I have failed my faith, reddish autumn leaves at evening surrounding me,
I have failed my visions, gently sunset spells dimmed light coming through trees warming my skin,
My continuous will of coming back to old peaceful world appearing in hope and believes in me by people around.
I gave all what I have the best away to God before I died.
My continuous will of finding a love and safe ground appearing in forgiveness of people around.
I have failed in pain losing everything as being took over by evil thoughts I couldn’t hold lead me to conflict with all my dear friends,
My continuous will of love you and feels friendship like before is with me.

My happiness was only when I was knowing you are somewhere nearby, I was feeling safe like never before..
Glitter of sun spells was warming our environment, we knew it is for us to be ourselves.. to create better world in freedom and friendship..
We knew it is a gift of bless from God and Goddess..

It could take only a few days..
We could wait only an hour’s to see each other again..
Feeling fresh morning breeze, fluffy clouds and we free and smiling..
It could take a moment.. broken down dreams by hate, greed and ignorance of powerful people..

It could take a moment to change the world and everyone would believe in the new strategy and model as already many believed..

And we.. we could finally got a family and quiet time to worship artistically the nature on planet Earth in love and happiness..

I left you my beautiful woman,
Not because I wanted, because the world was collapsing..
I left you my goodness and loyal friend,
Not because I didn’t want to be close to you,
because people turned into zombie and separated us..
I left you and I am thinking about you every day,
Not because I am trying to hide from you, because I am still seeing your brightness and charming eyes with happy and innocent smile like when we met for a first time..

One forgets to think

If one starts to think

Having a sense of guilt

Sinking into the abyss of faith

We’ve been there.

Two faces, carefully listened to

They like to have a conversation

Get up early in the morning

Go around the maze of everyday life

Its corridors

Not much blood coming from the finger

Blurred eyes

You cannot enter the place

Twisted into paper and frost

Coldness is coming and coming

Cheeks enclosed with thoughts

The head bows from elation

Mouth filled with exhaustion to contend...

I miss you
The silence of my longing
I am in your arms
I am the love
And you embrace me
I feel safe with you
You kiss my forehead
And I fall
Into a beautiful dream
To rise
And wake up
Darling, it’s me.