"sincerly" poems
I hate you with a passion. I hate that I bump into you in the hallways and how i always jam my toe on the side of you, on
your slick lean edges. Along with the time you hid my favorite shirt from me in your stash of collections, where you keep my
notes in your drawer of secrets. Don't let anyone in, close yourself up just like furniture you are. Silence thats all anyone
hears when they walk by you but not me. I can hear your legs creaking trying to keep you up, strong and tall like how you
should be. My mother wants to throw you away but i won't let her. She wants to replace you with a nice cherry wood drawer. But not me. I still adore your creaking legs, and your rusty knobs. I won't let her throw you away, i forgive you for all the splinters you gave me on my feet. I just want you to stay.
sincerly,
Angelica♡
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 4:20 AM UTC
Remember when you were just a kid
How you would sit on the beach for hours
Waiting for the Sun to finally set
Sleep on the beach
Because you were tired from the day
Remember how you would get chased
By the girls at your Elementary school
Hahah you had good times
Till you found out and could really understand
That the woman who lived in your house
Who always sent you off to school
Who kissed you good night
Who told you she loved you
Remember how you felt
How you grew so angry
Because the truth was that this woman
Wasn't your real biological mother
Your real one abandoned you
She left you at 13 months old
Left in the middle of the day
In ***** soiled diapers
She would pass out from the alcohol
Crash from the high
That the drugs gave her
Leaving you hungry for hours
Waking up when your father came home
Or her drug dealer wanted something in return
Just because she didn't have the money
Remember all of those things
Remember when you met her for the first time
She asked your stepmom
"Who is that? Is that Jr?"
Yeah it was you
Grown up and matured
Remember the thought that passed through your mind
How can she not know who the **** you are
Remember how angry you were
See I know all of this because
Well simply put I am you
I am 17 years of age
I want you to remember the way you were
Because with age comes wisdom
And I have been privelaged enough
To have a good sense of observation
I have become very wise
Well we have become very wise
See I miss those times
When we would ride our skateboard
Or try to blow things up with a firecracker
Hahaha remember those times
Look I don't know if you remember all of this
But if you ever get a chance to read this
Know that I hate us
I hate all of the darkness
I hate every poem I write
I hate everything I think about
Simply because the darkness is towards her
The poems are written for nobody but somebody
And the things I think about
Keep me up well into the late hours of the day
Robert
I hope you get a chance to read this
Because this poem may be the last
You may never get a chance to read this
Because I hate the fact that I have so much pain
So much of useless emotions
And I am tired of dying within words
Written on a piece of paper
I want to embrace death
So hopefully one day you will read this
Even if you come back in a different life
As somebody or somehing else
Just read at least one line of this
So the past doesn't repeat itself
I hope you can forgive me
Sincerly,
Robert Guerrero
Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 4:20 PM UTC
death seems like a bad person to be
when it happens every one hates me
its my job to send you were you belong
if you dont like go sing a song
dont you think i feel bad for what
i do but it wasnt meant to hurt you
if your suffering no need to cry
but a the end of the day you
you are going to die it happens
everyday but your life chooses
your way the way you lived so
long ago that day you died in the snow
your family misses you so
im sorry that you had to go
this is an apology from death
remember its only temporary
ill get you in january
sincerly,death
May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
Am I even here? I walk throughout and feel so empty. I try so hard to do what is right and even my best attempts are failures. Life never let me down gently. My closest friends betray me and my efforts rarely see any reward.
I am assured that it is not what I do that assures that you love me. I have a standard inside that I cannot even reach. I wake up everyday and try again. Every day I sincerly try. I swear I see the other side but I never get any closer to it.
I am so desperate inside to please you. I am so desperate inside that someone see's me. I have faith and a hope that one day I will see what it is that you see in me. That I find this value or worth that led you to die for me.
You say that you walk beside me and that you have prepared a place for me. I am so eager to be there where I feel welcome and I can forget this suffering. I need you here please dont leave me. I cannot overcome the storm you sent unless you walk with me.
I dont mean to be dramatic or complain or come across as ungrateful for all the blessings you have given me. I just want to be with you in the place with no tears. I want to live and I want to be better than I have ever been before. I want to fish with you on crystal shores. Belong to something greater than me.
