I was going to write about you again
Then I remembered you already left
and no longer care about me

I shouldn't look back at the past
For it has nothing good in store for me
Yet I seem to be reminiscing all our memories
But I should be over that cause they'll fade throughout time

This feeling, telling me write one more
and after that no more
It's really not for you though
Mostly for me, to pour out my pain
That I've been keeping all this time

But after everything
I want you to know
I still think you're as glowing as a star
beautiful as a sunset
Your smile still shines bright like the sun
somehow you still give me butterflies
And you're lovely as the ocean shore

I wanted to give it to you all
Just to see those gleam in your eyes
Just to give you the happiness
Because your eyes didn't touch the smile on your face
And I hoped for so bad to make you happy

But it wasn't enough
Here's a true fact though
I hope you're truly happy
But if I could
And had another chance
I would give you the moon
and the whole **** galaxy
Even if you wanted to share it with her instead of me

What we had
was never true yet
you led me into believing you.

Screaming and thrashing;
that's how you left me,
now even sitting near a fire cant warm whats left of me.

I cant fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
because you took away the little
that was left of my sanity.

Normally, I'd say it was a pleasure knowing you.
but can I say that, when you told me that
wasn't the real you?

They told me to move on,
say "***** you" and smile.
"come on, you can do it. yeaah you're strong."

But little do they know, that you were my strength
and now?
Now you're just *gone.

please don't
press me
to your chest again
my cheek
get's a stain
that leaks into my heart
and makes me miss you
a little bit more
every time