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Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
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Self distruct has an angelic touch
Wisping winds brush immensely
Against my pale pallet, my cage, so I call it
Ghost Writer 3 Apr 2016
Trickled into my latest writing
venomous, your face
it is uninvited
black silhouette against wall
my hands dry, small
this room has been cleaned
I shift my feet
darting my eyes every other way
lips soft, you fidget your hands
my laughter echoes, mask me, mask me
nerves buzz, with you beside me
refuse to invite, disappear
please disappear
temptation drawing you near
dreams haunted, I cannot sleep
you must stay away,
at least 10ft.
-e.s.
8am
Ghost Writer 3 Apr 2017
8am
Today is a new and wonderful day
The air is cold, but my heart is warmed
The sun, it peaks, like a half-hearted smile
Today is good, for I make it worth the trial
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
The blood
It traces
Every feeling
Known to man

The moment
It stays
Only fleeting
We are dying

Make love
Setting the memories on fire
It's all you have
It's never leaving
Always breathing
Until the last man forgets

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
I want to disappear
body turning into thin a.i.r

away
invisible
rain

Opened up, spoke words
they were broken though
as you step on them

trapped in a burning house
I was excited
now ashes
we all fall down.

-e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Apr 2016
Woken from adolescence
the shifting bruised us
feelings built into the corruptions
from the past abuse

I feel a hole
all the days feel the same
sometimes we wonder
is this the edge
then we see,
we have already gone under

black, it all feels black
this hole
the wall
their words
let's take a picture
lets hope it disappears

to rest alone
we see it clearer than glass
the greatest event to come
is the event we have last

but we don't want to fantasize
about holding on
for what they do to us
has no measure
and the only thing that follows
is letting go

we soon learn
that everything we want
is a dream
and waking up
is the same as falling
when you fall asleep
into the ashes
we all fall down

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
If I just stood
Blank expression
No words at hand
Just a soul alone
A broken soul
Would you feel compassion
Do you see what is whole?
Must I create
Must I awake the dead
Or would this be enough
Silently standing
Not even a touch

When you watch me
Do my eyes speak
Can you hear me
Over your minds own condition
Can you feel
What is not seen?
I spill truth
For my soul is not clean
I am brave
I know you are the same
Allow the walls to cave
For we all are falling down.

We are loudest when we are silent now.
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
dry as dust
my lungful lust
hungry for your touch
I will
I must
brush you
while you walk by
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry again and again
The hearts that I left, and the things that I did
Blaze inside shaped withdrawal moreover free
Running around defined aspects of my hiding

The nature I held onto was regret and ice cold
There was no forgiveness, only woe in control
Taking home with the flame, devoured my days
And now looking behind, I’m changing my ways

Do not forgive me, as I did not forgive you
Do not forget me, for I will never forget you
Daylight is coming and wishing best for you
Now you must find someone fitting and true
#poem #poetry #love #regret
Ghost Writer 3 Nov 2016
He left without a why
No note, no word, no cry
He fell then flew to the sky
I will not wonder, cannot wonder
Or I feel that I would surely die
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Where does the rain wish to go,
Falling so passionately down,
When the world is cold,
She falls with a musical sound.

Filling the holes in the ground,
dancing from car wheels,
her waltz is feverish,
circulating around and around.

One rain drop never alone,
she holds your hair,
and kisses your face,
she does not give much space,
but you love her, and her sweet blue rain.
I could never write a poem about rain and feel like it is complete. Rain is just too good.
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
God take the light from burning eyes
The world's walls are but illusions,
To wear upon your back sunlights lies
This game we play all in delusion

Deciding upon fate your own reality
Lies spoken scuffed my open ears
I am prepared for this final fatality
Our own sights too different, broken mirrors

Take your words, I pocket mine
Believe your voice, I have spoken mine
Together living through different times
This is goodbye, this is goodbye
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
I wear a canvas over
Covering my head
Just in case it rains
I won’t say what I said

At first, I just wore a jacket
It saved my pretty face
It protected my hair
I could not feel or care

a storm came rolling through                                                    
Rain prickled at my skin
So then I took a canvas
And I laid within its skin

I do not peak my head out
I do not say hello
I do not wish to get rained on
So I stay alone at home

