Had a crush on her
Was a friend of her
Her smile always made my day glitter
It even also made my heart quiver
Then happily we graduated
With her glamorous face yet unexpected
Shone in her beautiful dress
The day that took away my stress.
We both then did not saw each other
Even though in social media I could not even bother
Because I am not an ideal one for her
And because I am a mere commoner.
When we saw each other's face again, nonetheless
I just couldn't even bother less
Because I am not in a place to bother her
Especially when now she's happier.
She has changed too much
I couldn't even get a touch
And we just stare at each other but just briefly
Albeit I just can't accept the fact verily.
The fact that we're not even meant to be
But excuse me, did I even made her happy?
Or it's just that I am only trying to be pally?
Or just trying to be a one even though I loved her unrequitedly?
Kinda broke and received an unrequited love.
Refrain from seeing first
And wheeze deeply
Do not descend into stupefaction
Because thee were not born to depart thy life.
Do not wish on thy demise.
Slowly by slowly,
People get easily deceived,
Never knew that love isn't even real,
Because they will just leave you hanging.
But I am tired of consulting,
When I was just fragile one,
Who also did fall easily,
And got hurt in the end.
It is really hard
lied in my
how many times
I've already tried,
I am still tied;
tied in my own absurdity.
I am jester,
a jester who always
I am suffering
never love someone who never loves you back, but I still loved her instead.
can't stop the loving self,
may end up
I love you, but I will set you free.
Though it seems it is one of the hardest parts in me,
Accepting is the only way to get rid of thee,
Even though I can not accept if you ain't with me.
No one will wipe your tears when you cry,
No one will care and guide you when you are sick,
No one will canoodle you when your lips are dry,
And most crucially, no one will solace you when you are heartsick.
Yes, you are already free,
But I just can't easily forget and flee,
When all of the time I sinned on you; you would forgive me,
Still, this is the path which is both good just for you and me.
you are free