-RSC
Mar 8, 2022
Mar 8, 2022 at 7:01 AM UTC
Dear, The One That Got Away;
Hey how you doing? I hope I'm not intruding. I just want you to know that when you left, You left me in ruin. To understand we never talked much. To be honest the only conversation we ever had was a shared smile. On a crowded street, But it seemed to last a while. They say eyes are the windows to your soul. So when our eyes connected my soul threw rocks at your window. Begging to be let in, Romeo and Juliet. We could of had that fairy tale love, obviously that only happens in books. Because our opportunity past so now I must dread the opportunity I never took. If this letter ever reach you, I want you to remain strong. I want you to know if you try your hardest nothing can defeat you. With that being said I guess the only thing left to be said is, I hope you feel the same way...
Sincerly, Your Lost Love
Mar 5, 2012
Mar 5, 2012 at 5:16 PM UTC
I heard all your screams
I listened to your stories
I rolled with the struggles
Yet here you are
Refusing to acknowledge my existence
Depressed as I am
And you make my loneliness
Even stronger every minute of the day
So here is a letter
To mark my suicide
That your selfish actions led to
I called several people
But it's late in the night
Phones are off
Sound asleep
As I race through thoughts
Through memories
Hoping one of them could save me
But I just lie here
Blade sharp
Bottle half empty
Nuse tied tight
Pistol loaded
All I'm waiting for is a reply
A letter back
That someone will listen
But that could be ages from now
Time I don't have
Dreams I will never achieve
So I bid you farewell
As I try and end this hell
To live in a world where
I truly am loved and never ignored
Because I will be the only face
In the darkness of death
So good night
Sweet dreams
Live happily without me
Sincerly,
Robert Guerrero
12-12-12
Dec 12, 2012
Dec 12, 2012 at 7:32 PM UTC
oh honey,
i'm having trouble breathing
as the tears mix up with sweat
and the ragged breaths won't rest
i'm still trapped in this purgatory
between forgiveness and regret
or maybe
just disgust and resentment
when will this waiting
ever end?
it all started with
a night of poetry and music
between artists and lovers,
making music and art
like they do when making love
speaking in tongues and lust
even angst from their lungs
but i was with him
all through the night
when i knew
all i wanted was
to be with you
oh if you only knew
this silence leaves me blue
between lingering breaths
and cigarette smoke
i still yearn to be with you
so maybe it was the
excessive alcohol or ******** poetry
or maybe the live music
blended together in loneliness
and yearning
or is it the blank statement
against the white wall?
but this confusing as ****
my thoughts were swimming
in beer, nothing more
and at the very back of it
was you sleeping
but subconscious tried to
wake you up
poke you with what ifs
and what nots
i pulled out my phone
and let my loneliness overcome
didn't know it was wrong
like dominoes they all fall
one by one
realization built a spark
as my conscious came apart
tore my heart out the next day
i used the aftermath's blood
to write you an apology
filled with regret and dismay
29 hours after
i used my crafted letters
to sincerly construct
a sorry
but you said to wait,
until the demons go
until you find yourself
at peace whenever
you look at me
and i did. i did wait.
amidst the confusion and regret,
i'm still waiting for you
to rip my walls down
and envelop me in
your arms
but purgatory's version
of a painful torture is
in the mind games,
after all
setting up fires
that can burn you alive
keep in mind
what my mother used
to say about flames,
"don't set yourself
on fire
to keep the others
warm."
Jan 5, 2016
Jan 5, 2016 at 8:36 AM UTC
Your not the same.
It hurts me,
That I'm the one
Who needs to take the blame.
You started getting angrier,
Because I left
You got so fragile,
As I slept
While I was gone
You rearranged
Your cold, hard heart,
Will never be the same
You may have chosen
To take that last hit.
But who was the person
That got you started?
It's all my fault
That you hate me now
And want me to
go **** myself..
So the reason that I'm writing you this evening
Is to say good bye, tell you that I'm leaving
But don't hold your breath cause I'm never coming back
Sincerly yours, the silent screamer.
Dec 3, 2013
Dec 3, 2013 at 2:52 PM UTC
Dear ______
I know you want to help the world
but no matter how big your smile is
your hands are only so big.
Keep you chin up
keep smiling that beautiful smile
I know that glow in your eyes when you smile
is enough to help some people.