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
You wish to be alone
as the crowd from a distance smothers you
you look at the smeared marks
and into the cracks
the wall silences everything

mom grabs at your shoulder
making you turn
grasping you close
you feel it is almost absurd

uncle waves, his hair is long
you almost say so
but then the moment is gone
fleeting, screaming, it all moves too fast
when people are around
moments never last
the woodpecker beating at your chest
keeps you breathing all your breath
you know you're stupid
you dont know why you do it
yet you can't help but feel it's claws

scratching on your left
digging deep into your flesh
dripping with apathy
you ***** on catastrophe
a time bomb, nudged into your brain
you almost can't wait
to go insane
ha ha, you know it is true
you want to be alone
but you refuse

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Blood red candy canes,
Dancing with white lace
Mistletoe alone and gloomy
Christmas is a tragic day

Drooping emerald trees
Suffocating Christmas glee
A lovely time of year,
Minus all obnoxious cheer

Socks filled with diabetes
Disappointment breeding ,
Old lovers coming home,
Oh please **** me.

E.s.


Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Languishing into a dream
As though it would be what
It only seems, lying awake
Through it all, ruining everything
I know what is right, but
I think I may pay the price
For the day grows long and cold
Yearning only hurts the most
Proudly buried into wistful smiles
I closed the door long ago
Reaching out my window
Waiting for a distant call
Never becoming what I thought
Becoming everything you are
I hate the way it all sounds
Honesty never was beauty
Throw it all away, into a distant haze
The wind too cold and bold
Issuing the residence away
Just a passive look, a wonder
A second glance, an extra laugh
It always pulls me into that dream
A dream I wish I never would take
But it takes me, encompass me
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
Every fiber of my being is dying, or so it seems
This unbearable desire is ripping at my seams
I have wondered through these dreams
Lost in a castle in the sky, you sleep there
I dream of your heavy eyes,
You whisper to me like the sun shines
Drifting from this to reality
It bruises me
Black and blue
Everyday
I die
You
Will never
Know
why
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Too many instances, repeated times
one after another, uncover invisible lies
I came pale and naked, exposed freely
forthright in each movement
never doubting the pose you revealed me
What devious plan did you hope to go through with
mask of an angel corrupted bones
sitting upon self-righteous throne
I learned to love which I did not know
left to spew your venomous soul

I am no extra in your night-mare
you may dance to your own grave
this is your own stage-production
I hope to never be part of your play.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
Falling out of love
Cradling into grief
His heart left long ago
A crowd without a show

Everything left me
Empty like a store
Dark in after hours
Sign blinking closed

Now and forever
He and I stand
Hand in hand
Eyes averted
To different lands
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
The weight of the world
Sits on his chest
As he breaths
He grasps for it
Rose petals fall
Straight from his head
As his eyes burn
Like fire, again, and again
Mouth sewed shut
Her needle pokes through
Stippling his heart
Like a car wreck
The moment his hands left
He can't remember
When he lost control
Drunk driving
Into her soul

E.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
Cheerless sunsets have set me free
Just like the moons dreary face opened me
Terrors of the night have shaken me
But their earthquake roars and awakens me

All the Judas’s of the world brought me flowers
I plucked my finger on the blade of their thorns
My heart pumped blood pathetically, leaking
I was terrified, I dropped dead out of the light

I feel lost, but opened to a grand terrain
There are colors flickering in the chilling wind
Freezes first the skin then warms and frees within
I outstretch my arms and grasp the sky

I cannot fear for I do not care, welcome the unfolding
For this is life
e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
I wonder why these thoughts run
like water filling my mind
it escapes first

through
my
eyes

My mouth pours open
what does it mean
if I tell you what I think
This is a part from my poem "A Sunday Kind Of Love", my favorite bit. Thinking of trashing the rest.
Ghost Writer 3 Dec 2016
She mourned the faith
Carved upon stone of
The saviors last breath
Alone dipped inside blood
Of dripping feat, fear
Filled the gut of her soul


Wanting to hold onto
A memory of innocence
Her wishes and dreams
Of a beautiful ending
Swept up in the storm
Leaving her empty of


certainty, like dust
Building only to be
Cleaned off when
It's cells disgust
Realists bitter eye


She flung it in the fire
She holds onto ashes
The last of her belief.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
When I was five I made my own peanut butter and jelly, I also did loads of laundry
And laughed until it hurt my belly

