دema flutter

دema flutter Jun 2018

I remember how the meters
between us were decreasing
each and every day we spent together,
it was fun to call it love,
but what kind of love pours oceans
and puts continents between hearts?

Long story short; you let the distance grow. It was not love, it wasn't even friendship, I was just another victim of yours that you threw in the ocean.

#ocean #drowning #distance #love #friendship #confusion #continents #feelingshearts #heartbreak

Jun 2018

its gonna make sense

~~~

I just wanna drink
plenty of soda.

So that I can dissolve
the butterflies and flowers

You unknowingly
Planted

In my
Stomach

©IGMS

I just wanna end this infatuation early
So as to not give me hope
And u will not hurt me
Unknowingly.

Give me some coke please

..Im back!!!
Who miss me?
I guess none :(

#hurt #broken #depression #love

Jun 2018

halioth

SOS

there’s a philosopher
in my head
and
he won’t shut up
about true tales of things
I’d rather not know

Jun 2018

faa

Mask

Painting my mask with colours
Reds, greens and blues
Tainting my shell with patterns
Stripes, dots and hues

Wearing my mask I leave
Strutting down the streets
Inside, my soul miserably grieves
Once I return to my sheets

The mask I decorated so strikingly
The mask I wear so elegantly
The mask I hold so sincerely
Is the mask I fashioned with dishonestly

Painting my mask with cries
Blacks, whites and greys
Tainting my shell with lies
Tears streaming as I pray
My confidence long astray

#lies #mask #colors #confidence #beauty #tears #sad #miserable #love

دema flutter Jun 2018

Tonight

Tonight I dont feel like sleeping. I dont feel like eating. I dont feel like dreaming. I dont feel like being. I’m done believing, I’m done feeling.

#tonight #done #feeling #sleeping #believing #thoughts #emotions #confusion #overthinking #idk

دema flutter Jun 2018

Everything hurts

Thought number one.
I need to stop overthinking.

Thought number two.
I need to stop thinking about overthinking.

Thought number three.
I am thinking about not thinking.

Thought number four.
Thinking hurts. Not thinking hurts. Overthinking hurts. Everything hurts.

#thinking #thoughts #overthinking #confusion #hurt #everything #nothing #feelings #emotions #stop