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Every time
I look inside myself
I want to cry

Who is this girl?
She is disgusting
And ugly
And dumb

No one likes this girl

Every time
I look in the mirror
I want give up

Who is this girl?
She is fat
And stupid
And flawed

No one wants this girl

Every time
I think of my past
My soul starts aching

Who was that girl?
She was sweet
And kind
And lovely

What happened to that girl?

Every time
Every single time

**It hurts
Bleh
I know a girl
a girl that cries in the mirror
because, when she sees her reflection
she grabs for the base
She sees an imperfection
Pretty, yet worried about her face
She puts black on her eyes
foundation is her mask
her disguise
Skinny, yet worried about her size
"Too fat!" she says
it's all about the guys..
She hides what she really is
''MUST LOOK PRETTY
MUST LOOK HOT
MUST LOOK ****''
that's all she's got.
or so she says
no life
no love
no friends...
I...I don't think so...
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
KD
Little beautiful girl in the mirror on the wall,
Tell yourself that you are prettiest of all
Not because you're being selfish in any way
But you should be allowed to praise yourself today

Little beautiful girl in the mirror on the wall,
I noticed how your smile is not a smile at all
I wonder what made it turn into a masked frown
Did you forget that you're also worthy of wearing a crown?

Little beautiful girl in the mirror on the wall,
Why are you crying did you perhaps fall?
Seeing a tear running down your cheek
Does not at all make you weak

Little beautiful girl in the mirror on the wall,
You're down on your knees while the tears still fall
Are you sad because of something that happened today?
If only I knew how to make the tears go away

Little beautiful girl in the mirror on the wall,
Won't you please tell me because I know nothing at all
Suddenly you open your mouth and tell me
”If only there was a way to make me less ugly”
You say "You're worth it",
They why do I feel so worthless?
You say "You're beautiful",
Then why do I feel like I need to hide my face?
You say "It's gonna get better",
Then why hasn't it?
Tell me why...
I overthink things too often
Crazy, dumd, ugly

Give me another word to through in this poem

This **** describes me
This **** defines me

Don't you know?
Haven't you heard?!

Disappointing, unworthy, AND useless!?!?

           Okay....

(Schizophrenia, learning disability, drug use etc.)

**** I guess I found an excuss for almost every defining, outlining, "description" about me!!!
Written by: Izzy broaden
I WISH I WAS BEAUTIFUL LIKE ALL THE OTHER GIRLS I PASS IN THE SCHOOL HALLS.
WHY CANT I BE PRETTY?
IM NOT SKINNY ENOUGH.
I WANT TO BE ENOUGH.
PRETTY.
BEAUTIFUL.
GORGEOUS.
BUT I GUESS ILL ONLY BE UGLY.
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
Annie
All I am is ugly,
All I see is ugly,
All I feel is ugly
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
M
Untitled
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
M
believe whatever you want to believe,
but as for me, I believe that love wins.
Always.
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
M
cuddling
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
M
sleeping alone hurts a lot more
when you have actually felt
the warmth of someone else for weeks on end
all these teenagers complain about not cuddling
when their cuddling is awkward and strange, hard to fall asleep to
but when I was in my friend's arms
(and legs, and face, and hands, and feet)
it was like the world was okay again
and the two of us together were dry and warm, right there
taking a break from reality
the cold could not touch us.
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
M
asshole
 Oct 2015 Morgan Floyd
M
you don't need to groan every time I start talking
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