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Ryan Joseph Jan 2020
There had a day,
That I looked at the star,
Which I have fallen in love with,
Staring at it untimely and continuously,
Until I have realized,
That I am staring and fell in love,
With someone's star.
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
Soon, as I grow older
I'll still seek of your love
even though it may become weaker.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
In the breeze and cold day of night,
I had a though that I needed to fight,
That even though you already found someone,
Still I needed to think to be a kind one.

A kind one who is not even afraid,
To let his own feelings not to invade,
Of someone’s nice but-low quality liaison,
But it doesn’t mean that I’m afraid of taking an action.

Moreover, after how many days,
My absurdity paid me and made me says,
That I had wasted all the things and time,
Of giving an efforts even most of it are crime.

Well yeah, I did investigate,
You two fought and you cried,
And  I saw you were left behind in the gate,
Therein, I started to think that you were really my fate and soul mate.
Just don't mind
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
Fetus
          Born
                    Infancy
                ­                Babyhood
                                             Early Childhood
                                                       ­  Middle Childhood
                                                       ­                        Puberty
                                                         ­                            Adolescence
                                                                ­                                   Maturity
                                                        ­                                                    Old
         ­                                                                 ­                                        Die
human's development
Ryan Joseph Jun 2020
Thee might tell someone about my name later,
Together with thy bitter mouth with lies,
Thee may think I am nothing but a filthy being,
But I know my limit and place.

Thy existence angers my life
For it is the reason why I am in a bedlam.
And for a phenomenon of mine is in a thread;
A thread in which there are numerous strings.

Together with thy loathsome mouth and lies.
Weakening my life as a human being.
Upsetting me every daylight and night.
Just like suns and moons.

May they full of lights,
But can deceive others.
And even if you tell someone about me later,
But I know--that I'll still stand up and hoist myself.
Ryan Joseph Oct 2023
touched the light,
crossed the line,
fell in love,
but not at the exact time,
fell in love again,
broken and torn into pieces,
oh, to love,
beautiful and appeasing,
yet full of bittersweet moments and memories,
should have known better,
we were just kids who were once in love,
but fated just to be strangers [again].
Ryan Joseph Dec 2019
I am stuck in life,
where I want to give up already.

But hell no,
life is short--
so I need to broaden it;
for it to be worth it.
Ryan Joseph Oct 2019
it started
with a sweet lies
just to make a conversation
and just to put a smile on its face

but it ended so quick
no one knows but her that I am a freak
who would only tell such a lies
but she never knew that it was sweeter than sugar
started with a sweet lies
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
Sometimes I apologize to people,
not just because they might get mad.
But because they might get sad--
that their day is ruined
because of the things that shouldn't have happened.
late or not, it's better to apologize
for the relationship of yours between someone, will not be intricated.
Ryan Joseph Dec 2019
I was waiting
for the rain to fall.
'Coz I am tired of
being on a sunny day.
Because nothing could help
to please me and ease my pain.
But being on a rainy day
is a kind of heaven.
Because even if no one
touches your skin--
at least there's something
which could soothe and touches your bare skin.
Ryan Joseph Apr 2023
if you're tired,
take a rest, my dear.

i hope you don't quit,
because I will love you forever for who you are.
take a note to always have time to rest, but don't quit.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
In every time I see you,
My heart is full of twitter,
When you smile it makes me feel better,
Your love and care is a memory to remember,
Even now, we are still not meant to be together,
Though I accept it; but not in forever.

I loved you since then,
Not only in your real beauty,
But I loved because you're kind,
And I had only experienced it to you,
Hope you'll believe on me, my love,
That my heart; only belongs to you.

You are the only content of my heart and mind,
I offer this; my love to you,
You have to listen to this heartbeat,
And hope you'll accept my love,
That I only offer it to you,
And I always pray that hopelessly, you'll be the chosen one.
chosenone  #lovehurts
Ryan Joseph Jun 2021
Every poet is a wonderful poem lover,
Should you not halt to be an inspirer,
Let the world know who you are,
Even if a thing remains just a scar.

Every poem is created by a wonderful poet,
Should you not halt to interpret--
Of someone's love that is also yours,
Though it was for them, not yours.

Love is a painful word for those who cannot attain,
But let it just become a pain,
For someday as a poet -- poetry will be your love in life,
May it be in the afterlife.
#poetry #poet #poem #epitome #inspirer #love
Ryan Joseph Dec 2019
the place where I learnt to love--
is also that place where I suffered yet too much.
Ryan Joseph Sep 2020
Pain always help you to grow up,
even though it makes you suffer,
but it will give you a realization--
that you should be doing what you love.
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
You lost when you love.
Because it is where you had to make all the sacrifices
and face and sustain the suffering.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
The truth is; innocence is now a crime,
Ignorance is bullied now a times,
Liberation is a new thing,
Posting and loving themselves is the new trend,
Lurking in the shadow of popularity.

