I cut myself on the future
I thought of kissing your picture
I detached myself from
lullabies and sorry eyes
only to realize:

I want to make love to you in November,
just before the empty of December.
Where snow blankets
and suffocating leaf-beds
aren't the only dreams
to fall asleep in our heads.

I could hear your voice trip
as my hands started to drip
around your hips and thighs-
You could tranquilize
with your lips and byes.

You look so sleepy-headed
Many words I have threaded
to weave a dream
desperately
but you prefer my
reality.

They asked for drugs
and i showed them your smile

I need to stay awake,but the darkness is pulling me into her world.
She is telling me to close my eyes.I'm afraid that if i close my eyes i'll never open them again.
The fear is a powerful thing,it can destroy us in a second.I start to see silhouettes,shadows,ghosts.My heart starts beating fast.
..
..
..
And than it stops.

And everytime i hug you
the tears start falling on my face.