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Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
A few things I like
About that old green truck

A new chrome coat with a few rusty parts
That makes the truck look tough, when in reality, it requires a gentle, caring touch.

the way it struggles to start, but eventually prevails with a successful roar, even with a few mishaps to begin with.

the unique growl it makes, when the car shifts, and moves forward.
A noise which is so recognizable, it causes a grin whenever It is heard.

The mighty roar it gives which is thundering and distinct, but brings genuine joy to the soul.

The way it makes you feel like you're home, even when you're not.

The way it can't take you everywhere, but can make you happy anywhere.

a few things I like
about that old green truck.
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
I often think back to that night at the docks.
The cool nip of the early fall breeze.
The sudden chill that rang up my spine as you pressed me so sweetly against that shining chrome hood.
The softness of your lips grazing across my skin.
The sense of wanting I felt within your firm grasp.
The delicate purple reminders you left scattered across my chest
remind me often to think to myself
About that sweet star scattered night
At my favorite Oceanside docks
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
Bind me up in ropes and ties
Then look deep into my eyes
See the fire see my style
See my smirk and see my smile
Don't you dare think that I'm scared
Trust me, I am just prepared.
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
It was a hot summer morning in late August. The brick building in front of her was daunting. This was it. Her first day of high school. Her long brown hair swayed behind her. It brushed gently against the small of her back. Her heart pounded excitedly in her chest. A new adventure awaits her. An adventure filled with many smiles, and many hardships. This is the story of a girl in high school, with long brown hair.

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Freshman year was fun for her. She made new friends, along with keeping a few of the old.  She met 3 people in her life who had a strange impact on her life, both good and bad.

One of these 3 was a girl. She was *****, and had different style, which enticed the girl with long brown hair. They were put in the same group, and began to talk. Soon after they became close friends, and had their first sleepover. It was the first sleepover of her high school year which wasn't with a friend from her previous school. She enjoyed it very much, and truly valued her new friend.

The two would often be seen together, and even made friends with two others who were like them. The two others were boys. One boy was a bit of a nerd with floofy hair and glasses. The other boy was a punk guy with long hair and darkened taste. The four would go to the mall together, and became inseparable.

The girl with long brown hair really liked these new friends. They were so much like her in so many ways, yet she also had others whom she enjoyed just as much. Freshman year went well for her. She was happy.

Sophomore year rolled around. Her confidence was high, and her relationships with her friends strong. She had made new valuable friends, and loved to do choir and theater.  She continued to make friends through her extra activities, along with keeping close to the ones from freshman year.

The ***** girl in her little friend group had met someone. A girl. They were in love, but the girl with long hair didn’t mind. They were still best friends throughout it- although the ***** girl drifted away as she was occupied with her partner. The boy with long hair and darkened taste told the girl with long hair that he loved her. She was scared, and told him she didn’t feel the same. He accepted it, but became depressed. Time passed by. He was always sad. The girl with long hair became closer to the boy with darkened taste. She wanted to fix him. She wanted to help him. He told her he loved her. He asked her to be with him. She hesitated out of fear. A little time went by. He asked again. She said yes.

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They were happy. She made him happy for the first time in a while. He made her happy too. One night, the punk girl invited the girl with long hair and the boy with darkened taste to sleep over her house with her and her partner. They agreed. The four went to the beach. The night was foggy. The air was warm; the breeze cold. The boy with darkened taste and the girl with long hair fell in love.

Time passed. They were happy together. One night the girl with long hair had a terrible feeling. She had a panic attack. The boy with darkened taste was busy with a class he was taking. The girl called her best friend to panic. She calmed down.

The boy with the darkened taste called the girl with long hair. He yelled at her. “Why didn’t you come to me first?”.  He exclaimed. “You were busy. I didn’t want to interrupt you. I was panicking.” He scorned her. She cried the whole night. The next day, she didn’t eat. The school hosted a mass. The girl with long hair heard murmurings throughout the choir. Her best friend had gotten in a severe accident. Her car rolled over. She panicked. The boy with darkened taste apologized to her for fighting. He promised to not do it again. She believed him. He asked for forgiveness. A little time went by. He asked again. She said yes.

