The black moon is here
Taking you to unbelievable fear
Deep you go within
Negativity is spreading on my skin

One night you have no sleep
Over & over you will creep
Darkness has surrounded you
Let me out, this is not true

I am not this anger and betrayal
No, no, really I am simply an earth angel
How can something take you so completely
Like drowning within the deep dark sea

Morning, you have fallen tears
You reach out hoping someone sees
But they cannot, they have not felt this pain
This pain is yours, each hour you gain

You are gaining who you have become
Not what was left behind within this ****
This subbconscious mind can play tricks
Adding so much to this mix

Evening comes along and you are different
Even tho you where back in times that where ancient
I was a ghost of memories of the past
I will no longer allow me to be harassed

Each step forward I am healed
My delivery is sealed
The black moon is here
I have nothing to fear

You wish to yell out and say
I wish not to be prey
Prey of someone's fallen heart
I do not wish to be pulled apart

I want someone to know me
Just allowing me to be
But when this happens
It sends you into action

Who am I
My heart cries
For over 40 years
So many want to domineer

You are so compassionate
All you see is very accurate
But who sees my soul
Look down the scroll

One day
A person came my way
Seen that I needed to heal
Somehow, I did not like this deal

But once you are alone
My mind was blown
It is true
My heart grew!

You were born into my hands
Screaming & crying you came out
Instantly I knew I would keep you
Always, I wanted a red girl
Attitude you had
Especially when you would cross your legs
Looking at someone saying I do not want you to pet me
I am better
You so lived up to your name
A beauty
You showed so well
Winning out of all of Canada
I have never been so proud
Everyday I miss you
I miss hugging and loving you
Always by my side in good or bad times
I was never alone
For you were with me
Now you are my guardian angel
With Mom & Dad and others
Sending me so many things
That I know you walk with me
My beautiful red girl
I wish you would have lasted another 11 years
But I was so blessed to even have you for a day
I am thankful I spent so much time with you
Especially before you left
Thank you my gorgeous angel
Mom will always love you!

Oh my God I have found love
It fits me like a glove
We have been seen together
I feel so much better
I saw his eyes
Such a beautiful prize
His arms reach around me
The kiss was so meant to be
Wait, wait, lets get this straight
This was only a half hour date
$1.92 coffee makes me fall in love
I blast him with a shove
Who do you think you are
My words leave a scar
But seriously think about it
It seems love has quit
Nobody has time
For this rhyme

Darkness?
Bringing a harshness
Surrounding all who walk
Coming from those who talk

Is darkness depression?
Do we need to do a confession
My footsteps are heavy
Walking through this bevy

Crumbling, I lost some ground
Where will I be found
In others opinions
Seeking dominion

Is darkness ego?
This is our amigo
Ruining our picture
Maybe our permanent fixture

Is darkness a victim?
Come see the sitcom
Funny, I should say that
It presents ****

Darkness is it being alone?
This is what we enthrone
Does darkness turn to light
Or shall we keep up the fight?

It is in my grasp
I see it
I feel it whispering
Twinkling between the leaves
On the wings of a butterfly
Soaring on the eagles wings
Mother this is what is meant for me
Go back to remembering
Karmatic lessons follow you
When will you cut those cords
Freedom awaits you

You said I was not deep enough
Compassion for me was so tough
Maybe I needed more lessons
To see what you felt in my depression


You're thoughts became my thoughts
Emotionally I was wrought
But alas, let me tell you my dear
You're visions were not seeminly clear!

I did show you all of me
Did you ever see, all I can be?
I suppose it doesn't matter
As the friendship is tattered

So many times I wish to phone
Tell you of what it is like to walk alone
But then again you already know this
Fortunatley this life is not blissful

Lessons are learnt
Your visions are burnt
It was far away from the truth
Thank goodness I still have my youth

So I, myself can move forward
Then I no longer need to feel awkward
I am , who I am
I shall never be ******

Hindsight, it was meant too be
I never would have learned to see
Within this I am so happy
Now I can go *****

I will always send you light and love
Asking the angels to bring you above
Now what last words shall I say
Being a seer was not this Day!