Don’t stop caring about people
just preserve yourself
You can’t help anyone
if you are the one
most in need
of your own help and guidance
Sincerly,
Me
Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 11:08 PM UTC
you told me you were leaving me
when all i wanted you to do was stay
i thought my world had ended that day
you tore my soul and heart away
leaving me feeling numb and gray
i remember that there was nothing i could say
to keep you from going on your way
so here i lay
after i had stared at your back as u went away
and my tears fall silently every day
as i remember the look you use to send my way
how i use to feel so gay
now my world looks so dim and gray
but i must pretend to be ok
because i have to see you everyday
i see you in the hall of our school
surrounded by girls who thought i was a fool,
for letting you get go
and i'm getting tired of all the ridicule
to me my life now seems so surreal
and i just want you to know how i feel
so now i say good-bye samuel
sincerly,
Emilea
Sep 6, 2015
Sep 6, 2015 at 1:13 PM UTC
If the world around me were at a stand still
You would be the only thing moving
You make me feel loved
Like I actually matter
Like everything going on now
Does not matter as long as we're together
Looking into your eyes is like seeing my future
Bright, loving, with endless possibilities
Sometimes talking to you is the only thing able to cheer me up
You are my only
My everything
All I've ever needed
And all I've ever wanted
Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 1:45 AM UTC
One Day I Hope You Feel The Same Pain,
You Brough Upon Me,
One Day I Hope You Can Forgive Yourself,
For Hurting Me,
One Day I Hope,
You Can See You Have No Effect On Me,
I Forgive You,
Because I Feel Bad For You,
I Feel Bad For You,
Because It's Been Months,
I Feel Bad For You,
Because You Still Talk About My Errors,
One Day,
I Hope,
I Sincerly Do,
You Can Find Happiness,
Without Downing Someone Has Made One Less Mistake,
Then You
Aug 30, 2012
Aug 30, 2012 at 11:46 PM UTC
There was this girl that I once knew
she was happy
she would laugh at nothing
and she would laugh sincerly
and she always loved tickling
she would sit outside in the snow
just to watch the snow flakes fall
she didnt want to get away at all
she was happy
A girl that I once knew
was where she was meant to be
she was still in her element
she didnt want to be
anyone else
but she
A girl that I once knew
Had dreams
she would imagine the most amazing things
and actually had a couple happen and made people realize
she was amazing
A Girl that I once knew
use to stare back at me in the mirror
now all i can see
is her shaking her head disapointed in me
all i can feel is her gaze telling me im lost now
that im not anything
That girl that you once knew
Is no longer inside of me
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 12:35 AM UTC
Im a MSFT but im a teen...can that be? can i be two people at once and love the person that love's me the teen of me is a coward can't you see?, but that cowardly teen would never be me
sincerly-Kingvolt
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 11:54 AM UTC
What is friendship
Is it a lightship
A warning
That you shall be mourning
You give it your all
Somehow to have it stalled
Being alone now most of the time
This is a huge big mountian to climb
Imagine a friend who leaves you
While you are hurt and blue
Stating it seems to be alright
They are mad at someone elses plight
Let me see
Do you agree
My feeling were hurt
It is the dirtiest dirt
Why read someones texts
This leaves me hexed
Why why why
Makes me seriously want to cry
Therefore you loose many friends
One persons opinion can end
Someone who loves me for real
What a ****** deal
One can never bring you down
Enemies are literally a sound
That you bring to your life
Maybe you like or dislike the knife?
Thank God for angels
A love that enables
It leads you to leadership
Allowing you wonderful new relationships
Crying brings you past mourning
Flying closer to soaring
Within love
Sincerly it does come from Above!
Sep 5, 2016
Sep 5, 2016 at 6:55 PM UTC
Dear Mr. I'm Too Good For You,
This is a thank you letter.
Sure, it was painful.
It was shocking.
It was stupid of you.
But in so many ways,
It was wonderful.
Now that you're gone,
I've never felt so free.
Trust this, I'm not lonely.
Thank you for leaving me.
If you had stayed
I would have never
Grown up so much.
If you had stayed
I would have never
Flirted with your buddy.
If you had stayed
I would have never
Been really happy.
So thank you.
You've changed my life
For the better.
