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Sep 2017 · 465
Empty Halls, Worn out Walls
Tori Schall Sep 2017
I walk down these empty halls
gazing at the worn out walls
at the memories that I see
wondering what I was meant to be

Walking down this empty street
Averting my gaze from every stranger I meet
I cross the paths of dark and light
but soon the day is blotted out by night

The lights of stars illuminate my path
I kept walking, less I face their wrath
when memories are brought to the surface of my mind
I  wish desperately, pleading for them to rewind

back to a day where I could wander these roads
down worn-out paths that no one knows
but alas time has gone so fast
nothing gold, I guess, can last
Sep 2017 · 263
Regret
Tori Schall Sep 2017
Do you regret what you've done?
Do you even know what you did?
Do you want to just forget me?
leave me in the dirt like everyone else?

It's been awhile since I've mentioned it.
All the anger I've kept
has depleted and I just want to disappear
leave nothing of me left

Do you regret what has ahppened
when you broke my heart in pieces
I trusted you and let you in
and you threw me away like garbage

So when you see my body
hanging above the floor
will you finally see the pain
that I have endured?

All these days, alone and lonely
everything I'd done overshadowed
I worked harder than anyone in this room
but nobody seemed to care

They fawned over the populars
the ones who set the stage
they prey upon the weak of others
without even realising our pain

So when I look you in the face
do you regret what you've done?
When you see my body hanging limp
from a rope tied heaven?

Do you regret what you've done
this is my final words
this note is written just for you
to see how much you made me hurt
Sep 2017 · 330
Hallways
Tori Schall Sep 2017
These dimly lit corridors
are not a home to me
I walk down these tainted halls
With a broken heart, i try to flee

I walk down this cursed hall
where others don't reside
for fear of the pain they'll face
where monsters don't try to hide
Sep 2017 · 275
Heavy
Tori Schall Sep 2017
My gaze locked downward
Drawn to the floor
as I walk slowly forward
My legs heavy as steel

I wait for the light to blot out
as if a shadow has covered the sun
but when my heavy gaze looks up
all I want to do is run

but my legs feel heavy
and my breath is weak
and your gaze is sharp
ready to take a leap

I want to fight back,
but my body seems heavy
I want to stop you,
But your stance scares me

I'm scarred by the end
unable to take anymore
my body feels much lighter
now that I'm hanging above the floor
Sep 2017 · 256
Hollow
Tori Schall Sep 2017
A deep resonating eerie hum
that shakes you to the core
And fades away, here today
You cannot find a cure

You waste away; like a shade
trying to do, nothing, not really anything
You stay the same, waiting to fade
You try, but you can't do everything

You're hollow inside
Nothing but a shell
I know that you,
you can't tell

I'm hollow inside,
filled and cloaked with shadow
I know deep in my mind
I wouldn't want it any other way

I can't really think now
the thoughts begin to blur
my mind begins to hollow out
until nothing's left there any more.
Sep 2017 · 524
Icy Grasp
Tori Schall Sep 2017
Your fingers curl around me
like tendrils of mist
of icy darkness
in this floating abyss

All around me is dark
no light to be seen
My skin as cold as ice
Your grasp a freezing touch

You cling onto me
Frozen to the touch
as I try to pry you off me
but your grip as strong as stone

I cannot escape your Icy grasp
which chills me to the bone
Thoughts of light and warmth are gone
only darkness is my home

So when I feel your Icy grip
dragging me farther down
I welcome your icy grasp in comfort
as you pull me down
Sep 2017 · 725
Silver
Tori Schall Sep 2017
Good things always come with a price
didn't they ever teach you that?
Nothing good lasts forever
fades away, like quicksilver

Silver to dust,
or is it dust to silver
the change always flows
but there's mud in the water

Clouding your thoughts
your judgment, your mind
Until silver is dust
and your sorrow is mine

When dust fades away
revealing a shiny surface
of silver in the midst
of all the darkness
Sep 2017 · 171
Ocean Thoughts
Tori Schall Sep 2017
As the tide rolls in
It washes away
The hope and the doubt
To let you waste away

Why do they love
The ocean like they do
When it crashes and pills you in
When you never had a clue

When life becomes meaningless
Nothing but desperation
For air or love, i dont know
Because your drowning in sorrow

When everything is left
Too much is left unsaid
It drags you down Below
Trapped in thoughts you  don't know

Across the shore
There are many more
Like you  and me
We just want to be seen

We want to be heard
With anguished cries for help
When nobody will save us
When we  are left....to drown
Sep 2017 · 237
Wandering Thoughts
Tori Schall Sep 2017
When the sky of haze begins to darken
and shadows are cast in the night
when street lamps are dulled, almost blackened
and the moon is covered in a haze

