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186 · Oct 2019
Dolor de Cabeza
SoVi Oct 2019
Sentando aqui
Siento algo alli
O es mi mente

Chicle en mi boca
Pistola en mi mano
Que peligroso

Mis amigos estan cerca
Adentro de mi caro
Que misterioso

Preguntame a mi
Estan muertos o vivos?
Llo nunca digo



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
SoVi Jun 2018
your voice is nagging me as i sleep
bringing in problems that i don't care about
telling me i don't listen and don't talk enough
i raise my voice to say you're the problem but i stop



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the collection Conflicted Conversations.
180 · Oct 2019
I Don't Know You
SoVi Oct 2019
I want to take a ride with you
I want to take a ride away from you
I wanted to escape this life
But now with you, I start to cry

I want to take a taxi away from here
But then my arms get heavy
My heart is out of place

I want to take an airplane into the sky
But my lungs they constrict
Behind eyelids stars shine

I decide to take a taxi with you
But my feet stay in place
I call out for my mommy

Why can I not escape this life?
I said that I will be long gone
Now I am stuck inside four walls
I shake and cry when I have to step out

I wanted to take a ride with you
I saw you as an escape, its true
I never really loved you for you
You were just an ending, not the goal



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
SoVi Apr 2018
The night is so lonely but it dies coming morning

The sunlight hurts my sight so I wrap hands around my head
But I still see flickering lights behind shut eyes
Maybe close your second eyelids then you’ll feel true dark

The voices are so loud even though you don’t hear a sound
The only way to quiet them is to listen to your body’s music
Like fire crackling or lava flowing, ignoring all the forest’s commotion

The night may seem lonely but all around you there’s life



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by the anime Kino's Journey and Mushishi.
178 · Nov 2018
Glittering Sky
SoVi Nov 2018
The sunlight shines above our eyes
And I remember citrus in September
Look at the constellations
You are the only thing in focus

Sitting with you by my side
Such a hypnotizing sight
I know its useless to move on
Love the glowing warmth you emit

Thighs touching as we lay apart
Hands grasping fingers tightly
Gazes that linger for a moment
A laughter that fills in our souls

Glittering stars shine in our eyes
Trying to not feel nostalgic
For moments that are far gone
Try not to get too pragmatic



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by the song Glittering Citrus Sunset by Ibrahim
SoVi May 2018
Consciousness
Screaming and Wondering
At dawn

Like field roosters
Singing their Songs
To wake up

With half-open eyes
Words stuck on my tongue

I have no answer
For your confession
Of admiration

I'm too young for this
Relations and commitments
I still have my heart
From a carefree girl

Forgive me for being sincere
But I do not want to be with you
I like being single

I do not want to be intimate
Better leave the idea



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi Aug 2018
Do you know your name?
Or has it escaped your brain?
You stop on the street and ask
"Is this my face or a mask?"
Before you can peel it off
You're distracted by the conjurer's call.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise.
178 · Oct 2018
Closer
SoVi Oct 2018
I remember the days that I still love you
I remember the days were I adore you
I remember the days that I didn't **** you

I remember the days when I was alive
I remember the days when I could think
I remember the days I didn't repeat this line

I remember the days when I was breathing
I remember the days when I was living
I remember the days when I was singing
I remember the days when I was running

I remember the days when I feared you
I remember the days when you feared me
I remember the days when I screamed
I remember the day you captured me

Now finally we are closer
Closer to feel each other
Another side we don't see

Closer to you
Closer to me
Closer to each other
Closer to no one else

I remember the days when I was lonely
I remember the days without in them
I remember the days when I was crying

I only remember you moving closely



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by the song Closer by Nuages.
175 · Feb 2020
siren call
SoVi Feb 2020
i once read a poem
about a siren call
during the night

so as i laid in bed
i stretched my senses
waiting for a sound

would i hear...

stars colliding
imploding on themselves

comets flying
their icy tails crackling

asteroids flying
rotating each other

or will i hear nothing
just silence
from a quite void.



