a - Hello Poetry

a Oct 2020

Nourish

Nourish thy soul
with the rhythms in your mind
bounce back bounce front
thy rhythm of time

Nourish thy body
feeling the pulses yelling your name
they shout they ache they're calling your name

Nourish thy body
with the love that you know
Nourish thy body
make sure it stays warm

Nourish thy body
by feeding the soul
1 scoop 2 scoops its never too full

Nourish thy pain
the one that's eating you away
reminding it does not exist without calling your name

#nourish #selfcare #selflove #pain #ache #takecare #body #soul #bath

a Oct 2020

addiction

frozen to death
its all i can see
smoke in the ear calls to my feens
Im here and Im there
making it hard to breathe
back and forth
falling up but always jumping back down

why or what can make this be seen.

#addiction #real #smoking

a Apr 2020

Memories Collide

One step after the other following each one attached by barb wire. Keys in hand, heavy weight weighing down my *******. One cold metal touch right in the cusp of my hand. The keys
jingle jangle, jingle jangle, jingle jangle scraping the sheer layer of my skin. Hair viciously being pulled back by the wind... pulling and tugging never stopping when I say no. Truth be told he only stops until I fold.
Hold my hand.
To a frozen touch.

Day 4?

#abuse #keys #wind #*** #carsex #memories #collision #collide

a Feb 2020

?

Does the line of comfortability change due to culture? Can you handle less because maybe you did not handle more? Are you over sensitizing because I overheard? Telling me to watch the words I learned at a young age because Susies mom taught her kids those terms?

Do you only laugh at the people you enjoy? Respect the same of your own? Can you respect me even if you don't agree, I don't want to come at you, I don't think Im right but I don't think Im wrong. Agree to disagree simple to say it .

You tell me.... "I AM" part of the queer community as if I don't love a good ***** in the face.
You tell me WHO you are and assume who I am not.
I don't want to take away your voice, I don't disagree, I just wanna say mine too and how I feel....

#pushing #limits #comfortability #perspectives #neutral #discussion #peace #balance #open #questions

a Jul 2019

lavender

My lavender sweetheart
the way she looks giving you that pout
soft green eyes brighter than leaves w the summer dills
she leaves ya mind in feels like you’re off cbd pills
Body all lucid , seeing colors in acid melting with the music
come and catch this vibe like tree trunks sweet apple pie
leaving you in peace to sit with these lavender dreams

or leaving you in peace to sit with these lavender sweetdreams / sweethearts

#lovestory #lavendar #quick #meet

a Jun 2019

First Meet

Hunger.
His eyes watching down his prey.
Stare so deep it reaches her insides.
Scoping through , searching to find the movies in her mind.
She blocks it , placing a wall , the light comes bouncing off the glass window and back to the wide eyes staring. Shook.
“Nice to meet you.”
He caresses her hand with a sunflower kiss.
Leaving her with his musk scent lingering behind with another movie.

#meeting #first #time #***** #interactions #stares #eyes #meet

a Jun 2019

a first

“slowly... be careful w me” she whispered
with the soft luscious voice
hazel nut eyes glistening like diamonds just mined
gripping her tighter shes moving in , tracing the spine with his scruffy tongue
“you’re safe with me” he mumbled, hot breathe lingering along her neck
lighting this fire within her, moving one step at a time
inch by inch he reaches deeper, pulling her into a new light
out of body experience, her souls flying high
base maining calm
she sees him
it’s crystal clear
she knows now
its a love she could never have

#***