Some people were born for greatness,
Some worked to achieve it,
Some stumbled upon it.

Some let it slip between their fingers,
Some deserve it,
But can't have it.

Shoot for the moon,
You'll at least land among the stars.

It's depressing really.
How you grown accustom
to despair .
The way you've memorized the trails your tears leave behind.
How you've grown to enjoy the salty taste in your tears.

Show me you scars.
Show me you bruises.
I need to see all the times that I failed to be there for you.

If a life breaks it will take a while to fix.
if you can ever fix it.
The pieces are sharp,
and the blood is thick

Sometimes it hurts.
Sometimes there's nothing you can do.
Sometimes it doesn't stop.

If you like her,
Please tell her.

Sincerely, All girls

You hurt me.
You lied to me.
You broke me.
But I loved you anyways.

All I wanted was some one to look at me and say "You're Mine"

She had sunlight in her eyes
She had leaves in her hair
She had fruit in her chest
She had flowers between her legs
But you took that from her
She didnt have a choice
She has oceans in her eyes
She  has your smoke in her chest
She has rocks in her stomach
She has blood on her sheets
She has a snake in her bed

All I wanted was a break from caring,
But it seems I've gone numb.

It doesn't have to rhyme
all the time,
You just start
And let it flow from your heart.

I feel so dead,
The only way I know I'm not
Is the ringing in my ears
and the thump thump in my chest

They say you can't miss what you    
never had,
But I still miss you.

Sometimes all you can do is wait.
Wait for the tears,
Wait for the relief.
But sometimes they don't come.
Sometimes,
You lay down,
You state at the roof,
You shake with sadness.
The tears don't come
And the relief doesn't come.

You were the strong one,
You didn't cry or break,
You stood up to bullies,
And fought your own fights.
Until you stopped.
You cried alone but I saw.
I saw you cry.
I saw your mask slip.
I want to know what happened.
I want to help,
But I won't push.
Maybe you'll tell me next time.

"Do you dream of me?"
No. I but I think of you often.
I don't hid you in the corners of my mind,
Only to be seen while sleep,
I love you on purpose.
It was not love at first sight,
I saw you, I met you
And I decided to love you.
On purpose.

I am not afraid of the dark...








I am afraid of what waits in the dark.

When you torment me, I'll leave you.
When you try to bend me, I'll be unyeilding.
When you give me a lifetime of regret, I'll be the bigger person and forget.

You stoke my disire,
Your personal fire.

My idea of a perfect Heaven,
Consists of all of the things I would go to hell for.
So where do I go?

They might not be real,
You tell me they are all in my mind,
But what you don't know is that my mind is dark.
It makes everything worse,
It creates the fears,
It warps my thoughts,
Turning them into a cage
What am I supposed to do if my worst fear is my mind itself?

I know you sacrifice your happiness to get me to trust you,
I know you will give up someday,
I know you hate this whole situation,
I know this hurts you, that I hurt you.

If I could just wake up and start trusting people again I would,
If I could see the world the way you see it I would,
If I could just trust you I would.
I don’t think you realize how much it hurts me to know how you feel,
And that you would ever give up on me,
It hurts like hell to know I’m hurting you and I can’t do anything about it,
But what about me?
I have been through hell and back,
Forgive me if I can’t trust you,
Forgive me if I can’t forget what I’ve been through.
I’m already hurting and your not helping.
All I can think about is how much I hurt you.
Are you thinking about me?
What About Me?

If someone put in as much effort in
to a relationship with me,
As I do for them,
How different would I be?

If you don't take the mask off every once in a while, you'll suffocate.

I gave and gave.
A slice of my trust here and there.
Until there was none left and none returned.
Sorry you came a bit late, I'm tapped out

When those dark thoughts plague you,
Place you hand over you chest and feel that thump thump.
You are alive.
It is enough.
YOU are enough.

If you don't intend on staying
I'd rather you leave now.
I have no interest in temporary love.

If you can't go on dates,
You aren't old enough to date.

I lay down and just hope to fall asleep before I fall apart

What are you so afraid of?
...
That you'll leave me like the last person who said that...

This joy is temporary.
This relationship is temporary.
This feeling is temporary.
But this scar, it's not.

My hands hurt when they are not in yours
My eyes hurt when I cannot see you
My heart hurts because your gone

People get addicted to all sorts of things,
Alcohol, drugs, ***
I cant lie, Im no saint
Ive fallen to the temptations
But Ive yet to find anything as intoxicating as you

Last times hurt because we never see them coming.
The very last time that you do something or see someone,
You lose a piece of your soul.
It's like breaking the **** of a door after it's been locked,
You don't get it back.
The only choice is to move on,
Or "chase the dragon", to no avail.
You can't return to the last time.

This feeling in my chest,
This pain,
It's only when I think about you it hurts.
The pain you hid,
It eats you alive,
I've only seen you cry twice,
But I know I'm my heart that's not all that happens behind those deep brown eyes,
This pain, I thinks it's called love.

If I don't let you in,
You can't leave.

She fell to her knees,
In a open field all alone.
She prayed,
She cried,
She screamed.
Nobody answered,
She tried to end her life.
Life left her,
But Death loved the girl,
Death took her by the hand,
Rose her off her knees,
Breathed life back through her lips,
And he whispered
" Not Yet"

Her weakness wasn't her love,
Instead it was her greatest strength
It had driven her to win,
to be the best,
Too drive for excellence.
Here only weakness was her hate,
It burned through her,
Like a forest fire threatening to devour every thing inside her
Her heart constantly battling between  her greatest strength and her greatest weakness.

I need you to just stop,
Go away,
Don't look at me with those big brown eyes,
I need some time,
Please, you're going to make me cry,
I know how it feels to be on you're end of the bad news,
I'm trying to hold back from old patterns,
but you're difficult to forget.

You never have to get over something,
You just have to get through it for now.

The storm will come.
Or maybe it has already.
Maybe it's raining on you now.

But know this,
Sometimes the storm comes to clear a path.

Ive never loved myself,
Not truely anyways.
Theres always been apart of myself thats loathed me from the beginning.
A voice hating every part of me.
I swear to god I will drag her out of my head.
By the hair, kicking and screaming if need be

You said I was you favourite person
I was at my lowest
You made me feel good
Like I'd rather touch flowers than flames
You fed off my dependance
And when you found someone else
I had realized you could only me bring up because of how low I sank for you
I thought you were mine
Some kind of reward
I didnt think I could ever deserve you
Now I know that I dont

I lie.
I cheat.
I manipulate.
My moral compass may point South.

I guess it just too much to ask for someone who says
"I wont leave you"
And actually mean it.

If you hurt me again
I'll show you true betrayal and pain.
I'll be your villain.

I am tired of the ongoing fight,
I'm done explaining.
So I will sit silently.