Lexi - Hello Poetry

Dec 2017

Imran Islam

I love my tears
because they're falling for you
I have no fears
because I always love you.

I like your smile
because it's so glad.
How do I smile
if you're feeling sad?

I can wake up at midnight
just because of you
I even don't need any light
to feel you.

You are my breath
You are my soul shine
I wouldn't be alive on this earth
if you won't be mine!

Dec 2017

Alexandra Meelan

Depression Meet Anxiety

I want to be left alone
                                                                I don't want to feel alone
I want someone to hug me.
                                                                I hate being touched.
I want to tell someone.
                                                                People scare me.
I want to speak.
                                                                I can't open up.
I want comfort.
                                                                I push people away.
"I'll be fine."
                                                                "No you won't."
"But I will."
                                                                "What if something happens?"
"No, it'll be okay."
                                                                "But now you're doubting yourself."
"NO."
                                                                "Oh come on. I'm a friend."
"You cause so many problems for us."
                                                                "There's nothing you can do now."
"Don't do this."
                                                                "It's too late, I've won."

#depression #anxiety #feelings #confusion

Lexi Dec 2017

Reoccurring malfunctions

My body is nothing but an empty shell with echoing thoughts bouncing off my inner flesh.
At difficult times or when under the influence my body will malfunction and do stupid things and my brain will try everything it can in its power to try and tell me not to do things, that I'm going to get hurt. My shell will not listen to anything may it be that it is to stubborn. It does what it wants oblivious to its surroundings until it gets hurt. By the time my brain gets a hold of things it's to late. Look what I've done now. I did something I shouldn't have done. Seen things that weren't meant to be found and heard things that weren't meant to be spoken.

I had this thought for a while I found it in my notes lol if I had written it when I had the idea it would have been better..

#hurt #disaster #stubborn #thoughts #brain

Lexi Dec 2017

This Might hurt

His hands on my hips as he says he can pick me up and I look at him in disbelief but my eyes are daring him to try.
His arms wrapped around me in a playful choke hold as I, a giggling mess, try to get away.
His lips soft but fierce, are smiling against my neck as I squeal and roll away from him and manage not to fall off the bed.
His voice as he speaks and laughs and sometimes giggles is what makes me smile on the inside.
His heart is trying to trust me but is unsure. His actions are very clear but he is guarded. If I didn't know him I'd think he was playing me but he is trying.

Therefore, I am not giving up.

If I am understanding everything we are doing wrong then there is no coming back from this. I was broken waiting for him. I was shattered when he had a girlfriend now he doesn't and somehow my stubborn and naive heart pulled the pieces back together but one more drop and it will be dust.

#trust #love #flirt #ka #happy #trying #fixthings #pickup #kiss #laugh

Dec 2017

Iska

War Cry

We are not poets.
Nor are we artists.
         We are the bleeding hearts
                                                   Daring to rebel.
Society cuts this world into careful little blocks.
Devided by cold cut stones forced to comply.
And yet,
             If you look a little closer, you will notice,
                  Not us, for you will never see our face
   But you will see our fragments.
             The pieces of us we leave behind for you
                Scattered among these cold stone walls
Words we have carved into the stone
             With our own ****** nails.
                              Proof that we exsist.
                                               Proof that you can to.
So here we are,
                    Strings of letters
                                       And scattered lines,
                                 All echoing the same war cry.
                          “We Are Here.”
                                                    "Are You?"

#rebel #poets #poem #society #freedom #war #cry #inspire

Dec 2017

Tia

Queen of this Hall

I am not going to fall even if things crumble
I'll make my way up and tower them all
I will not stumble, crawl or roll
I'm gonna show you, I'm the queen of this hall

I know you like the back of my hand
And I'll track you until you're out of my mind
I'll show you I can handle and drive my life
Without you squeezing my neck with a knife

I'll give you a big and loud slow clap
For trying to ruin me with your crap
But no, no, no you little wittle, you fell on my trap
And right now it's not me but you on my grasp

How does it feel?
To question yourself when would you heal?
To feel like you're forever living in fear
To think that you're better off in a coffin

This is for those who have Anxiety and Depression. Show it to that imaginary person who keeps on controlling you to hate yourself that you can do better.

#queen #of #this #hall #life #anxiety #depression #do #better