While people misunderstand,
The need of a filthy hand,
Ask for kindness, yet denied,
Suffering and ending in pain,
In the world not counting them in.

Money is everything ,
Economy is rising,
Beauty of nature is vanishing,
Buildings are gigantic,
forgetting what is given.
innocence nowadays is a crime as well?
Ryan Joseph Dec 2021
you are unique,
its greatness is picturesque,
and as it pleases yourself,
never let the beauty be disappointed by itself.

your existence is beautiful,
never let things meet its fall
because as you grow older,
beauty will never fade as your existence is appreciated by you, dear.
be criticized first before the beauty of yours turns into uniqueness.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2019
Too fragile
but
can't stop the loving self,
even though
may end up
being
desolated.
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
To live is like to die forever,
And to die is like to live forever.

So if you wanna live--
you just need to die first,
So if you wanna die--
you just need to live first.

Life is exhausting.
It's way too short yet giving you too many problems.

But unless if you wanna live,
then you should accept death first--
for you not to struggle in the end.
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
It's too late!
Yes, it's actually really late now!
You came when I was already in love;
in love with someone which I could never have.
I may be in love with you,
but it's too late already!
Ryan Joseph May 2021
tranquility was there
not until when raindrops appear,
then tranquility bears.
Ryan Joseph Jun 2020
In this world, it is better to tell the truth–
despite telling a lie–
than to receive a hundred of goodbye.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
Yesterday, I saw someone got caught,
So it gives me of some feeling and thought,
That he were either drug addict or drunk,
But his face was a bit red, so it means he is drunk.

After a while, I came and I were near,
So I asked someone I knew, about what happened,
Then when he answered, there are someone crying full of tears,
Hollering, Depressed, yet the drunkard is regretting in his end.

Although after a few minutes, there is someone he knew came to him,
So I was curious what kind of relationship they were having,
Then someone talked that she is a sister on him,
And instead she would be mad but she was crying with its baby carrying.

Moreover, someone also I knew asked what were the reason he got caught,
So a civilian answered that because he was selling an illegal drugs called 'shabu' ,
Carrying plenty of money with some of a disastrous thoughts,
And when an hour came, a police asked and came through.

People were talking to each other, themselves, having a gossip and making an irrelevant information,
Without even knowing that people who are innocent are being involved,
Without even knowing that the drug pusher wasn't having a full intention,
Of selling an illegal drugs on which he resolved.

The truth nowadays, innocence is implicated,
a crime and simply a sin,
yet it wasn't even validated,
that an innocence would be a crime and thoroughly a sin.

Insatiable human being are foolish,
Taking a validated stuff just to satisfy themselves;
Must they just stay being upright and unselfish,
Instead of being so arrogant and being pessimistic towards themselves.
Because after all, the truth will always prevail.
Say no to drugs, stop being so down.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
In the cold days of nights,
Thinking of some things that are perhaps right,
But I don't know if I should have to fight,
Just to make things fine and right.

Placidly and deeply,
Thinking things toughly,
That there's even between you and me,
Even though you're not in love with me.

Fragments beneath of our destiny and love,
Had never decided deftly,
And never been shoved,
Because of my absurdity.

Nevertheless, what's the point,
If we're even not meant to be,
And never been destined,
Because I was way too frightened.

Frightened but I had fought enough,
Just to make my love to you tough,
Although, my intimacy to you was just a waste,
And never been meant to be praised.
Also, it has never decided.
PS : nvm about bla bla
Ryan Joseph Oct 2019
it was so strange at first
until I have known
of these feelings of mine
which is can't be easily replaced
without you in it.

lived in a ****** world
cursing each person who makes trouble on me
but I have calmed down already
knowing that even in this ****** world
I'd be okay unless I have you.
Ryan Joseph Sep 2019
Had a crush on her
Was a friend of her
Her smile always made my day glitter
It even also made my heart quiver

Then happily we graduated
With her glamorous face yet unexpected
Shone in her beautiful dress
The day that took away my stress.

We both then did not saw each other
Even though in social media I could not even bother
Because I am not an ideal one for her
And because I am a mere commoner.

When we saw each other's face again, nonetheless
I just couldn't even bother less
Because I am not in a place to bother her
Especially when now she's happier.

She has changed too much
I couldn't even get a touch
And we just stare at each other but just briefly
Albeit I just can't accept the fact verily.

