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GM Nov 2015
I'm so deep inside my mind that my life is no longer being lived.
The mind and body are detached.
It's as if I'm watching a play; I've not seen it before but I know the outcome of every scene.
There are no surprises anymore, nothing new, nothing to spark an idea. Everything has happened before, every word said before me.
What difference am I making by repeating words and actions of others?
I'm not.
The meaning of my life is to make others happy, to ensure those I meet never know how it feels to be lonely, hurt or unloved.
This is not a difference you can make when you are trapped in despair.
If the meaning of life is compromised, then life itself is, too.
Why live a life with no meaning?
There is no reason at all.
GM Nov 2015
Do not take me as I am
I am not the person you wish me to be
I am lost, in the search of clarity.
Ironic though it must be.
Found it in a notebook from a rough couple of months
GM Nov 2015
I bare my soul to shed some light
On why I cannot sleep tonight
Fifty-three torturous hours
Waiting for my mind to settle
But the sea never quiets
and the waves are always crashing.
I'm crumbling down in flames of passion
GM Nov 2015
Lying in bed, silently shaking
As the wolves draw ever closer
Lifeless in fear I wait
The darkness fades away
My mind runs wild with anticipation
For the darkness draws closer
And the wolves reawaken
GM Nov 2015
The leaves have fallen
And the wind bites my face.
Weakening ,as though by body knows
how much of me was taken with you.
An empty vessel that was once filled with your love,
My heart breaks with every inhalation.

I search for your eyes on every face,
your smile in every dream.
Seeking the sky for comfort,
I know the brightest star shines down on me.
This one has taken me two years to even look at after I wrote it. It means a lot to me and was written about 2 months after my father passed away.
GM Nov 2015
I try not to remember because it hurts to know;
The lives we've built have no connection to what's held before us.
Sitting in our bricks and mortar admiring how well we've imagined success.

Do you remember the land?
Do you remember how we cared?
Do you remember the dreams we once shared?

We'd dream of happiness throughout the world,
of singing in the sun and laughing in the rain,
of dancing through fields with the ones that meant most.
Doing all that we could,
to stand up for what's good.

Do you remember the land?
Do you remember how we cared?
Do you remember the dreams we once shared?

Now we dream of money to impress,
of violence to end fighting,
somebody to save the generation and clear up our mess.
Hurting the vulnerable, to help those with the most.

Do you remember the land?
Do you remember how we cared?
Do you remember the dreams we once shared?

So I'll sit on this train through the rolling hills,
quietly pondering our existence.
Whilst you think of how to ensure your faltering fantasies,
and offer our Earth no assistance.
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GM Oct 2015
You don't want to be lonely like the people you have *** with.
You don't understand the ones you love are perceptive.
I've watched you wish your life away and blame it all on strangers.
Performing to the audience, hoping someone takes notice of the lies.
You're not as detached as you show through your disguise.
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