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Nov 2014 · 939
Untitled
Katie Nicole Nov 2014
my heart is empty
my lungs are burdened
my happiness is gone for now

my eyes miss their sparkle
my cheeks long to smile, but
my mind forgot how
Oct 2014 · 2.5k
why don't we
Katie Nicole Oct 2014
why don't we
just curl up together
in the soft blankets of my bed
we'll shut out the world
and all of its harm
and be cozy together instead
Oct 2014 · 2.5k
pieces
Katie Nicole Oct 2014
your heart breaks in two
mine is crushed by its pieces
let's start rebuilding
Aug 2014 · 2.4k
the search
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
humans everywhere
only one is meant for me
what horrible odds
hopefully the right one can be found
Aug 2014 · 631
empty
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
you, old friend, have lost yourself
all life has left your eyes

your emotion is gone
your passion - gone

when i left, did your life leave too?
Aug 2014 · 754
We
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
We
leave behind so much
when we start an adventure
hoping for better
Aug 2014 · 525
and there you weren't
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
i spotted your face from miles away
and here you were, here in my world
but this didn't seem right
why were you here?

so i moved closer to you
and asked what you were doing here
you started talking about moving
about doing anything to live closer to me

your words rambled, but I picked up a few
mostly I just looked at you
but the next words you said
changed my life forever


"I just wanted to tell you that I love you"


I was on a cloud of happiness I'd never neared before
every part of me weakened and all I wanted was a kiss
he was my dream guy- a guy I already loved
and now he loved me too*



of course, my heart was soon crushed
when my alarm went off
I opened my eyes
and there you weren't
Aug 2014 · 2.6k
beauty and glamor
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
nothing can surpass
the beauty and the glamor
of* pure confidence
Aug 2014 · 1.9k
...so perfect...
Aug 2014 · 549
one more chance
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
that's all we have
before i leave for months.
one more chance
to make us "us"

i admit, i'm nervous
for failure- for a mistake.
what if i don't look right,
or i mumble, or i shake?

but i guess we'll see
what starts or ends.
will we be a couple,
or just stay friends?
Aug 2014 · 460
dreaming about you
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
oh, won't you please

think about me

even half as much

as i dream about you
Aug 2014 · 3.1k
lifeless
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
life without passion
-lacking ambition or drive-
isn't life at all
Aug 2014 · 1.2k
ruining lives
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
you have no idea
how many lives you ruin
just by being you

your beautiful heart
and your flawless body
never leave my mind

your smile keeps me
from considering
any not-so-wonderful man

those poor souls
could never ever
compete with you

but they have no idea
you are ruining their chances
with your perfect heart

won't you stop
ruining lives
and instead join mine?
(you are perfect)
Aug 2014 · 1.0k
oh, how i smile
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
today, you did it
you took my breath away

you came from the crowd
you smiled and moved closer

you looked in my eyes
and showed interest in my life

and when i think about
you taking interest in me
oh, how i smile :)
Aug 2014 · 537
I vow
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
to reject all those
who steal any happiness
from my joy-filled life
Aug 2014 · 854
for you, my critic
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
each time you announce a flaw, a part of me cowers
am i really that horrible?

you seek out every mistake i've ever made
every single imperfection

how can i possibly measure up?
how can i end this abuse?


this power you have over me is overwhelming
and **i won't put up with it anymore
Aug 2014 · 7.3k
evil
Katie Nicole Aug 2014
i was sure i knew
what earthly evil looked like.
but then i met you
Jul 2014 · 1.3k
completely perfect
Katie Nicole Jul 2014
so, is it just me,
or would we be totally,
completely perfect??
Jul 2014 · 3.9k
those eyes
Katie Nicole Jul 2014
-your arms-
          they lift me up
-your words-
          hold me together

but those eyes...
         they melt my heart
Jul 2014 · 1.2k
one day
Katie Nicole Jul 2014
just one day
is all i need

to recover my smile
and my inner peace

one day of calm
with no one to please

brightens my world
like it always should be
Jul 2014 · 933
Title (optional)
Katie Nicole Jul 2014
college (optional)
working (optional)
family (determined)

friends (optional)
future (optional)
death (certain)
what are you going to do about it?
Jul 2014 · 898
(we'd be) Perfect You See
Katie Nicole Jul 2014
(we'd be) PERFECT together
(but ) YOU don't look at me that way
(you don't) SEE the potential

yet :)
Jun 2014 · 692
without you
Katie Nicole Jun 2014
I wish you could see
how beautiful my life is
now- *without you here
May 2014 · 4.5k
the destroyer
Katie Nicole May 2014
LIGHTNING**                
      it CRASHES        
        and BANGS
                   like a fist
        threatening
to destroy    
everything              
  and burn        
     down
              all you
             might    
love
May 2014 · 1.5k
daily life
Katie Nicole May 2014
surrounded by love
and chaos and busyness
totally content :)
May 2014 · 2.6k
I wonder...
Katie Nicole May 2014
My Beloved,

I wonder where you rest your head tonight
I wonder the warmth of your skin
I wonder if you laughed, or cried today
I wonder what your hope lies in

I wonder if you have talent, or wittiness, or charm
I wonder if you wish to have me tucked beneath your arm