The fact that we're not even meant to be
But excuse me, did I even made her happy?
Or it's just that I am only trying to be pally?
Or just trying to be a one even though I loved her unrequitedly?
Kinda broke and received an unrequited love.
Ryan Joseph Mar 2020
Reward yourselves for all the success;
and sacrifices you've done,
Life isn't needed to be solicited--
may it be an appreciation or acknowledgment from others.
Because--we can just give it using ourselves.
Ryan Joseph Mar 2020
If you've lost many times,
should know what is your limit.
But if you've won countless times,
then keep it up..
Ryan Joseph Oct 2019
It's not hard to love someone,
what's hard;
is just that no one is willing to love you back,
even at your worst.....
Ryan Joseph Feb 2020
the toughest part of being swindled on--
is actually the vacillation-
which begins to enter your thoughts,
not the pain.
Ryan Joseph Aug 2019
Just
Can't
Call
It
A
Destiny,

When
You
And
Me
Are
Not
Even
Meant
To
Be.
#tutubibuyog
Ryan Joseph Apr 2023
wake up humans
stop discriminating
stop bullying
stop doing bad things
stop letting your fellows suffer—when they've already suffered too much.

wake up humans
we are running out of good people already
we are running out of good things already
and we are running out of good food already.

really, please wake up humans
some of the people at there are already dying
i abhor hearing those wails once I've heard before
would it also make your eyes and ears go sore?
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
It's not good enough to wish that you
could have a charm and an attractive face.
But it's rather good enough to wish that someday
you could also have a good yet warm heart.
Ryan Joseph Jan 2019
Every each day and night,
I always struggle myself to fight,
Even in school there's a bitter neither a good life,
But I always got a good friends for me to get hype.

However, not just in school bad things happened,
Even in home my parents always differ,
Which is what and why I can't even comprehend,
Though I get myself always in a corner.

It's just way too exhausting,
I am always weeping but wooing,
Wooing but sometimes went astray,
And I just can't get away.

Sometimes my parents give me more worries,
Despite of encouraging which is one of their responsibilities,
But what should I do?
Should I just slay myself in a meaningless way or pursue?
#lifeless #absurd life #exhausted
Ryan Joseph Apr 2019
What will become of our Society?
Poor people die in hunger and thirstiness,
Corruption, Rally, Political Issues, etc. are always there,
Our world is full of miseries and nightmare.

Our world in its 21st century is quickly-evolving,
High-precise technologies, lots of concrete, improved skywalks and tall buildings,
But homeless people are dying of hunger,
They famished already yet government just don't care.

Poor people received hunger, diseases, illnesses and unforgivable yet unacceptable deaths of every year,
But we don't know what others there might can't bear,
Of what this country-- the world government gave,
Improper allocation of resources, corruption, unequal distribution of income that we can't evade.

Wishing yet continuously suffering,
Of this kind of nightmare we are having,
But hoping someday this will be cured,
So none of the poor people will suffer anymore.
#justice
#heartlessgovernment
Ryan Joseph Apr 2023
I am so weak
I am so pathetic
I am so... hurt by giving too much affection and care,

why can't I just happy?
why I am like this?
do I really deserve this after all of what I gave?
must I just drown myself and perish from these intolerable thoughts?
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
you should remember
that no matter how happy you are,
heaven and sky will still cry.
just watching a movie and these sentences suddenly popped-up in my mind.
Ryan Joseph Dec 2019
wishing is just a wish,
so I am not hoping for it to be true.
though, I doubted that myself
couldn't even tolerate that wishes
ain't even going to be true.
Ryan Joseph Nov 2019
You don't have to be afraid of ghosts,
spiders and such scary stuff.
What you have to be afraid of;
is someone might gonna leave you someday,
without you noticing.
don't be afraid of everything,
except for someone who might gonna leave you.
YOU
Ryan Joseph Aug 2018
YOU
You are the type of a naughty one,
And I were the one who easily gets annoyed,
My heart and mind always made me upset,
That how does destiny united us.

Every day you always bother me,
Even in the text, you were so cruel,
And Because of the magic you used,
I felt like I’m in heaven.

In me, you were always paying attention,
Even none didn’t bother you,
You always came to me,
What should I do?

That what If I might fall to you?
Will you watch me?
Will you love me?
Will you stay with me everlasting?
Will you say I’m enough?
Will you say ‘I love you’?

I always look up in the sky,
When I’m having a problem,
And when I look up,
I always remember your smile,
And the way you smile,
Makes my whole world melt and fade for a while.

However, I tried to forget you,
But really I can't do it,
Because in my heart and mind; it already chose you,
Especially when I realized that I have already loved you.
A reticent one who never told  its feelings

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