The fog creeps in; blots out everything like ink
all sight is abandoned; all hearing muffled
as the swirls of mist thicken; like walking through water
always pushing and pulling; dragging you under and farther

Nothing else makes sense, but the one clear thought in your head
Will you sink; or will you swim
Becuase you're in over your head again
and there's no one to save you anymore

As the fog rolls away; you're left there on the cold ground
but everything's changed or was it just a dream
you're still just standing, in the middle of your room
you have no clue; what's gotten into you?

you lay back down; close your eyes
watch the clock as time flies on by
You head is spinning; dizzy, words repeating
it makes no sense; just one clear thought in your head
Am I really alive; or am I just dead?
Sep 2017 · 1.1k
Darkness From Gold
Tori Schall Sep 2017
There was a girl
who sat all alone
made colors from dust
and darkness from gold

Nobody noticed her,
maybe they didn't care
to them, well,
she wasn't even there

Always alone,
never speaking a word
always drawing in dust
and making darkness from gold

Many say she's a freak
but me, I say she's talented,
maybe misunderstood
but that's not her problem

I say this because, this girl is me
The one i've hidden underneath
Who draws beauty from dust
and darkness from gold
Sep 2017 · 149
Sirens
Tori Schall Sep 2017
Wasting away like a sunken ship,
I wait in the depth, but something's amiss.
I saw a figure, running faster and faster,
taking a dive, landing with ever present laughter.

I watch in awe, as they land on the ground
feeling it shake, in some sort of resound
to tell me they're there, reality and all
so that I may look, and see that it's true

As the waves crash onto shore,
I stand in the murky depths
watching them run and play
with all the others

I wonder what I'm doing here
alone, unlike anyone else
laughter ringing out louder than the crash of the waves
against rocks hidden by the sea spray

As I observe from my perch
on a rock in the sea
dragging my feet in the water
staring with raptor vision from afar

I look at the children playing, with a lost look in my eyes
I dive back down into the water, tears flowing from my eyes
as I sing, the sound reverberates
and the hum of a boat is heard , not too far away

I hear a sudden splash
and right before my eyes
I come face to face with a man
sinking to his demise

I sigh, an unearthly sound in the depths
marred by the sound of the waves above,
and the gurgling of the man below
why must they also come to me so?

They come for my voice, abandoning their post
But when they see me, they understand what will come
I know I'm a siren, at least that's what they call me
For the ghosts of the sailors, are my only company.
Siren: a greek mythological creatures whose singing lured sailors to their deaths
Sep 2017 · 107
Under Your Light
Tori Schall Sep 2017
As I'm waiting for you
in a sea of light
the blinding flashes burning
even in the dead of night

As I look out
up at the moon and stars
I wonder faintly, softly,
exactly where you are

I'm hoping that you'll here this
this melody of mine
because with your lack of conscience
maybe you'll understand mine

You're shining down upon me
I'm embraced by your arms
these tendrils of light
dancing in front of me

I know that you understand
my pain, my mind, my heart
because you just listen silently
like a beautiful sky of stars

Just a lonely girl
wishing someone understood her
she talks to the moon
hoping for an answer

As the light above her
drowns out all her fears
every night she comes to stand
under your light again.
Sep 2017 · 138
Drown Me
Tori Schall Sep 2017
Sing me to sleep
oh, voices of my past
I can't wade to deep
in the sea that is your laugh

for if i stay with you
surely I will drown
I don't know to swim,
not when you're around

I try to draw a breath
but water fills my lungs
the void that is waiting
as I'm going numb

The moment that I realise
That you're hands hold me under
I awaken in my bed gasping,
unable to get away from you
Sep 2017 · 222
Through Blinded Eyes
Tori Schall Sep 2017
These blinding lies
and dark truths
devour and conquer
the souls of the broken

These unseeing gazes
blind to the world
deaf to the pleas
oblivious to the screams

I look at them in pity
because they don't understand
Through these blinded eyes
You've never looked so bad

I stare at you
with dead and broken eyes
shattered into a million pieces
I bleed at you mend

I'm bleeding out,
staining your life with red
drowning out the white of the room
But still the broken tile mends

I look for someone, something,
to hear my cries for help
but nobody will listen
they don't hear me shout

I'm bleeding out
staining the white carpet floor
It looks like a ****** scene
but nobody's home

