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 Jan 2019
gabrielle
to you, who have took the the most amazing photographs
to whom, have wrote the best lyrical stuffs

to the person, who was absent in time of need
to the man, that failed to achieve his dreams

you said, he's now gone, i am sorry, but no wishes to foresee

to the guy, who lost his heart, his love, his everything
to the guy, who won't heal it's wounds even by anything
"you wished to say sorry. you wished to say goodbye. he said, love even more, write songs, take photos more. i'll just be with you."
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
SET
to whom, have loved the sun ever
to you, who have loved him in any weather

you knew, you shouldn't left him

you ought, i just had to
you meant, i'll give my sun to you

to the lover, who have loved his one and only love

to the one, who have shone the brightest
to the lover, who have loved him even until the end of his quest
"you taught me, to love the sun even more. you taught me, to love freely and wholeheartedly, even if everything is a tremendous *****."
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
if he needed me in that instance
and i am nowhere to be found.
could i be back at that exact time
to be with him ?

if he had left me and i am hurt,
i am wounded.
would it heal ?

if he died at that sudden time and
i can't breathe anymore too.
can i live again ?

you answered,
" Time heals all wounds,
no matter how deep it is. "

i do not believe you,
the emptiness in mine wouldn't
be filled again.

not without him.
not these wounds.
not these bruises and slashes.
i'll just accept that from now on,
i am scarred.
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
where did you go ?
you were gone in a blow

our triumphant world perished
the joyful us vanished

you left me
and it was my fault, honestly

everything is to regret
but it already happened, i neglect

uneasy peace without you
i didn't ask for emptiness of you

a quiet room to accept what
happened to me and you.
you died,
i didn't even get to say sorry nor goodbye.
this is the peace,
the  sickening, deafening one.
this isn't the peace i asked for,
i'm sorry.
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
the field full of
beautiful grass

cold wind and
cold stones

a lot full of glooom
the lot, full of tombs

sudden revelation
of you are gone

after all weary fights
and my fault insight

i haven't said sorry
and you were gone fully

in the warm heavens and clouds,
my soul is within you.
"you were mine"

wait for me, i'll be with you again, someday.
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
Love is infinite,

or it isn't ?


I feel unconditional,

I feel love.


It spoke end,

You spoke none.


For mine is unrequited,

For my love is for eternity.

For you do not love me -

For that being said,

I knew it was temporary.
love unconditionally,
cherish it,
'cause you'll learn that it is only temporary.
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
blinded by you
I thought it is love,
mayhaps it was,
it should be love.
I am not aware,
maybe it was more than
just an intense desire.
it was and oblivious
by loving you.
oblivious of my love
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
loving you
wanting you
needing you
- at this hour of time
was just infatuation?
could've been more than infatuation, more than an intense desire.
 Jan 2019
gabrielle
homesick for the home
that never been mine

homesick for the home
that never existed

missing you
that never been mine

you exist
but you were still not mine

you are my house i go back to
but never my home

you exist
but never was my home
" I am missing someone whom I love. I have loved someone who is my home, whereas, this home never existed. And my home that never existed, was never really mine. "

(i really have problems with repetitions)

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