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124 · Nov 2018
Youth
SoVi Nov 2018
I want you to live happily
Free to talk and play
Dappy and so charming
I am not by your side
I giving you something more
Childhood you deserve



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
123 · Oct 2019
Might Be Sleeping
SoVi Oct 2019
Sometimes When You
Stand
                You
                             Fall
                                               Asleep.

In the Morning
With Coffee
You Stay
Awake.

Eyes Begin
To Slowly
Close
On
Their
Own.

You Might Be Sleeping
Without a Care.

Make Sure You Bring
A Blanket at Least.



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
122 · Oct 2019
I Care About My Parents
SoVi Oct 2019
I care about my parents
Because they sacrificed a lot for me
Because they are my support system
Because they shower me with gifts
Because they are my parents

I care about my parents
Despite everything-
The lack of affection
The overbearingness
The neglect
The disdain
The abandonment

I remind myself-
"In spite of everything, I care about my parents"

I wish I could believe that.



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
122 · Oct 2019
Tormenta
SoVi Oct 2019
Levantó una tormenta dentro de mí
Siento cuando duermo junto a ti

Tu cuerpo fuerte
Tu cuerpo suave
Pero tan duro en mi

No me dejes derrotado
Te quiero conmigo
Furioso en éxtasis

Cuando te doblas
Tomándolo profundo
Haciéndome gritar

Quiero sentirte cuando duermo
Una tormenta que todavía ha cesado



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
121 · Dec 2019
Yearn
SoVi Dec 2019
Do you dream of yourself crying?
Does your heartache for more?
Even as I am weeping silently
I can't help but yearn.

I am still silently crying
Reaching out blindly for more
Laughter cannot cure my sadness
I can't help but yearn.

Though I may not be crying
That doesn't mean I want nothing
Chest constricting inside me
I can't help but yearn.



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
121 · Sep 2018
Hiding Cuts on Wrists
SoVi Sep 2018
The pain whisks away
All that's left is a facade



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
121 · Sep 2018
Home Sweet Home
SoVi Sep 2018
I got my problems
******* with a red bow

I got precautions
Lining out of the door

And if I listen to them
I wouldn't know

All of the suffering
Outside my home

So I willfully ignore
All I need to know

In my own silence
Ignorance is my home



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
118 · Oct 2019
I Don't Mind You
SoVi Oct 2019
There is a weight in my bed
Where you sat and laid in

If we try to step back, retrace
Would it show on my face
Reminding you of this place

It is time to walk in my shoes
Hard making it up to you

There's a lump in my chest
Waiting for you to rest
But you are already dressed

I think it is cruel of you
Leave me out of the blue



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
118 · Nov 2018
Sandman
SoVi Nov 2018
Paint me a picture
Draw me a song
Sing me a poem

Bring me your dreams
Cover my eyes
In light fairy dust



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
117 · Jun 2018
Memories
SoVi Jun 2018
I remember you
I remember you
I tried so many times to forget you
And when I look back
It's like a flashback
Of memories of the future and the past
Let me tell you all about the time I died
And you held me in your arms as I fade away



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
117 · Nov 2018
Bedtime
SoVi Nov 2018
Underneath Covers
Reading Stories of Lovers
Red Cheeks with Trails
Sniffles and Sneezes
Emotions Prevail



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
105 · Feb 2020
All Of Me
SoVi Feb 2020
Skin fade into nothingness
Like butterfly wings
On a sunny day

Our hearts and lungs
Break and decay
Withered away like snakes

My feet are broken
Like sycamore trees
That are uprooted

My eyes do not see
Like the horizon
When it meets the sea

All of me
No longer seems to knows
What it feels to be alive



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
102 · Feb 2020
Penny
SoVi Feb 2020
A penny for your thoughts
But you're not worth the change.



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
102 · May 2018
Humanity's Decimation
SoVi May 2018
Come crashing in
Into the oblivion
On the ledge's edge
Getting frighten
Ending the violence
Cease your cries
Escalating with hate
Telling this tale
Letting my spirit go
Gorging silence



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
100 · Sep 2018
Singer's Nightmare
SoVi Sep 2018
I don't know why the song is playing
My voice is slowly fading
Blood leaving my lungs to escape
Now I am hurling my dedication

I don't why the song keeps playing
My voice is about to break
I just want to hear the ending
But I am trapped in a cage of creation



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
100 · Oct 2018
House Fire
SoVi Oct 2018
I was calling you
During yesterday
All the moaning
From your bedroom
Must have muffled
My screaming
You didn't hear me
I was pleading

For salvation
From damnation
Some sign of
Exclamation

But you didn't answer
Now I am here to suffer
burning with desire
like a vibrant fire
But what does it consume
Is it me or you?



