I can feel it I can taste the taste of poison Lingering in my mouth My lungs filled up to the brim And with every breath I let out
Black thorns entwine my heart Leaving barely any space for it to beat I dream of being taken by my sorrows Dark winds swaying me off my feet And numbing the pain eternally I fantasize of being saved by death Sweet nothingness taking me over I wish to no longer be This world is no place for me
How do you deal with other people if you don't know how to deal with yourself? How are you supposed to tell someone you're broken? How do you explain to people that you never meant to hurt them, and you know all too well how it feels to hurt the way they do?
All I do is drag myself along the days Hoping I won’t throw myself off a building along the way I don’t feel the need to exist anymore and I don’t see the point of being
All people tell me is that I’m stupid for saying such things and that it’s just a fase I’ll grow over it and I’ll learn to deal with life along the way
Why should I learn to deal with a corrupt place Why should I cope with being treated like ****
I don’t believe in this facade any longer I see past the smiling faces I don’t believe this lie we’re told to believe I don’t enjoy being alive anymore
I’m lying to myself to keep me going I don’t have any hope for the future anymore Tell me why I should even try All this does is make me unhappy
All I care for is keeping my social life going Getting ****** up wasted so I don’t remember the pain This system is a hoax I wish it was simple
The heart, not what it used to be Its chambers are diffrent since you left There is no more art in the gallery White walls, no light Its not empty though The space, filled with your absence and whispers asking