to tears.
i want to love You so much
that i can't imagine life without You
i want to love You in such a way
that i can't keep quiet about You.
i want to love You so much.

all is lost; hopeless.
until from out of the skies
our redemption comes.

scars from the past bleed.
hurt lingers, overflowing.
wounds anxious to heal.