I felt too depressed
That I thought my life was nothing but a mess,
I never expected anything like this to happen,
Which I believe that, nobody does.
My heart was torn into pieces,
Just like a jigsaw puzzle that cannot be complete without its missing fragment
That no matter how hard I try to assemble the appropriate piece
I knew in the end that it won’t prolly work out
It’s difficult to accept the mere fact,
That running away from reality makes it more hard for me to escape,
Because whatever distractions I make,
I just can’t lose track of these bull craps that’ve been coming my way
Well, it’s up to me though,
If I would allow this **** to continue to happen,
I mean, this is about me
and I am the one in charge to control it
But right now, I chose to overcome it,
For my hope is in God,
My fate lies with His hands,
And my life depends only to Him