Junior year began. The girl had one friend left. The summer was fun for her, but not in a way that was healthy. She had stayed with the boy with darkened taste. She thought she loved him. She thought he loved her. She was wrong. The beginning of the year was rough. He yelled at her a lot. He didn’t trust her. He would often take her phone to read her messages. She wasn’t allowed to talk to other boys. He made her delete her social media. She wasn't allowed to talk to other friends. She threatened to leave him. He threatened to **** himself. She was stuck. She was scared. She was sad. They fought. He grabbed her. He wouldn’t let her go. She tried to yank her arm. He held tight. She wanted to leave. He wanted her to stay. He asked for her forgiveness. A little time went by. She said yes. This happened continuously. A short while later, they fought. She was used to him grabbing her. She was used to him forcing her. She tried to get away nonetheless. Then he hit her.

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The girl with long brown hair was sick. She did not eat. Her friends whom she  cut off were worried. Her weight dipped to an unhealthy level. She thought the worst. She thought she couldn’t escape. She was wrong.

The end of junior year was her time. She escaped finally. She was not unscathed. The girl with long brown hair cut it all off. She needed a fresh start. It was symbolic to her. It helped her.

    The beginning of Senior year rolled around. The girl had healed a good amount, but not entirely. She had cut off communications with the boy with darkened taste.

He saw her in school. He spoke to her. He asked for forgiveness. The girl forgave him, although the wound was still fresh. He asked her to be with him again. A little time went by. He asked again. She said No.

Now the girl is a different person. She was wisened by her experience, and was able to forge some of her friendships with the friends she loves. Some relationships cannot be forged. She tries still. Nothing will be the same. She realizes that. She moves on. She is happy. Her weight is back to normal. She is healthy. She was no longer the same girl, with the long brown hair. She is a different girl. A more happy girl. Only now, She is the girl with short brown hair.
This is a Piece I wrote a while back. I figured why not post it on here.
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
My eyes are heavy
My heart is tired
My arms are empty
You are desired
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
I'm so used to going out around this time of night,
But usually it is with you.
I lay in my bed, heart pounding as distant chatter is heard across my apartment.
The beckon of young teenage bafoonery knocks at my door,
yet I choose to ignore it.
I miss you more than I thought I would.
I miss your smile and laugh.
They were the fuel that got me through the day.
Now I lay here, clothed in your shirt to help me remember you're still there.
Just not with me.
Dude *** I miss yoi
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
I would **** to fall asleep on your chest
To feel your heart beat under my ear
To wrap my leg around yours
To softly caress your face
To hold you close
To kiss you
To sleep
Love
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
I breathe in your scent for the first time in weeks
A heated red blush then runs to my cheeks
It feels like forever since I've held you close
You are like a drug, and I need a dose.
You have the softest red hair
I can run my hands through
You are the most gentle person,
I truly love you.
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
Something I have learned is that heartache isn't just an emotional feeling. There is stress placed on your heart, causing increasing heart rate, and shortness of breath.  It is also said that emotional pain and physical pain are linked in the same part of your brain, which simulates the sensation of being hurt, constantly. So when I wake up in the morning, and reach my hand to feel for you, it is like I am tripping, and falling. Every day. It's never easy, having a constant dull pain. But the thing is, you're my only bandage.
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
I want there to be a day
When I can bring you up, when you're down.
Calm you, when you're frustrated
Kiss you, when you're smiling.
I want there to be a day
Where I can fall asleep in your arms
Wipe the bad dreams from your head
Forget being alone, and have you instead
I want there to be a day
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
Your wild ride had sent my flying
Your wild ride had made me soar
When your hands felt their way around me
I realized that I want nothing more.
Your lips traced rivers on my skin
They lead your path through thick and thin
From one sweet kiss on to another
I had crowned you as my lover.
Isabella Soledad Jan 2018
You never realize how much you actually care about someone
Until the fear of them being gone creeps into your system.
It’s not something they did  
wrong, or a suspicion at all.
It’s just having that feeling that you would melt into tears without them.
Isabella Soledad Mar 2018
When I wake up dear,
And see you sleeping,
I will just sit there,
And smile big.
Because I know dear,
That you still love me,
When you pull,
Me close,
In your dreams.

When we are sitting,
Just us together,
I often see you,
And then I grin.
Because I know dear,
When we’re together,
It always feels,
As though,
We win.


You make me happy,
From dusk till morning,
And then everything,
That’s in between.
You never know dear,
How much I love you,
You have treat ,
Me like,
A queen.
Sing it to you are my sunshine, it helps
Zzz
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
Zzz
In my head before I sleep
I imagine myself
Being able to kiss you gently
To run my fingers through your hair
And fall asleep in your arms
In my head before I sleep
I imagine you
Zzz
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
Zzz
My eyes are as wide as I am awake
Sleep being one thing my body won't take

To drift into darkness, where you aren't here
Wishing the loneliness would just disappear

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