When I was five I had a costumed themed birthday party, I dressed as a fairy and was surprised to see soda in the cooler

Maybe I was nine when I actually did things for myself, I can't quite remember because it all went by with the flash of light

When I was five, I told myself it was the happiest day of my life, I still remember that day like it was yesterday

Now I'm 22 and I feel as though everything I have been through only drives me farther from the glorious days of five
Ghost Writer 3 Nov 2016
Starving from the scent of your sins
You dance with the stars in the night,
Like a bird with broken wings in flight
What do you do, what do you do

You are a fish in the ocean of jelly
Stopping for some air you choke
On the dry sand of empty wishes
And whatever she had said before

Does anyone hear your silent cry
Through the broken window of your
Eyes, the distance of a million miles
From her and your subtle hidden smile
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
I can see the waves crash
Before they hit
I can see the rain hit the pavement
Before the sky falls

I see the darkened room
While your gleaming smile
Still looks like you

Yet somehow I was still suprised,
When it all came crashing down.


E.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Aug 2016
All your beauty
Washed away
With tears
All your laughter
Scrapped way
A blade
Every moment
Contaminated
What was
Ever thought
Washed up into
His wandering eyes
Splashing water
His unsure smile
Powdered detergant
Broad shoulders
Like fresh linen
Soaked in bleach

E.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
I look around and I see the sound of wishing
Through the walls, out into the sky
I hear a call, I know it is probably a lie
Enticing as it all seems, I know how a belief
Can torment one's own mind
His face has dug deep into my flesh

I will break my way into his garden
Barefoot I sink into the thorns
He can never notice the blood or me
I am almost completely certain, he knows hardly
I will walk and derange my mind
I will not talk, the screaming that billows
Bouncing through my mind
I don’t trust my judgment of myself
Again and again I put this love
Away and then too close
For the rest of my life
I will hold onto every piece
The memory, the dreams
Of wanting you
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
I am awake
And the world is cold
I want to go back to sleep
Not to grow old
For their eyes look
They do not see
Their ears hear
They do not listen
I am hardly here
To them I am just passing
I want to believe I matter
Like as a child
When it was only I
Inside the warm womb
But now I see the world
And they dont see me back
I want to slow down
But they are all moving so fast
A blur
A grain
A speck
A passing
What is it even that I am asking.

E.S.
Ghost Writer 3 May 2017
The earth had succumbed to
not a place to live, but a place to die

Oceans of people proceed forward
Their bodies stretch like taffy,
Sleeping inside of the memory's
Clinging desperately to whatever
Happened before, always before

Nothing less than madness
For time had, and will, surely ****
Did I use succumbed properly?
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
We loved the man
But could not say
Wanting his hand
Looking another way
We loved the sun
Leaving no shadows
A perfect illusion,

For the poet who dresses
In passionate sorrows.
Ghost Writer 3 Apr 2016
Calm, before the storm.
We ripple at the surface,
Florescent blue weeps.

-e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Trembling lover
ineffable tingling
the heart is screaming
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
I hope one day I will be brave
To find the strength, tell you
How I love you

I know the pain created
The gain will be less then perfect
Unjust, unfair

I can not show you now
For I am locked, my fingers tied
One day though

Dazed by your eyes
I fall so numb, my heart grows
Everyday

My heart is broke
Cut up in two, one for you
Only one for you

E.s.
him
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2017
him
To know he is my soulmate
Is the same as to know,
That the grass under my feet is green
There is no trace of doubt in my mind
As if the world is yelling “yes” to my very being,
Into every fiber of my body
His love trickles in more and more each day
Like soft rain soaking into my hair
Everything I say to him he must already know
For something magical has told him so
To explain is so simple, yet
From the outside world misunderstood
To feel this way which never once
I have felt before, so in love is one thing
But in love and so free
My body misses him so, as he says to me
Yet our hands have not yet touched
Reaching from across the sea
Like we have been in love once before
Many times is my only guess
I have never felt so calm and in love,
Like the same feeling you get when holding
Something so pure and innocent like a newborn
I feel a flow of love which will never disappear
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
His smile spread across his face
As he laughed in between every word,
He only left but brief breaks
His eyes lit up with every boring thing I’d say

His world was rich, swaying in his eyes
With every moment he grew more intense
Glossed over in raw emotion
My eyes lit up with every boring thing he’d say

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Mar 2017
All these poems filled line to line
How I miss him, how I did that
Holding onto rymes for dear death
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
He doesn't care about
anything I do, anything I say
anything I feel, he doesn't
mind If I feel like holding kisses
and placing them in his lap
because he doesn't mind me
he doesn't mind me at all
he does not feel that
I belong in his mind at all
it's so depressing
I think I will still fall
madly in love
with the idea of him
a beautiful thought
yet a solid brick wall.

