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 Feb 2017 Juliet
Ryan Hoysan
Her
 Feb 2017 Juliet
Ryan Hoysan
Her
This morning I thought
I had found the girl of my dreams.
And then I woke up.
Turns out, she was just that.
 Feb 2017 Juliet
Hal
Sometimes you get bored and decide to send me an "I miss you" text. My fingers reach for my phone, ready to type a message as if on autopilot, but then I remember why we don't talk anymore in the first place. Loving you destroyed pieces of me and it was either I let you go or lose the small part of me that was left behind. I decided a long time ago that I will not tear myself down to help build up someone else. So then, when my fingers grasp the phone and click on your message out of habit, I realize I can no longer say the same about you. I begin typing but the message you received is not the one you were expecting.
*-I sure as hell hope you do.
For the boy who didn't appreciate me enough when he should have.
 Feb 2017 Juliet
Melody Millett
Someday, I'm going to look at you at not feel anything anymore.
I'm not going to want to look into your eyes
and see how big and bright they shine in the light.
I'm not going to want to remember
the way my head would fit into your shoulder
like that space was made just for me.
I'm not going to scroll through our texts or pictures
and smile or laugh about the memories.
I especially won't cry over you anymore
because I'll know that you were never worth it.
I'll realize that nothing lasts forever
and even though I tried so hard to make you stay
I knew there was a reason I had to let you go.
I'll be okay with it someday
and that someday is today.
 Feb 2017 Juliet
redemptioneer
you are ashamed to
love me but it is alright,
i'd be ashamed too
 Feb 2017 Juliet
Donna Bella
The Struggle*
The struggle to be here 100% for him
The struggle to love him like he deserves
The struggle for me to stay with him after I promised with my tongue
The struggle to let my heart continually love him
The struggle to not blame him for what I'm feeling
The struggle to understand him
The struggle to understand us
The struggle to understand the loneliness
The struggle I feel
 Feb 2017 Juliet
oni
heavy
 Feb 2017 Juliet
oni
when your heart is heavy,
you cannot just empty it -
and even if you could,
who would want an empty heart?
The lights were artificial

the room was yet alive

it was cold, though the window was closed

the wind blowing outside mercilessly cried.



His memories lay garbled

as for misery, there was none

he had no company for a long time

and with despair he was done.



The familiarity of others had worn off

the extrovert had died along the way

his conscience seemed to fade and fade

till it was just a stream in his wake.



Running away from what he didn't know

laying waste, everything left was broke

it caught up to him, it was so slow

he found a friend in that haze of smoke.



Days started to pass by ever so fast

the window remained closed for good

the wind beat down at it every night

unhampered by it all, he stood.



Looking around in that pale light

the warmth had left him a long time ago

smiling at his own ****** plight

his friendship with loneliness began to grow.



Deeper and deeper he went into it

till there was nothing, not even light

he had burned his cigarette, blown smoke in the air

he battled with life and had won that fight.
 Dec 2016 Juliet
Simon Soane
Thanks for the amazing interlude,
it was beautiful to see
and talk to you.
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