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Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
How one must declare his way of thinking,
Without offending another's way of breathing,
How must one walk his own journey,
While plowing through the lilies of the field?

The silent chill of the nights sweet calling,
Will one ignore the way it is drawing-
The coat around the stranger's back,
The wool it clings like soppy wet paper.

The pines reaching into the black silky sky,
Stealing wonder, boasting like the badger -
Make shifting the scene into his own world,
Backbone reaching, strong, furrowed.

A note, a baby's innocent cry, a laugh
Seemingly part of every single night-
One does not live without repercussion,
There is no passive in passion,
everything around is connecting,
This, offended men, is this possible to deny?
*edited a bit
Ghost Writer 3 Mar 2017
What is this dear God! What have I become
Broken pieces of my past, infant craft
Talents screaming to be found
Yet my voice and my hands so tired
Eyes do not wake in this state
I need peace or at least some quiet
Free me from my mind, my thoughts
I must retreat from my very being
For I am aching in this shell of a body
I am dying as I speak, yet my mind
It will not rest, I lie awake and it speaks to me, easy, go to sleep, yet screaming
The wind inside is cold and unnerving
Please dear god in heaven, take this
Take this wheel and stop the spinning
With your ancient hands calm the storm
Let me rest, I need this mind no more.
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Slipping from her tongue
the way water rushes
from mountain tops
her insides seeping unedited
an adolescent freedom
doing as she is prompted
a slave unto oneself
who is the free one,
A closed or opened book?
When the tongue is tied, who is really knotted?
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
The one who is broken blames the breaker, but the breaker always blames the broken for being broken. Confusing? That's how relationships end.
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Again this compassed
Done with this feeling
Last with this bargain
Away with the dealing

Belated and lagging
Broken records play
Same old song, away
Screeching are sound
When you stay around
I am afflicted anew
Withdraw, my savior
Long past due

The bills are pilling
My thrills are dying
Dispassion growing
Heartbeat sinks
Inside the pit, the fire
Let the burning flow
Heaven sinistral
Purgatory sleeps
Only wakes on earth
I refuse to affirm
Which no one will know
I refuse to hold on
I will only let go
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
I want to be a poet,
******* you know it
I will sing, I will rhyme  
I will tell you all
whatever makes me shine
I want to be a poet,
saying anything,
a n y t h i n g
open up my seams
let them see the ugly
let them see this queen
let me be a poet,
not just another bee
don't you see
liking this, separates me

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Lover, take this blush
For you it must
For to die or to awake
Is in your hands deciding fate

Sculpt my heart rosette
Heal into deep depths
Rain into the soul
Give me light,make me whole

Friend, you are the sun
Beating down on me
I sweat profoundly
I ache for you to find me

Tenderness you sing
Cradle me to sleep
Singing to the stars
I yearn and bleed completely

I die for your touch
I fell akin to feathers
So gradual so passive
My weight so secret
Will you ever meet it?
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
Lust burned within
His skin touched me
Like porcelain
White as snow
He was serene
With a sinful glow
Like the wind
Whistling into branches
The forest hummed
Sweet love calling
It was only but a whisper
He listened too
The ancient rules
Falling through
The forest floor breaking
Exploding sunbeams
From our eyes
A volcano, erupting
Rusty orange turbulence
Pushing every fiber into,
Hopelessly wishing, drifting
Into a sleepless dream
Never to be sanctioned,
Always asleep.


E.S.
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
Find peace among the silence of the stars, comfort in the clouds, for nirvana sleeps inside the pain that you have postponed for so long.
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
The room was lit
Seemingly *****
The light was faint
I was unworthy

Ink, drops and drips
The paper sat
Ready for fits
I lashed at it

Lurid was the color
Black was my heart
I scribbled, then lied
this is art

Vague, leaving shade
I left it open
Here, take
This notebook of unspoken.
e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
I feel the black beast
Growing inside of me
His claws sink inside
Heart full of blood
Drips like a rain cloud

Wonderful wishes haunt
A smile is stopped from
This monster controlling
Me, I need salvation but
I'm full up to my knees
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
Our gaze looks towards the wall
memories and moments
shatter it all

you
not
him

I wonder why these thoughts run
like water filling my mind
it escapes first

through
my
eyes

My mouth pours open
what does it mean
if I tell you what I think

I want to
see you
Sunday

I fell for you when
you weren't even looking
distant eyes

over
here
meet mine

alone, we could be
I wonder all the time
if you fit me

I wanna see you
Sunday
e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
The fields brush by
Softly dissolving
As the luke warm wind
Comforts my surroundings
In my '86 honda accord

Subtle bumps on the road
Stir my insides
Like waking a baby
Gold land of California
Excites my soul

I breath salt air
She sweeps me straight
To the ocean,
Straight to the moon
My baby's hand brushes my cheek
Instead of landing
I take him up with me

Sweet California
On the road to nowhere
She keeps on breathing
Summons the dreaming
For all who love her so.

