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Candy Noire Oct 2015
We are nothing
We're not lovers
We're under covers
We are nothing

We are nothing
Nothing but an illusion
It's all in my head
What I'm feeling for you

We are nothing
We are just a drunken rampage
Just a moment of touching
Just the emptiness we create

We are nothing
We are nothing after tonight
So why am I hoping?
That you'll see me in a new light.
Candy Noire Oct 2015
I tried to fall asleep
But I couldn't let you leave
My head is filled with memories
Unwinding...torturing me
I walked the room for answers
Searching underneath my skin
Punched a wall but it didn't hurt as much
As it did when you left me

I can't love any more
I can't love me like you did
Does it even make sense?
To say I want you out of my head
But I want you back in my chest
And when you reach me
Even if it's in another place, another time
I don't know what you'll say when you see me
I don't know if you'll remember my eyes

I let go of the drugs
But I couldn't forget about us
My armours up more than ever
Cause I have no one to protect me now
I moved away to the coast
Tried to find some calmness in the waves
I still sit in bed for hours
Wondering if your life's better without me

Chorus

You couldn't handle the pressure
Of walking in my shoes
And when it came down to it
I guess you had nothing to lose
(Except me. Except me.)
You're so stuck in your ways
Why the **** did I think you'd change?
I guess I need to grow some spine
To get you off my mind.
Candy Noire Sep 2015
You were a storm
And I loved you for every breath you took
Cause when you exhaled I saw lightning
I heard thunder during every moody look

You were the calm
And I loved you while you were sleeping
Cause when you held me I felt safer
In the quiet my thoughts were creeping

You were the summer
And I loved you running through the grass
I saw sunbeams when you kissed me
When you left me I heard breaking glass

You're the winter
The lonely months without you
You're the frostbite on my fingers
You're the sky that's tainted blue.
Candy Noire Sep 2015
I try to forget it
I try to act like you were never mine
But when I wake up it's the same day
I repeat you leaving me in my mind
I wash my skin like a ritual
To try and wash your lips off mine
You're haunting me I can't escape
Cause you surround everything

Hurricane, you took your pain and destroyed me
Hurricane, I took the blame and avoided it
Hurricane, you took my heart and you swallowed it
Hurricane, was it all for nothing darling was it all in vain?

I try to move on now
And pretend you were never in my bed
But I can still hear your voice
Whispering words that you never really meant
I try to find love in others
But I can't find my home with them
You aren't alone I know this
Cause you get everything you want

Hurricane, you took your sadness and ignored mine
Hurricane, I tried to change but it was too late
Hurricane, my house was solid before you came
Hurricane, what did you get out of hurting me that night?
Candy Noire Sep 2015
I hate you
Because I can't hate you
Loving you is all I know how to do.
You're a *******
You're infuriating
I want to slap you with my heart
I want to **** until we're screaming
I miss you
Because I can't hold you
And holding you is all my hands know how to do
I love you
**** I have to stop loving you
Why does my heart open every time I hear your name spoken?
I'm broken. I'm broken.
Candy Noire Sep 2015
What's mine is yours
But you can give it back
You've seen my soul
But you spot the cracks
You touched my heart
And complained when it turned black
Under the weight of it all
That's when we fell apart.

I gave it all
But I always kept my walls built high
So you can't get through
And see what is in my mind
You told me you loved me
Then complained when the glass smashed
Under the influence
That's when we knew it wouldn't last.

Turn off the light
But I was always so restless
You pulled me close
But I just wanted to give you space
Cause you don't need me
I just make this harder
Goodnight darling
Tonight we will put this to bed then.
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