Red was the glow in his eyes,
The way his tinted lips took my attention
on an early glowing evening.
His sight sparked many shades of red,
And that of orange.
Orange was a layer of a tropical sky,
The sun casting down gently on such a gazeful gent.
As glistening was the pigment of a fine ring,
A mold had shaped his warm summer tan;
His skin a golden yellow.
Yellow was his natural shine,
A daisy in the midst of a patch of posies.
His character shined brighter than the exterior of his sky burnt skin,
And of that of any man I’ve come to know,
His flowery nature lasting among his sun-kissed petals,
Down to his burly stems of green
Green was the field of grass where we grew,
Our souls intertwining in such a lovely concoction.
I’ve never stopped to wonder which way the wind blew,
Or which direction sent the earthy string of nature ablaze,
Each strand flowing in an individual direction.
He held my hand through it all,
Our bodies lain across the patch.
Our hands encased and wrapped together.
Our eyes kept focused at atmosphere’s midnight blue.
Blue was our love.
The color of blood that ran through his veins
in which I knew gave him life,
And gave me mine.
Blue was the color of his jeans which excited me through their texture,
Their scent,
The sole object on him that I’ve come to realize was there the entire time,
From the lavender of a morning sky,
Casted down to the purple of an evening indigo,
Indigo was the night he loved me under the moon,
When the stars shined bright over our faces,
And the touch of his skin shined brighter than the stars themselves,
Among these constellations lying the pavement of a wind sulk violet.
Violet was the essence of his pores,
The essence that lasted longer than the span of life.
His natural aura glowed between us,
The same way a rainbow would shed its own;
A multitude of… colors.
Colors were his eyes.
His skin.
His smile.
His soul.
Colors were our blood.
Our scents.
Our sights.
Our sounds.
Colors were our everything,
From the moment he’d wake in bed,
To the last lovely thought he’d have when drifting into a slumbering sleep.
Colors were his height.
His hair.
His heart.
His hope.
Colors were my mind.
My thoughts.
My wants.
My desires.
Colors were mine.
But just like the Sun won’t last forever,
Until the moon rises above to seize the day and conquer the night,
A rainbow only lasts for as long as you would allow.
A rainbow only lasts for as long as he would allow.
For as long as he’d keep close attention to the surface,
He would only stay colored until his own face would dim into dust.
Suddenly the colors I once knew faded into shades of their own.
Red was the anger in his eyes.
Orange was the smoke,
The trail of his dead skin.
Yellow was the ***** of liquid poison,
The temptations of fermented gold that forever laid upon his tainted breath.
Green was the sickness of a disease,
His once foresty lungs and fiery stems gradually fading into their collapse.
Blue was his dried out veins.
Indigo were the bruises.
Indigo was the color of a midnight sky filled with constant arguing,
Our once amorous souls now unbinding into a useless string.
Violet was the last scent I breathed when he left me.
And soon after,
The departure of that one man,
Was the arrival of terror.
At the slam of the door,
And the silence of the night,
The colors soon faded as fast as he disappeared.
Suddenly, the cast of darker shades,
Darker sights,
Darker thoughts came along,
My feet drowning in the black that was once a puddle,
Now an ocean of thick dark water that spurt its heavy flavor into the throat of my own mouth.
The storm took me over faster than what I could remember;
What was once left a color now drowned in the black of evil emotions.
Memories broke down in the lightening of my mind,
The hope diminishing faster than I could see.
The black took control of who I used to be,
The darkness growing from what he took.
What was once love died into loss,
My heart no longer pumping the same red from before.
No longer glowing from the sky’s orange from before.
No longer warm like the yellow sky from before.
No longer growing in the green from before.
No longer controlled by the blue from before.
No longer resting on indigo night’s from before.
No longer essence of violets from before.
Before, my colors ranged from lights and darks,
But now,
Everything is black.
But just like the Sun won’t last forever,
Until the mood rises above to seize the day and conquer the night,
A storm only lasts for as long as you would allow.
A storm only lasts for as long as I would allow.
Gazing into the pitch black of the sea,
I know of what comes next.
As soon as the last blue tidal wave crashes,
As the glimpse of reds and oranges flow back from the abyss of indigoes and violets,
As the green glistens godly at the sight of the golden, yellow sun,
I come to realize:
The longer a storm crashes down on what you once felt,
The colors of a rainbow arrive faster.
I wait for what brightens again.
He may have drained what was left of the Earth,
But he can’t stop it from replenishing.
Neither… can I.
