We hung out once,
we hung out twice.
I must say it was quite nice.
So out we went
To try our luck
Romance was on our side,
And we laughed a lot.
But time grows thinner,
And elsewhere I must be.
As the days go I see
"The winner"
Is something I'll never be.
Love needs our time
Love needs our hope
Makes us vulnerable
Makes us cope
I gave my hope
Searching for a way to cope
Tried to be vulnerable
But did it work? Nope.
Why? Time, my time, my lack of time.
And so now you see,
Why I cry.
I had you
And I lost you
Before I ever had you.
We call this: "The point of almost loving".
And it's unholy beau:
"leaving".
Mourning for a life that never was.
A life that could be.
Except that it can't — not for me.