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
175 · Dec 2019
Wander Away
SoVi Dec 2019
Seems our minds are made up
No one dares to speak

Recalling the moments
We dare leave behind

Remember how we embraced
No matter what we said

We dared to believe
In a moment of respite

Traces of lost bliss
Belonging to another life

Hesitantly moving on
Memories cherished- lost

Curtains fall on us
Wanderers- moving on



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
168 · May 2018
i'm in love with you, sorry
SoVi May 2018
menial days come and linger forever
buses drive splashing water on our raincoats
you walked down into the tunnel saying never again
no sense in idling around but my chest compresses as you go.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations Collection
168 · Sep 2018
Death by Thoughts
SoVi Sep 2018
Take my heart off fire and dwell in insanity
Tying my throat tight with a noose
Sensation of burning is what I like
Keep my eyes open to see your life
Feeling your emotion as they run rapid
Identity created by changed all the same
Meaning escapes me as I lose my mind



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
Do you remember her name?
Maybe she comes with fame?
But before you go ask,
"Hey are you from my past?"
She is lost in the crowd
You notice the world is loud.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise.
SoVi Apr 2018
trailing the sun on breaking sidewalks
purposely stepping on cracks, you walk with me
but like everyone around here you don’t talk to me
i’ll live long enough so you don’t end up killing yourself.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the 'Conflicted Conversations' collection.
SoVi Jun 2018
You don't know her name,
That causes you to feel shame
You don't go to ask
Fear stops you in your task
Insecurities fall like dominos
When you look there's only shadows.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise
SoVi Apr 2018
scrunched up face, your complaining that i’m talking
behind my back pointed fingers and whispers brand me
excluded by our social pacts, now i’m alone in the cafeteria
you came crying for forgiveness, all i did was stare blankly at you.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations collection.
165 · Apr 2018
Earth’s Ballad
SoVi Apr 2018
Yo se,
Que el mundo está bien increible
Con colores que brillan en el cielo
Cambian de vibración y frecuencia.

Puedo ver,
Que el mundo cambia su superficie
De flores a pura blanquesa
Transforme la tierra a valles y montañas.

Yo entiendo,
Que nada se va quedar para siempre
El mundo se da muchas vueltas
Movimiento que cambia la escena.

Pero entiende,
Que nada de verdad termina
Me convierta en tierra y crea nueva vida
Continuamos con sonrisas que el munda va ver.

Tu sabes,
Qué tienes miedo de ya no ser humano
Pero no lo ve como el fin pero un comienzo
Para ser parte de algo más increíble.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by Dearest from the anime Guilty Crown piano cover by Animenz.
SoVi May 2018
your voice is so calming and dull
monotone words that stagnant the air
but your presence doesn’t socially exhaust me
i need to stop and not get used to you my dear friend.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations.
SoVi May 2018
i remember all the days you left me outside
stranded on the doorstep dripping alcohol and sweat
bunched up clothes in my hand wanting for some comfort
open up and nuzzle me against your body as I’m not breathing.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the Conflicted Conversations collection.
162 · Oct 2019
Te Quiero Pero No Tanto
SoVi Oct 2019
Yo quiero dormir aqui
Sin tus bracos apretando me

Yo quiero morir aqui
Y encontrar un cofre de tesoro

Yo quiero descansar en tu cuerpo
Pero no quiero abrasos o besos

Yo quiero acostar aqui
Sin condiciones de afeccion



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
SoVi Apr 2018
Take a Cup

Let It
Fall
In
Disarray
Watch It
Slowly
Give Away
To The
Weight
Of
Gravity

And as it shatters on the ground
It glares at you in agony
Asking why you let it stay
On this path of self-hate.

Tried to pick it’s remains
But as an act of defiance
It turn towards pain
And cuts you as you try to help it.

There’s no longer a cup.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
160 · Jun 2018
Blood
SoVi Jun 2018
Cushioned against the river bank
Mud caking my bruised face
Try to push myself up on my knees
My arms buckle under the weight
And I let out a pained whimper

Checked my arms and legs for cracks
No pieces missing, just bleeding scabs
Tried to find my fractured friends
Instead found lily pads floating
And bubbles popping in the river

A figure breaks through the water
Her hair flowing around her
On hands and knees, I crawled away
Her fingers outstretched to reach
Brushing locks from my eyes

Mystified I made my way to her
A smile blossomed from her cheeks
A voice with mystified powers
Lulled me to a sense of security
Broken when she drowned me



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poem for Labyrinth of Dreams
158 · Jan 2022
Words That We Couldn't Say
SoVi Jan 2022
Whisper words to household saints
Hands pressed, lips closed
We couldn't share them
The words that we couldn't say

Hiding in corners, shadows evade
Sitting on the shelf praying today
Tear and break them
The words that we couldn't say

Games played, in the darkness
Fools we both were that day
Confess it's too late
The words that we couldn't say

Mistakes littering the tile floor
Glittering shards that impale us
Time to end this
The words I just have said