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Love, let it **** me
dancing to thrill me
love, let it break
mending only to take
love, get what you want
At home, inside my arms
love, do not be alarmed
when you grow bored of my charm.
The irony of love is that often we use it as a form of taking, when it is actually a word of giving.
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
It won't ever become clear
the wind is blowing,
we don't know why, or where
we are all winners, all moving
on to the next freeway
the new uplifted moment
taken over by fear we hide
then we expose ourselves
like the god forsaken sun
everything is good,
as long as we are getting thinner
when do you think,
we will forget all the beer
living for life, and not living
for the treacherous fear.

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Apr 2016
I was broken
So you let me be broken
I was lost
So you came to find me
then walked beside me
I was in love
So you let me love
I was greedy
And you gave me things
I was opened
You listened
I was silent
You listened
I was me
You let me be me.
-e.s.
To my soul mate
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
Your pain is my pain
Your agony paints me red
When you fall, I fall
Your feelings bleed through my skin
When you are afraid
I feel fear with a turbulence of power
When I imagined you hurt
Shards of glass pierced my arms,
Pierce my mind, my soul, the very
Middle of my being, I feel weighed
Down, into a pit of agony
Fire so grand it touches every thought
Contaminates every other emotion
For when you feel
I feel.

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
My heart of ash moans,
In view of his beautiful cluster
of ruby glass
How it aches, whimpering
By cause of his penetrating glance.

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Aug 2016
Restlessly looking
Weakened muscles
Times turning
Actions subtle

Speak, I whisper
Mouth is hollow
Empty lips
Spit swallowed

Chained down
Heart stopped
Room bleak
Mind caught

I love you
Screams echo
Bounce off walls
Only inside
Tongue is tied
Knotted, well
The words hurt
As they swell

Again. I love you.

Again. Nothing.

Speak I demand!
I love you, whispered
Now!
I love you.
Outloud! Speak! Use your tongue!
I love you.
Tears stream down
Silence,
A terrible silence
Billows around

I love you

Unbroken silence,
Across the sky.

I love you.

E.S.
Ghost Writer 3 Dec 2016
He walked among the leaves
Dusting at his tired feet
A willow tree sulked
Its arch the same,
As his
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Alone
Contained inside
A white glow fluttered
Fading, at moments the sun
It matched the clouds that refused
To cry
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A burden perched
Onto his shoulder
Claws dug into his
Soft fluorescent skin
Blood dripped down
Stained the snow
He felt a cloud
And did not know how
To let it all go.
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
In a time of self loathing
We raptue with boasting
Be concealed inside
Bursting only at night
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
Your voice boomed
Through every room
Into the dim halls
The echo was everything
Everything but you

I searched your eyes
You told me to do so
I felt birth that moment
The pain, the blood
I felt the end as it begun

It is all or nothing to you
A furious earthquake
Knocking down every wall
Or nothing, absolutely nothing at all

The nights get shorter
Your hands grow colder
The moments there
And then suddenly,
Into a great abyss
Into a black hole
Everything is older
Even the drugs now
Give me the cold shoulder.

E.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
I try not to think about the sound of his voice
Shivering like i’m in a storm, he speaks
I faint with my heart, his music is sinking in

I don’t want to hold on the the wind
His heart is closed like my mouth
I cannot whisper a word around him
I must keep my head low before he sees
My cheeks that glow, brighter when
He looks into my eyes, only once
They meet like a passing star
I wish upon, then sadness plays inside
I felt this never before, I must run
Before it breaks every bone.
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
Crown the light
Your eyes so bright
Ocean blue
Take me to you

Whisper alone
Into a black hole
Love me now
A candles flicker

Slow down me
I wish to die
To lay in fields of gray
Under the milky way
Take me, take me away
-e.s.
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