E.S.
Ghost Writer 3 Jan 2017
Bitter, why is my heart so harsh
Soaked up inside the dark
Taste dipped inside black coffee
Unforgiving from the very start

Alone, pushing away society
Never understanding inside of me
What is this feeling that drowns me
Will it last an entire eternity?

Feeble, not sure if I am other people
Pale, sick with a beautiful veil
Icicle hands melting away
Without much truth to ever say

Take me, goddess of nature bath me
I rather be rain or a rose all alone
Let the clouds take me, build me a home
I’m tired of wanting to be all alone
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
Purple, the color for strong women
My mother boldly says,
I am not sure what she means
But she isn’t completely right in the head
The look in her eyes  when she is distressed
When panic takes over, taking her breath

Again I take this, I turn it about me
Writing some more sad poetry
While she speaks some nonsense
Another day she runs away from the cops
I pretend it isn’t real, a cloud of vape in my head
But it is digging like a drill, all that is said

One, two, three, elementary
Tears roll down,
The same way they do from pine trees
Thundering clouds, lightning
Bursting in this shell, my head
Purple, the color for strong women
But I am gray instead.
My mother is very sick, loosing her mental health. Today she was sent to the hospital again, around this same time last year the same thing happened. Sometimes it feels like things will get better, but then they get worst. Writing is my therapy, I hope this poem hits someone home.
Ghost Writer 3 Oct 2016
How do I explain the excruciating pain-
A layer which bleeds around my heart
A globe wrapped around my thoughts
Digging deeper with each new scar

How do I open your mortal eyes toward-
The invisible weight of a million scenes
Seeping from my flesh, wavering me
Holding me down, at times, enslaving me

How can I succinctly explain -
The moment I was disfigured and tied
Pulling my strings away from me
A puppet to the darkest of nights

How can I show you the things-
Which follow me like footprints
Like air, breathing never leaving
How can I explain,
What my mind is always screaming.
Trauma.
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
I feel a quiet pain
One which sits there
But to tired to form a name
I feel apathy, in the dark corners of hate
I know one thing, yet the guilt fills me too full
From the wound on my hand, to the wound on my knee
The bruising is not pretend, it just lives in the depths of me

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Aug 2016
A twisted joy pains me
Knotted inside my chest
My heart tugs, then relaxes
Then all is silent, all muscles at rest

The loneliness filling inside
Pulls me across the dusty floor
Down into the basement
Slithering with rats

I reach into torn flesh
Dissecting veins from the rest
Blood stains translucent hands

Slithering in and about
A serpent chews his way
Inside this hole of a chest
Sewing his being
Into something unable to reset

If I keep him, will he eat me whole
Taking my heart, to go
I do not care too much for games
He started before I had any chance to say

You mad, mad serpent
Do what  you will
For I lack the will
To do anything at all.
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
His eyes were the abyss of my hell
The way his lips moved swaying my sanity
Attached like a dog to his master
I begged and I sat, constantly craving
Eating my inside like parasites
I called it love, no not love
I called it Lust, no not lust

Survival through his fibers
My cells becoming his own
No matter where he looked
No matter where he roamed
I have built a castle in the sky
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
I closed the book,
         paused the story
Looked around,
          room so boring
Closed my eyes,
           pretended hard

Floating away on diamond stars

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Awh doubt, a glorious thing
Makes the heart stop fluttering
A flaw or two, a bad attitude
Slowly falling out of love,
Doubt, you pull me back down
Down from the clouds,
Into a quiet lounge.

e.s.

Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Reflections reveal nought truth
I see the ocean like my mind
I feel the sand in between my thoughts
Creatures fill this body of water
Growing, changing, and some mutating
It is a lonely world for the quiet man

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016

Lust is sweet like sugar,
Has you on your knees
She will rot your teeth
That sweet candy queen.