© Sofia Villagrana 2022
Inspired from Cowboy Bebop OST Song Words That We Couldn't Say
158 · Nov 2018
Body Wrinkles
SoVi Nov 2018
Broken Heart and Broken Mind
Trying Hard to Fight Against Time
Sagging, Fading, then Dying all at Once



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
155 · Oct 2019
Distortion
SoVi Oct 2019
Look at all the pictures
Photos that surround me

Look at all the smiles
Grines that suffocate me

Look at all the people
Strangers that embrace me

Look at all the colors
Hues that cover my body

Look at me know
Just a shadow of myself

Is it not sad
How everything bad

Was once a gift
A present to have



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
SoVi Jun 2018
singing in the shower, dancing in my room
being outgoing by myself and shy around you
to be outside and not be myself, i dull my own voice
when people ignore me cause they think i have no thoughts



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of the Conflicted Conversations collection.
150 · Apr 2018
NO
SoVi Apr 2018
NO
You were the light inside my eyes
Whispering to me throughout the night
Wanted a taste of you danger
But then I grew to hate you

Are you gonna stay the night?
Rather you just leave my sight
Rather you just leave my sight

I'll rather see you jump out right now
Hope you land on the rose bushes
Thornes all across your back
That's what you get when you
Decide that affections are to be sold

Are you gonna stay the night?
Are you gonna stay the night?
Nope
Nope
No
No
NO

I rather just see you die.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
149 · Jun 2018
The Cat Boy in the Hoard
SoVi Jun 2018
Do you remember his name?
Maybe he comes with fame?
When you go over to ask
His image does not last
All that's left is a shimmer
Now your day is grimmer.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Poetry for the short story A Fool's Paradise
147 · Apr 2018
I Hate Bedtime
SoVi Apr 2018
Windows are shattered
Platters are scattered
I make some wishes
As I fix my stitches.

And I wonder out loud
Is the night even bright?
Darkness surrounds us
But pretends it is just dusk.

The absence of color
The absence of a mother
The night may hold you
But she will elude you.

Twinkles of stars shine
Remind me of candlelight
Shadows in my room
Leave me come morning hue.

Remove this splinter
Cover my blisters
Scream out in agony
Wonder if she’s mad at me.

Doors closed tight
I know that’s not right
But scared to go see
I hope it is just a dream.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi May 2018
bicycle wheels are still turning slowly
children’s laughter echoing and cascading
i am on the floor crying and gasping for your help
you’re comforting me, but that’s not what’s most important



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Part of Conflicted Conversations.
146 · May 2018
Spawn of Evil
SoVi May 2018
The apocalypse has started already in my mind
Embers smoldering inside my bloodshot eyes
The flames have yet to subside
Licking the inside of my body

The warmth I live with will burn anyone else
So is it a crime that I purposely embraced you
The sins outnumber my virtues
They have begun to feed on my soul

Deceit and Dishonesty is the only way I live
Words that I spill have tainted my hands red
People who surround me are now victims
I will elevate myself and become a ruler

As I stand on broken bodies I fight of a grin
My facade is shattering with every evil deed
Who will see the real me the next time I ****?
Guess you’ll find out on the next broadcast



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
143 · May 2018
Autumn Childhood Memories
SoVi May 2018
Eating Ice cream on an afternoon
Spending my day with you
Sitting on a park bench
Trying to just destress
Watching the clouds float by
Birds fly around us so shy
You lay crumbs for them on the floor
Fly down to eat the lure
You smile at them as they move
Your laughter my own cure.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
142 · Feb 2020
Secrets
SoVi Feb 2020
Words
Murmurings
Whispers
Sounds too soft
For me to truly capture.

Caresses
On my face
Against my hands
On my hip
Guiding me towards the truth.

Grasp my head
Force me to listen
Force me to watch
Force me to comprehend
The secrets you possess.



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
140 · Oct 2018
Dresses
SoVi Oct 2018
And I'll be wearing black and blue
It's my new favorite color
To hide all the bruises
From my ex-lover

I don't like this dress
It's too tight for me
So I do nothing all day
Just sit down and cry

No, it is not because of him
No, this is not blood
I just love to curl up in a ball
Keeps me safe and warm

I love me some white dresses
Red seeping through
Making lace into a fright
Dripping trails in the night

White becomes pink
Stains on my porcelain skin
Painting my room a crime
Washed away with tears

I will wear a black dress
Makes my sickness stick out
Matches my old stab wounds
Now I don't pretend anymore

Cradle by old oak
Chorus and strings echo around
Sending on my way
Into a place where there are no dresses



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
139 · May 2018
Public Warning
SoVi May 2018
Just wanted to let all of you know that someone hacked into my account and changed my profile picture, and insinuated that I was a transgender and masturbated a lot.

