Ilakiya Kasinathan

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2015

How I wish
I could forget everyone and everything
How I wish
I wake up one day to find myself in an abandoned island
How I wish
I had lead life in my own terms
How I wish
I could change perceptions
How I wish
I could make people understand what they meant
How I wish
I could make people understand what I've been through because of THEM
How I wish
I have never found or lost people
How I wish
I had the freedom to laugh or cry at my will
How I wish
I never had been haste or slow at times
How I wish
I could stop pestering myself
And
How I wish
I could Live and Not Just Survive!!!!!!

#regret #hopelessness

Ilakiya Kasinathan Jul 2015

Paper Boat

Its thunders and storms and rains
flooding the streets outside
And its thunders and storms and rains
breaking the walls inside..

Wiping away all the dust
On the roads and in the heart

Cleansing the surroundings, and
Cleansing the mind

And with all things that floated in the flood
went those paper boats,
The pages of my diary.

Now that the record of the memory is gone,
Wish there was this miracle to wipe the memory itself.

#memories #haunting #rains #fightinside

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2014

Untitled

Born to live!!
Lives to die!!!

Term it the cycle!!
Life is all a recycle!!

Term it Fate!!
Open always is the gate!!

All they say,
There's always a way,
Seldom do they play,
The role we lay..

And all at the end,
There's always a bend,
Set a trend,
For the rest to mend!!!

#truth #life #hope #live #forward #fate #irony #beliefs

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2014

The Confusion

If
Everything
Is to happen
The way it is to be
In the name of "Destiny"
Why should my soul in unrest
Race to a Self destructing "Mutiny"
Only to acheive a mere "Ignominy"?

#life #faith #confusion #fate #destiny #disgustion

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2014

What did you take along??

It was just like any other sunny day,
Everything the same.
The same lazy mornings,
Shuttling through the signals,
And we meet,
To make me realize
It is not just like any other sunny day!!!

And you go,

"Perhaps this is the last time we meet"

And along with you went

My sleep,  yes,
Am an insomniac now..
My smile,  yes,
Been so long my ****** muscles relaxed..
My joy, yes,
Joy is just a word now..
My heart,  yes,
Am just a creature now..
My brain, yes,
I can't think anymore..
My senses, yes,
I can't feel anymore..
And above all,
My soul, and yes,
I don't live anymore..

And you thought,

IT WAS JUST YOU WHO LEFT!!

I know well, what was received is more than what was lost.. Perhaps I'll find words to describe the times we lived too!! May not today, may not tomorrow, but some day before I Quit...

#love #life #pain #empty #soul #him #me #separation #insomniac #lonliness

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2014

A Withered Rose

Yesterday
I was just like you
I rose with the rising sun
I brought a smile to all those who passed by me
Alan spoke about my colour
Brendon was amazed at my arrangement
Claire wanted to touch me
Dorothy wanted her perfume with the fragrance I carried
Emily wanted to take me with her
Francis wanted to give me to his lady love,
I thought I was the most important being on earth
I thought everyone loved me
I thought I brought a smile to people's face.
But today,
Am no longer loved,
Alan just walked by
Brendon bothered not
Claire cared not
Dorothy drove past
Emily ensured the same as did
Francis.
Because,
Today
Am nothing more than a withered rose
With my strewn petals in the pathway
And that's right
Step on or sweep away
For
All you people
Might one day end up just like me!!!

- A Withered Yellow Rose.

#happy #people #rose #colour #perceptions #enjoy #wanted #withered #fragrance #strewn

Ilakiya Kasinathan Aug 2014

I Love You

I will wait for you till the day
I rest in for all I know is that
YOU LOVE ME and
I LOVE YOU.

#love #long #soulmate #wait