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
99 · Feb 2020
Re-Birth
SoVi Feb 2020
As I sleep
With Eyes Open
I still Hope
I still Dream

As I fade
Into Oblivion
My Heart Breaks
Shattered and Frayed

I Cried Out

Fragments of Myself
Pieces that are Broken
Do not Form
Do not Unite

Buried in Dirt
I Ache
Severed from Me
I Pray

I Mourn

Crystallizing Scars
My Arms are Weak
Body Weighed Down
Gold Seeping Through

As I Reconnect
I Awaken
To Pain
And Endless Suffering

I Am Outrage



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
Inspired by the anime Land of the Lustrous
99 · Feb 2020
Estranged Yet Nostalgic
SoVi Feb 2020
Burst of light
Ricochet against
Moving tides.

Memories float
To the surface
Of my mind.

Smiles creep
On my face.
Pleasant thoughts

Floating high.
Delirium and Pride
Cease to forget.

Moment arrives
For goodbye.
Yet I remember

A forgotten friend



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
98 · Jan 2020
Yo No Mas
SoVi Jan 2020
yo no más te quería
yo no te queria dejar

yo no te metia
las palabras en tu bocas

para mi tu eres
un milagro
una belleza

para mi tus abrazos
muy fuertes
fortalezen

para mi tus labios
me dormian
tranquiliza

yo no mas te queria
para una enternidad



© Sofia Villagrana 2020
91 · Nov 2018
Forsaken
SoVi Nov 2018
He'll never come back
Karma following that boy
Chasing down his lies
People point and cry
No escape until he dies



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
90 · Nov 2018
Hangover
SoVi Nov 2018
White noise fills my head
Keeping me ahead
Echoing and rebound
Pounding against my cranium

Pulsating headaches
Retching up my lunch
Spit slipping out
Waterfalls cascade out

See the world in negative
Stars shimmy in front
Clammy hands are quivering
Fingers becoming numb

Sweats and aches in bed
Swearing I'll be dead
Passed out on the lawn
Come morning I'll be gone



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
SoVi Oct 2018
I had a Dream

That Memories and Pleasant sounds
Will Surround as I Fly Around

The World Keeps Spinning
Here I am
Sitting in the Center
Smiling and Dizzy

The World will Keep on Moving
The Sound Continue Flowing

But Eventually, You'll lose Your Place
When Your Lost and Dead in Space

There is No Way They'll Hear You Cry

My Own Silent Gospel
My Own Silent Screaming
My Own Silent Gospel
Drowns Out All The Dreaming

Floating on the Edge of Despair
Don't Know if I am Even Here

Feels like the Comet's Tail
Burning and Chilling
But Not Really There

I Had a Dream

That I will Become the Constellations
And Imagine Forever in the Making
A Sight that No One is Forgetting



© Sofia Villagrana 2018
86 · Jan 2022
Journey to the Apple Tree
SoVi Jan 2022
My dog just passed away, unexpectedly
In the middle of a hot summer night
It was lying on its side, right next to me

I carry their body, inside my arms
As I look for a big old apple tree
So it can eat apples in heaven

I have all their blankets and toys with me
So that they do not get bored as they
Travel towards the shining bright stars

I still remember their white ears
As I scratched their head as we played
As such memories . . .

To late to give one final walk 'round the block

Such a beautiful morning, with birds singing
As I carry my friend in my arms
I wonder if they're singing them goodbye

Cars are driving by, as I cross the street
Is the black and red blob I see a dead cat?
I wish I had more arms to bring them along

Remember when I first brought you home
You hide underneath my bed
As such memories . . .

And when I gave you your first biscuit
You ran around in circles at my feet
Such a sight . . .

The sun shines brighter as you get heavier in my arms

We reach the cemetery, and right at the entrance
There's a big old red apple tree
I lay them on the floor as I dig

The pile of dirt keeps growing, as I am sweating
I want to make sure you don't dig yourself out
You loved to dig in my garden

When the hole is big and deep enough
I lay your body inside
With all of your belongings

I mark your grave, with your collar and leash
So I can visit when I leave school
I don't want to forget your name

I still feel you on the right side of my bed as I sleep



© Sofia Villagrana 2022
Inspired by Wo Qui Non Coin in episode 24 of Cowboy Bebop (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NcTVu3N12no)
83 · Oct 2019
Apprize
SoVi Oct 2019
Short shorts twenty-five
Crop tops ten percent off
Everything you wear
Has a high price

Luxury tax on butterflies
What a time to be alive
To have extra costs
Due to what's in your pants



© Sofia Villagrana 2019
72 · Feb 2020
Stranded
SoVi Feb 2020
I am sinking into darkness
Into pain and uncertainty

Noises join to make
Harmonies

I am standing on an island
Facing west without direction

All the voices that I hear
Remedies

Visions fly past me at night
Whales sing with delight

Wails that I listen
Discoveries

The hole in my heart remains
But it still beats



© Sofia Villagrana 2020

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