Nina - Hello Poetry

Nina Dec 2019

I've never thought
I'd fall for an Irish man
Never have i ever
Considered falling for one
And yet
I did
I fell too deep
For a man i barely knew
And yet
I wanted to have a future with him
I wanted to learn more about him

The first irish man
To ever made me fallen so deep
The one that taught me how to long myself
To accept me for who i am
Ive fallen for him too deeply
For he is the first man
To teach me so many things
To love myself
To accept myself
He was the first man
The first irish man
I'd fallen for
And would always be in my heart
He was the first irish man
I want to have a future with

#irishman #love #onesided #feelings #taught #acceptance #realisation

Nina Dec 2019

You will always be the one

People told me
That I don't love you
They say,
It's just a temporary affection

If so,
Why am I still begging for you?
Why am i still thinking of you daily?
When you've been long gone.

Maybe someday i will get over you
But I'll be honest
You will always be the one
That i think of
That i will have feelings for
You will always be the one i look for
Even though you're long gone
You will always be the one i love

#always #theone #love #onesided #feelings #affections #waiting

Nina Dec 2019

That waitress

I'm that waitress
Every guy wants to be served by
Wants to talk to
Wants to bring out on a date
I'm that waitress
Guys would want to hit on
Want to bring back home
Want to take advantage of
Sadly that's all I'll ever be
A waitress they want to get laid by

Maybe someday
One day
There will be a guy
That will say
She's that waitress
I would want to marry
And have my future with
Maybe one day
I'd be a waitress
That people would view with good intentions

#waitress #views #perspectives #intentions #*** #love #lust #desires #future

Nina Nov 2019

Differences

I slept with you
And I slept with him
I thought it would feel the same
But hell was I wrong

You gave me comfort and safety
Made me sleep in peace knowing that you care for me
But when I slept with him,
I felt nothing
No safety
No comfort
It was empty
And it felt lonely

I guess nothing can change the fact that you will always be the one I wish I could sleep with

#sleep #company #safety #comfort

Nina Oct 2019

Say it again

You call me your girl
But how can i be sure that it's true
When you're thousand miles away
You could be with someone else
So please don't get angry at me
When i ask you who is your girl
I just want you to say it again
That it's me
That I'm your girl
Claim me
As yours
Again and again
I just want you to say it
Say it again
Because i love hearing it from you

#repeat #say #claim #love

Nina Oct 2019

Look at me

It's been a month
Look at me
I'm doing fine without you
Look at me
Smiling and you're not the reason anymore
Look at me
I got a new haircut
Look at me
I've gained some weight
since the last time you saw me
Look at me
There's been so many changes
Since you left
Look at me
Look into my eyes
No matter how hard i try to lie
You'll Know im not fine without you
Look at me
I miss you
And i want you
To look at me once again

#lookatme #look #see #view #changes #missing #love #separation

Nina Oct 2019

Processing love

I won't lie
I still miss you,
I still hope that one day
we will be Together
However
Things have changed
And we are back to strangers
I've told myself
I'll move on
I'm still in the process of it
So now
I'm with someone new
But he's miles away
And i hope
This time
Im pouring my feelings
to the right person
But its hard
Since im still in love with you
But worry not
I shall forget you one day
Because I've set myself
To love someone
Who is miles away
And wait for him to return to me

#movingon #feelings #love