I wonder where you are tonight and why you're not with me
But I know soon enough, My Love, together we will be
Love,
Your Love
May 2014 · 1.7k
don't forget
Katie Nicole May 2014
You may forget how I looked when I smiled at you
You may forget every gift I ever gave to you
You may forget all the things I always did for you

but don't
*You ever forget how happy I made you
May 2014 · 6.8k
neglected
Katie Nicole May 2014
my* neglected heart
so frayed, so dry, so weary
only longs for *
love
May 2014 · 9.3k
stress
Katie Nicole May 2014
it takes over*

it suffocates my thoughts

it steals my breath

and crushes my *joy
but we can't let it
May 2014 · 4.1k
perfect happiness
Katie Nicole May 2014
the most perfect calm*
peace and total happiness
settle in my soul
May 2014 · 21.1k
betrayal
Katie Nicole May 2014
your old socks haunt me
as they linger in my drawer

Touching all my innocent matched pairs.

you had slipped them to me
one frosty night when the cold nipped at my toes

An act of a gentleman.


but now what am i to do?
you're gone, but your socks remain

Each opening of my drawer kindles the coldness I feel.

you and your socks betrayed me
none of you comfort me anymore

*But at least the socks decided to stay.
May 2014 · 1.2k
tick tock
Katie Nicole May 2014
how fast time goes by
when you wish it away. time
please come back to me
May 2014 · 3.6k
ghost
Katie Nicole May 2014
and just when i thought
you had left my heart for good
you showed up again
May 2014 · 563
r e s t o r a t i o n
Katie Nicole May 2014
the water cools my nerves
the trees inspire my strength

my soul delights in the happy birds
and the sun melts the ice from my heart

nothing cleanses like a river
Can you find it?
May 2014 · 1.0k
new life
Katie Nicole May 2014
when you learn to love
the bitter, sweet, and the bland
then life finds its *zest
(enjoy it)
May 2014 · 2.7k
sweet silence
Katie Nicole May 2014
...

silence
-like a rainstorm-
frees my arid soul
May 2014 · 3.4k
freedom
Katie Nicole May 2014
free to forgive and
free to love
free to find wisdom and strength from above
May 2014 · 3.4k
too late
Katie Nicole May 2014
you smile and wave.
(like you never broke my heart)
stop. it's too late now.
May 2014 · 941
the happiest times
Katie Nicole May 2014
sometimes the happiest times
are those spent with no one
time lost in thoughts
time beneath the sun

time resting in the sand with
my hair blown a mess
the light warms my skin
evaporating stress

the waves they crash
and the gulls they cry
but from me you'll hear
only a happy sigh

the worst moment comes
when i'm forced to leave
when the air grows cold
my heart starts to grieve

i hate to go
but i know i should
today's wonder has past
the sun has left for good

yet the cold cannot remove
what forever will stay
the engraved memory
of that happy day
May 2014 · 11.0k
finding joy
Katie Nicole May 2014
i rid my mind
of darkness and depth
and a feeling of joy
is all i have left
May 2014 · 3.4k
the Man we all wait for
Katie Nicole May 2014
strong brave
trustworthy loyal
endearing thoughtful
honest loving humble
devout confident polite
brilliant encouraging
calm patient gentle
selfless warm
generous
secure kind
mature respectful understanding positive
driven wise the man we all wait for devout safe
courageous ambitious resolute inspirational deep
May 2014 · 1.4k
Can you see it?
Katie Nicole May 2014
The sun is coming.
The rain will end.
Hope is approaching!
Can you see it?
The last raindrop has fallen and
The clouds are rolling back.
Light is peeking through!
Can you see it?
The face of the sun
Emerges and shines.
Hope has arrived!
*Can you see it?
May 2014 · 1.2k
I Can't Hate You.
Katie Nicole May 2014
I wish you had loved me.
I wish you had tried.
I hate that you left me.
I hate that I cried.

I wanted your heart.
I wanted your time.
You gave me neither, but
You sure stole mine.

I wish I could forget.
I wish I could move on too.
I hate that I miss us.
I hate that I can't hate you.
May 2014 · 4.1k
right to life
Katie Nicole May 2014
don't we all deserve
to live a life that no one
has the right to take?
Apr 2014 · 2.3k
how we destroy
Katie Nicole Apr 2014
look                                                       look  ­
                  at                                            ­                            at  
              how                                           ­                              how
        strong                 ­                                                            perfe­ct
    he                                                          ­                                          she
is                      <- look at how we destroy ourselves ->                     is            
    and                                           ­                                                     and
        how                                                  ­                                    how
             weak                                                             ­         flawed
                    i                            ­                                               i
                ­       am                                                           am
Apr 2014 · 822
why and how
Katie Nicole Apr 2014
it's so hard to be happy
when you're so far away.
how am i to live?
how can i survive today?

i've been on a search
but mostly i feel stranded.
why should i keep looking?
why shouldn't i abandon?

sometimes i don't understand
why you aren't here now,
but life wouldn't be life
if i knew every why and how.
Apr 2014 · 1.5k
inevitable
Katie Nicole Apr 2014
inevitable
that I would love; totally
undeniable
Apr 2014 · 240
this is it
Katie Nicole Apr 2014
today i thought of you,
i craved to sit with you and chat.
i had forgotten how you left me,
how you want no part of "that".

the rain washes down the window,
drowning my soul in part.
now the only rush i feel
is an empty, broken heart.

i watched you grow to love me,
waiting for you to commit.
who knew i'd be left lonely,
this is life now. this is it.
Apr 2014 · 3.4k
waiting for You
Katie Nicole Apr 2014
I'm waiting for You
waiting to find You
waiting to love You

I'm longing to see You
to learn all about You
to spend my days with You

so while I wait
I'll pray for You and
love You unconditionally

I'm here My Love
waiting for You
to come and rescue Me
Apr 2014 · 11.8k
Redemption
Katie Nicole Apr 2014
all is lost; hopeless.
until from out of the skies
our redemption comes.
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