Sincerly,
The One That Got Away
Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 2:37 PM UTC
Once upon a time”
The beginning of a tale
“It all began”, or “it started when”; are beginnings to use as well
“Happily ever after”; words meant to last
But the ending told my story- as I relive the past
“To love, honor, and cherish”- “have and hold, friends forever”
A vow between people, or an oath before God-commitment made together
“To whom it may concern”–all of those involved
“Please accept my apologies”; until matter is resolved
“Handle with care”, “do not tear, bend or fold”-
A heart is just as fragile and worth it’s weight in gold
“Do not remove” what’s personal from you to anyone
For they may “use it against you” – “after all is said and done”
“Listen very carefully” to what others have to say
“Pay close attention,” to who’s around and what could get in your way
“Sorry to bother you”…. is what you did to me-
“Please to meet you” is how it use to be
“What seems to be the problem”–you ask? Is it me or is it you?
I “followed all the instructions” and tips and hints too….
But “one thing leads to another” but another is what you found
By asking “How can I help you?” or “be of service”… when I was not around
“In sickness and in health”- you treated me just the same
You “do not open” yourself up to me but want me to play your game.
“Do unto others as they do unto you”- “Forever, till the end of time”-
“That’s all Folks” — seems to do.
From cheating, and telling lies, to mental abuse
“Please forgive me,” – “Baby I love ya”…
“Please excuse me” but there is no use–
Love is a “Special offer” so sometimes, you must “open other end”
Keep “this side up” and “do not break” that bond of being a friend
If you break the “valueable gift inside” of love, friendship, or lessons learned-
The memories posted of what was once free,
Will be paid by you, if returned
“All’s well, end’s well”…if not, Oh well–
But let me “thank you for your time”
Sincerly,– I was to you….when you were a friend of mine…
Jun 3, 2016
Jun 3, 2016 at 5:29 AM UTC
I am invisible
I am a prop
I am the background
I am Pandora's Box
I am unknown
I am tired
I am a shoulder
I am coaching
I am yours sincerly
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 11:33 AM UTC
I am who I am because of the one who created me;
Everything I have, everything of who I am and everything I see;
My mind, my hands my talents and all;
Comes from my Father Our Almighty creator without him I am nothing I will fall;
I am just a mortal man and one day this body of mine will die;
This letter is for all the rulers of the world who let the planet and the people cry;
If we use our eyes we see too much violence and disaster all over around;
Will we wait for the full vengeance of our Almighty Father if he speak with his sound;
Rulers of the world you are entrusted with power like a father to your own country your home;
Who do you think put you on your throne? you have people living there your'e not alone;
If you are the father of your land do you even consider the people there your family;
Do you listen to what they have to say or stir up problems and make some enemy?
If you will just make some enemy you will face an enemy our one creator our one true Father;
Will you test the patience of our one creator our Father I ask all the rulers of the world in this letter;
Whoever you are whatever you do when the time comes there will be a judgement for you;
If we hear and see the people around the world now are so busy in what they do;
With all sincerity in your heart can you swear for whom do you do what you do?
For whose glory do you spend your time;
What is the treasure in your heart I ask you in this rhyme;
To whom do you run if you can't handle what you face now?
Are you so powerful you can't even sincerly bend down and bow;
What you have, what you are now where does it come from;
You have your kingdom there now do you think if the time comes it will not be done?
My Father, our Father one true creator his kingdom will come;
A kingdom filled with love and prosperity for all who truly love him;
For all the rulers don't wait for the wrath and vengeance then face the reaper the grim;
Listen with the ears of your heart even how hard it is;
I ask you with all willingness settle things peacefully with all respect please; 🙏
Sep 1, 2022
Sep 1, 2022 at 4:36 AM UTC
Dear Past,
I’m really sorry to bother you. After all I realize you are quite busy in worrying about the past. I’m the moment talking to you. I realize I also really don’t have time to waste talking to my past. I’m too busy waiting for the future. I guess I could say, you could had been better, but then you wouldn’t listen to me now would you? So past I think I’ll just leave you to your business. because the future is really a very jealous type.
Sincerly
The moment
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 2:32 AM UTC
Dear Trip,
**** YOU!
Sincerly
The very last poem I will ever write about you.
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 1:25 AM UTC