i'm not nice to myself
i'm not kind to myself
i'm not proud of myself*

how do you expect me to love myself?

Assume nothing.
Trust timing.
Remain open.
Build bridges.
Hurt no one.
Respect.
Smile.
Say Yes.
Expect Nothing.

I've got my own life to live,
I'm gonna be the one to die,
When its time to die,
So let me live my own life.

But, this is the part where you are supposed to wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me.
But you don’t, you push me away, yell at me and curse my name.
I always thought you were mr. perfect, but i guess things aren't always as they seem.
I believed in you, but you cut me down like an overgrown ****.

But you don’t, you push me away, yell at me and curse my name.
I watch you anger face grow red and contorted with rage.
I believed in you, but you cut me down like an overgrown ****.
You gave me the idea you would never hurt me, but i guess that was another one of your many lies.

I watch you anger face grow red and contorted with rage.
Your voice rises and i cower down to the flow, putting my hands over my ears.
You gave me the idea you would never hurt me, but i guess that was another one of your many lies.
The whole relationship was a lie, everything you said, everything you did.

Your voice rises and i cower down to the flow, putting my hands over my ears.
I always thought you were mr. perfect, but i guess things aren't always as they seem.
The whole relationship was a lie, everything you said, everything you did.
But, this is the part where you are supposed to wrap me in your arms and tell me you love me.