A note all that's left
seems so insignificant
but as they look
as they see

They know that It was written by me
They know that I've had enough
Of screaming, of seeing
Through Blinded Eyes
Sep 2017 · 330
Back Of The Class
Tori Schall Sep 2017
As I'm sitting in the back
memories of the past haunt me
I close my eyes against the pain
trying to block out the noise

The thoughts reverberte in silence
as I fight to hold back the tears
I'm just the girl sitting in the back
so nobody actually cares

I watch the world around me
content to just observe
I see the horrible reality
The truth begins to unfold

The way humans interact
is truly disgusting indeed
because they rely on looks and beauty
instead of what you need

I watch this all unfold
in the back of class
I wipe the tears from my face
silently, beginning to laugh

I may be insane
but I don't really care
I'm broken beyond repair
So nothing really matters

I'm just the girl in the back of the class
as everyone's laugh echoes
I sit in silence, Watching
listening, to the voices
Aug 2017 · 187
Fake You
Tori Schall Aug 2017
They tell you to be yourself
but hate it when you do
so instead you put on a mask
so fake, at least to you

They don't notice
or they don't care
they like this fake you
So that's the way it goes

On days you're tired
it doesn't show
when you're in pain
they don't know

they think you're perfect
they think your strong
but when you're not
you just play along

Until one day
your mask crumbles and breaks
the shouts and yells of anger
drive you to the edge

to late to pick up the pieces
they're pleas turn desperate now
because as they look up at you
you're falling, falling, down.
Aug 2017 · 151
Sleep
Tori Schall Aug 2017
Sleep,
The dark abyss of fears
that await you when you close your eyes
When you're at your worst
your mind becomes a prison
a sanctuary of nightmares
that you can't escape

Awake,
The light of a new day
that quickly turns to dusk
locking you away
the dawn seems so peaceful
but underneath the guise
lies a whole new torture
much worse than in your dreams

Insane,
the art of being 'crazy'
when you harm yourself for attention
is that really what they think?
You're not insane
you are broken
but they can't see that you're hurt
that you just want to find someone to trust

Sleep,
the dark abyss of fears
but you don't feel alone here
because with you in your prison
are the things you can't escape
they haunt you day and night
those demons that you keep
for when the sun sets,
to when it slowly rises
your only friends are with you
in the dark abyss of Peace
Aug 2017 · 125
Worst Enemy
Tori Schall Aug 2017
My eyes are haunting
Your lies are daunting
My mind is fading
From all your hating

I hear you calling
You see me falling
You are smiling
I am breaking

My pain is fading
Your words are swirling
My voice is cracking
Your patience is thinning

You aren’t laughing
But you are taunting
I am crying
I am dying

I was hated
I was faded
I was abandoned
I was jaded

You were the torturer
You were the tormenter
You were the slaughterer
My worst enemy, my murderer
Aug 2017 · 328
Wolf
Tori Schall Aug 2017
They can be strong
stronger than a thousand others
They can be a raging torrent
piercing right into your soul

When they look at you
they see you for who you are
instead of what you act like
or what you do

They are the true masters of emotions
feeling, but not letting their weakness show
You never know when to run
until it is too late

They can be loving
caring for others as if they were a family
but if you push them too much
one day you'll regret it

They are the wolf
they are a pure soul
they are the misjudged and misguided
And they rose above it all

They were lost
maybe still are
but they've found strength
in not falling to other's lies

They are everywhere
you just can't see them
Hidden underneath those of us
who have pushed them down

The wolf is strong though
stronger than them
so when the wolves break free
they bring a brand new day
This was a metaphor for the people who had the best intention but were pushed down by the greedy and corrupted people, who only cared for themselves. The wolves are a symbol for the people who are different, who love others like family and put others before themselves. Those are the people who are pushed down, beaten, and broken, but they are stronger than everyone else. They will get back up, and change the world.
Aug 2017 · 361
Save Me
Tori Schall Aug 2017
I don't know what's going on
the pain in my chest grows.
I don't know why I feel this way
please, does anyone know?

I hate this way of living
the world dull, black, and gray.
But with this pain comes a feeling
that I've never known.

Save me please, oh save me
I'm drowning in the fear.
Of everybody leaving
is there anyone left to hear?

I want to just be saved
can anybody help me?
I cannot fight these feelings
I cannot let them go.

So can you whisper softly
tell me it's alright?
because when I look at this dull world
I can't find any light.
Aug 2017 · 135
This Feeling
Tori Schall Aug 2017
It's not that hard
To hurt others.
When they've beaten
And broken you down.

When all you feel is pain
This sinking feeling sets
The fear, anger, pain
Life becomes a sin

Your life a bleak existence
Something nobody cares about
Because when you are drowning
They swim away

— The End —