They also deleted my most popular poem and then changed my password locking me out of my own account. I have regained access to my account thankfully. I just hope this doesn't happen to any of you guys.
137 · Jun 2018
The Racer's Last Phone Call
SoVi Jun 2018
Street Light
                     Go Slow
                            Slow down
                            Get off the beaten road

Sleep tight
Just go
                                          Fast-Paced
         ­                                                     On this paved road

Hold on
To grace
Come home
After the Race

                                           I'll hold
                                           On Tight
                                           Try not to fly out
                                           The shattered window



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi Jun 2018
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131 · Sep 2018
Changes
SoVi Sep 2018
Baby, I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

Baby, I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

You're making it hard to see

Making it hard to see

If I still want to be

Baby, I don't understand this
Is it worth it?

If you leave me behind will I live on

I don't see it
In the future
My heart beating

I don't understand
It isn't worth it
To keep living



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
130 · Feb 2020
Battle Cry
SoVi Feb 2020
Snow that falls
Breaths that cease
Hands that freeze
Eyes don't see

Can you move?

From the world
As they wrap
Their hands
On your throat

Can you scream?

For mercy
Salvation and
Vindication
For your dreams

Can you fight?

With your hands
Holding a blade
Aimed straight
Pointing at them

Or will you die?

Final exhale
A sigh goodbye
Hand outstretch
Towards the sky



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
Inspiration: Prelude in E Minor by Audiomachine
129 · Feb 2022
I'll Rather … You Liar
SoVi Feb 2022
I'll rather be alone again
I know what they say 'bout loneliness
But I'll take the chance

I'll rather die alone again
Stick n' Stones break my words
But your actions left me hopeless

I'll rather walk this road again
Uncertainties leave me restless
I'll want to know what's up ahead

My heart burns and aches like fire
Ashes are just bones on the pyre
Liar, that's what I call you a liar

You better heed my advice
Your life will ignite with my lighter
Liar, that's what you deserve you liar

I'll rather get revenge 'my friend'
Prove to you once again, I'm not worthless
I'll rather watch you burn up in flames


© Sofia Villagrana 2022
127 · Sep 2018
Abandon
SoVi Sep 2018
I always wonder why you were so brave.
I realize it is because you're afraid to die in pain.

Is that the reason why you left me behind?
Worried that saving me will end your life.



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
126 · Oct 2019
Blue
SoVi Oct 2019
Opened like a door
Letting strange people through

Closed the door when it was me
Had me standing feeling so blue

Decided to knock and wait
Shadow of me waiting for a blue moon

Did not hear you sneaking
Under the moon, through the back door

Why did I go to this party?
Knowing you were going to appear

Why did it have to be you?
On the dance floor under the blue light

Realizing I have no right to cry
The reason this pain stays is me

Easier to blame you
For something I allowed to hurt

Decided to leave out of the blue
Since I am just so done feeling sorry



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
126 · Oct 2019
Devotion not Affection
SoVi Oct 2019
I count the petals that fall from the sky
Walking on leaves that are making sound
Humming a song between you and me
Submerged in wine, it is hard to breathe

Yellow paper tulips I leave behind
Storybooks you crafted by your hands
Mother's red dress found in pieces
Shredded up papers of your words

I wish for once you will listen
See that I am imperfect
Hear me as I start to scream
Save me before I drown in wine

You hate yourself for what you did
I know you felt the pain of my death
Just know that even after all of this
I will choose to be your daughter again



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
Inspired by Red Candle game Devotion
123 · Oct 2019
Sweet Bird
SoVi Oct 2019
Tell me.

Why do you sing?
Does it not get tiring
Singing to nobody?

You just keep on flying
Straight through the desert
Straight into Midnight

I can still see you
I sadly still hear you
Perched on my windowsill

Let's just make one thing clear
I am not torturing you
I am not the cruel one

Do you think your music soothes me?
I prefer the silence
To your screeches of anguish

Do you think anyone appreciates
Birds that sing by windows
When one wants to be alone?

You just keep on singing
Why do you hate me?
Why do you not leave me?

Tell me.