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016


Anger is that tingle, which leaps inside the womb

When one disturbs its sleep, it burns a fiery fume

The gut is soaked in butane, ready for a match

Please don’t hand me flowers, I may just turn them black



e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
Hot tears stream down my face
My body fills with grief, distaste
For every dollar which I gave
To send an animal, to its grave

I slit their throat one by one
Not ever thinking, what I've done
I turned my face away
I did not create their pain!

I payed a man, to do the deed
And with my money, he gave to me
An empty carcass, a dinner plate
For I needed it, it was not hate

Intensions, actions, black and white
Yet still the blood shed every night
I now grieve for what I've done
I now see who I have become

Trading health for someone's life?
Soothing my tongue with a knife
It's a pain, unnecessary, a war
That can be avoided

Here I grieve alone
For he eats animals
When he comes home


Ghost Writer 3 Sep 2016
Bite my tongue until it bleeds
Because I'm not going to cry,
Not anymore

Make a fist until it stings
Because I'm not going to take it,
Not anymore

Stand up straight as a board
Because I'm not going to sulk,
Not anymore

Spread these broken wings
Let them show, let the wind blow
Through the things that once were
Because I'm not being afraid,

Not me, not anymore.

E.s
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
Ignorance is bliss, and bliss is that false feeling of knowing.
e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
For you, always been my friend
When down into murky waters
You have understood my aches
Holding on, like no other

Pen, paper, you lovley lover
When I write, poetry is flight
For you are loyal, you understand
For you I write, for you I live
Ghost Writer 3 Jun 2016
Her lips are red
Her eyes are blue
You see her falling
But not for you.

E.s.
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
Into the night, while I sit between trial
Between yesterday and tomorrow
I ponder into the things, which make reality
Like creating substance, I breath melancholy
Like my father once said
“Life is about doing things you don’t want to do”

The sad uncertainty of tomorrow's weather
Shakes the silent whisper of private cravings
The hidden essence inside simple words
I sit inside, Is it I?
Or am I what lies within?
Is this temple my exemption?
Billows of smoke come crashing

I am not what I am
For I walk with my legs, yet my mind is still
I sit alone, yet my mind is speaking
I am not alone
I am not in company

I hesitate between demons
I hesitate into my soul
It crumbles
I’m alone

I am not what I am
For I walk with my legs, yet my mind is still
I sit alone, yet my mind is speaking
I am not alone
I am not in company

The sad uncertainty of tomorrow's weather
Shakes the silent whisper of private cravings
The hidden essence inside simple words
I sit inside, Is it I?
Or am I what lies within?
Is this temple my exemption?
Billows of smoke come crashing


Into the night, while I sit between trial
Between yesterday and tomorrow
I ponder into the things, which make reality
Like creating substance, I breath melancholy
Like my father once said
“Life is about doing things you don’t want to do”

e.s.
Lust. For life. for truth.for something you don't have. for a lover which isn't yours. lust for demons. for happiness. lust for a God. the lust of life.
Ghost Writer 3 May 2016
I read his poem
I secretly wish
think
it is you speaking
making sounds
from the paper
into my heart
mutating my mind
carving my thoughts
I see star eyes
looking into mine
I think of you

my body lead
knees weak

you part your lips

but it's just a dream.
Yin
Ghost Writer 3 Jul 2016
Yin
You held me
Tight inside
Your warm
Arms
You kissed
My nose
Then kissed
My mind
I melted
Sinking into
You, into
Me
Everything
Blurred by
As you and I
Worshiped
The devotion
Lust
And inclination
Of us

e.s.
Ghost Writer 3 Feb 2017
If I had the guts to say it all to your face
This is what I would pull myself to say

From the day we met, to the day today
I have longed to empty this space
Your pale skin, your angled chin
Those eyes that pull every inch of me in
I hardly can look, it feels close to sin
Heartbreak from the words you say
To the words you have never said
I wished on so many stars
I threw away so many flowers

Are you interested in knowing
How far I can fall?
If I started from heaven
I would reach hell within your arms
Kissing you would be unreal
I am not sure If I would even feel
My body would go so numb, I know I would die
I would die to feel those lips
I will die thinking of this destruction
Running after tomorrow for you are my star

Are you here to break my heart?
Do  these words make you laugh
Do I look as though a fool
My mind to the sky and heart too
Floating up too far
Just a speck to you
Oh do I make you laugh
Am I the only one feeling
These ridiculous lines?

You are a world to my sky
A note to every song
A color to every picture
you are everywhere
you are everything
and I am okay
continuing
inside
this
dream

— The End —