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
122 · Jan 2019
Sky Jazz
SoVi Jan 2019
Got me moonwalking
Moon talking
Tripping up the hill
As I try climbing

Sun shinning
Eyes flashing
Lips fushed of lust
My face blushing

Words smacking
Prayers flying
Talking nonsense
As I try crying

Clouds departing
Stars aligning
Ending all my verses
With a "I am sorry"



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
121 · Oct 2019
Hopeful
SoVi Oct 2019
Mug in the hand
Book on the lap
Shawl on my head
Cat near my legs

A sight to see
A moment to feel
I sense the moon
Reaching outwards

Even if it is quite
Sounds ricochet
Even if it is dark
Light penetrates

Heart explodes
Tears of happiness
Bleeding laughter
Smiling euphoria

Even drowning
Or suffocating
In the dark
Hope surrounds me



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
121 · Nov 2018
Farewell
SoVi Nov 2018
Bid a Farewell to you
In a Pretentious way
Cynical and Mystical
As your face Concaves
Time strikes Done
And you Age Away
In Dismay and Decay
Finally, you're Overrun
By Lackadaisical Pain
Taking a moment to Fade
Into Colors of Grey



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
120 · May 2018
Hues of Yellow
SoVi May 2018
I walk in the morning
Please walk ahead of me
You’ll come across a stream
Drowning in hues
Of yellow like the sun
Reflecting all my ambitions
Floating on the surface

Please don’t run
after paper airplanes
Aimlessly in the air
They will crash to the ground
into puddles of rain and snow
Dissolve like your dreams
And you’ll fade

Morning and afternoons
Standing here beside you
Rivers and ponds nearby
Wanted to swim in them
All of the time

Mother was calling out your name
But you just walked away
Into the forest down the path
Wanted to find something grand

And all these aspirations will drown
You hold on tightly to your delusions
Ignorance is truly a blessing
But as we age the hues become duller

And all the time and all the days
Memories still fade into a fog
And I wanted to grasp them
Instead, I ended up crushing them

But a war in your heart is raging
Youth or Wisdom fighting
Conflicted ideas running rampage

And you have yet to decide
Which path to take
Airplane or your mother
Adventure or simple comfort

Will you follow everyone
Knowing you’ll be normal?
Or will you go off
In an adventure?

Do you want to be alone all the time?
No mother or father at home
Would you waste away in the past
Not knowing the truth?
Or would you just end up dull
Knowing that nothing lasts?



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by the song Grey by Ed Carlsen.
120 · Nov 2018
Youth
SoVi Nov 2018
I want you to live happily
Free to talk and play
Dappy and so charming
I am not by your side
I giving you something more
Childhood you deserve



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
118 · Sep 2018
The Name of Life
SoVi Sep 2018
Some days I wonder
Other days I slumber
All the days that I dream of
Fade away

And as I go to sleep I try very hard
To count the sheep but they keep moving on
And I run after them but they end up flying
Like cherry blossoms during the summer

I tried very hard to be a good person
But the butterflies flutter around me
They are afraid that it'll hurt them
That I will destroy them
But all I wanted was to feel an embrace

I don't understand why the flowers wilt away
Or why the apples turn brown and wrinkly
But I know

Is that the season come and go
And the times passes me by
All I want to go is sleep here with you
And forget the death that surrounds us on all sides
All I want to do is be here beside you

But life is creeping up and snatching us further apart

Flowers they flutter and shrink

I want to remind you of broken prayers
That we can always leave this world behind
But then we will have less time
So we will let time control us
I don't want to leave this world behind

All the colors they shine so brightly
And they fill my vision with a vibrancy I didn't see before

All I wanted was to live forever
But we all know that's impossible

And the world keeps changing colors from green to brown
The morning dew freezes up and shatters
Due to time

And the world will fall apart
I will have you in my arms
I know the pain's too much
Don't forget me

The pain will never fade
It will live inside our brains
We try to escape its grasp
But we're firmly in its clasp

But this is our purpose
All in due time

In The Name of Life

Life will shatter and grow from the burnt ground again

All the memories they grow like trees after snow
But they will never stop
When a person's heart stops beating
I will make sure that their soul lives inside you
So that you don't wilt away like the daisies of yesterday
I don't want to lose your friend
Your the only thing I have

I realize its all dream
We're you ever really there
Or was it a figment of my imagination
Trying to comfort me from

The Name of Life

Pain surrounds me
Like meadows of daisies
They are white and so pure
Against the burning

And I'll close my eyes



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
Inspired by The Name of Life (instrumental piano).
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