"eaving" poems
Raw flesh drenched in alcohol
Burning numbing till paralyzed, keeps me still
Power you have over my being, keeps me fearing
Your presence destroys me, shatters me
Feeling naked, inadequate when my eyes see
My reflection's negation in you
Cannot hide anything when you expose all of me
Wounded animal beaten without avail
Knowing, proprietor of my pain
You don't understand my whimper, wail?
My blood being diluted by the sweat of your laborious efforts
Precociously tactful, inhumanly strangling my will
Ever-becoming antithesis to facades, fears, farces in me
Facing scalpels and clamps to my insecurities, my tactics, my pride
Leaving me open not caring if I'll die from exposure
Caring only that you're exposing the real me
I-nvoluntarily l-acerated, o-n the v-erge of e-nding u-ndone
Somberly Always Unsettling Leaving me bare
Feb 4, 2013
Feb 4, 2013 at 10:50 AM UTC
Passionate kisses, touching, arousing, pleasing,
Leaving a trail of sensations, covering
Every inch of my body, finally being
Adored by your mouth, watching you
Sweat and starting to writhe, the pleasure is
Even more than I thought possible, ever.
From moments like that, to moments like these,
Usually, I'm not that much of a tease, please...
Come on, get a little closer, wrap me up in you,
Kick off the **** covers, I really wanna move
Moments are to be savored, with a sweet ****** thrill,
Even after I'm devoured, I want so much more, still....
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 11:38 AM UTC
I am invited by a bright light.
Leaving behind those days,
Order of God it seems bright,
Vast is the world in your eyes,
Earning your love is so worthy,
Yes it does not discourage me,
Old I want to get in your shade,
Up the road of love will take me.
Best beautiful is your heart,
Holding highest your thought,
Under my God you are not,
Mind my past you please don't,
In my life you are the light.
Oct 9, 2016
Oct 9, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
Jolly good friends are we
Only because of “Raf-Rod” pain
Happiness when the assignments were complete.
Not far off is
Sonic,
Our favorite activity, but,
Not with out Dan
Best friends forever
I repeat,
Best friends forever
Leave it or take it
Everyone’s a hater
Crammed in the truck
Only Dan, Stan and Kendra
Leaving behind the haters
Loving our route 44’s and
Eating out taters
Getting all dressed up
Everyone in this city be jealous of us.
Oct 6, 2010
Oct 6, 2010 at 8:57 AM UTC
You are the best thing that ever happened to me,
Everytime you come close to me,
Leaving no space between us,
Lovingly you drop your gaze on me,
Oh you take my soul away,
Whatever you're doing I think its working !
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 11:41 AM UTC
B egan the day with only half a face,
E xiled from normalcy with half-dead look.
L eft chewing on the right side without taste.
L eft side will not be moved except to droop.
S tress wakes the hypochondriac in me!
P er chance it was a stroke? The Doc said, No.
A ll signs point to a common malady,
L eaving inflicted many out the know.
S urvival is assured, but some will find,
Y outh’s strengths have now been ordered left behind.
(C)2014, Christos Rigakos
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
s o broken. so desperate.
h oping for nothing but perfect numbness -
e scape from the pain, the guilt, the constant haunting of 'what if?'.
s o torn. so lost.
t he ache inside appeared when the door shut behind her everything.
i should have, would have, could not have stopped him'.
l ost in a swirl of colored memories that render her breathless;
l eaving her scrambling to pick up the shattered pieces.
l et this be the bitter end of trust, the bitter end of love.
o ver and over, the dusty record repeats itself;
v erse after verse and chorus after chorus.
e ven after the ones before, his promises convinced her to try again.
s hould have, would have, could not have stopped that record from starting over.
y et, through the numbness, the pain, the hurt, the betrayal,
o ne thing echoes in her ears, within her heart - it is better to have loved
u nconditionally and lost than to never have loved at all.
Jul 22, 2011
Jul 22, 2011 at 4:54 PM UTC
Yesterday you were in my mouth,
Even I was enjoying ******* you,
And you melted between my lips,
Hot lips of mine made you drips.
On the cusp of love you waited to burst,
Heaving your ***** in a heavy workout.
Your depth was deeper than I thought,
Entering my mouth were all your juices,
And I gave you what you always sought,
Heavens I visit while eating you, ice cream.
Just come on, come and descend,
Upon me like a playful fox,
Seeming like eternity,
Trusting you.
Come here,
Over here,
Magically,
Excellently.
Tomorrow is unforeseen,
On the cusp of uncertainty.
Mangoes we deserve after such harsh winters,
Eerily quiet is this dead midnight approaching.
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 12:35 PM UTC
tears are
heaving down on
us, a
never-ending
depression that the
earth experiences; a
rapid
sorrow
that eats up and lets
out a shattering
remorse filled with deep
malevolence
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 5:58 AM UTC
Ominous tides control my mind
Killing me on the inside
Ageless hurt boiling in the pit of my soul
Yearning to be set free from the eternal prison I have made in my head
Ineffectually think of my impending doom
Fearing the person that I am slowly melting into
Equally hating myself for my sinful crimes
Eloquent words flowing off my hateful tongue
Leaving behind the once pure little girl inside
Deranged voices talking to me
Expecting me to comply
After death and before lie
Depression is my only truth
Nightfall arriving, perishing my once boisterous being
Opening the demon in my soul
Who will not leave me alone
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 9:04 AM UTC
Indescribable; equivalent to my love
Leaving me endlessly speechless. Drifting
Off to a place of pure euphoria. Absolutely
Valuing everything that is you. Lucky;
Equivalent to me
You; equivalent to perfection. It is an
Obstacle course to put in words. But, in others...
Unconditionally; equivalent to how I love you
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 2:40 AM UTC
Hiding nothing from each other,
Only good feelings and pleasure,
Never going to let go,
Except one of us lied,
Secretly playing the feild,
To find true love elsewhere,
Leaving me behind,
You move on alone,
???
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 2:22 PM UTC
C-alling your parents because you have no
O-ne to talk to or hang out with.
L-osing touch with everyone and
L-eaving all your old friends.
E-ventually realizing that it's not all you made it out to be.
G-reat, compared to high school, but
E-very day you come "home" to an empty dorm. Alone.
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 6:29 PM UTC
Tis the hour when They creep—
Humming tortured lullabies—
Every night, before you sleep,
You should offer your goodbyes.
Leaving fervent trails of death
In every moment you draw breath.
Viral: in a Hellish way.
Eager to feed off your decay.
I know that you can’t see Them now;
Not where you are, anyhow…
You mustn’t let Them see you know,
Or nothing will be left, you see.
Under shadows They will wait;
Readying Their final blow.
Never let Them eat your eyes!
I’ve seen what use They have for those!
Granted, They are good with lies;
Holding you within Their throes.
Though this is true, you must resist—
Must not give them up, my son—
As, though you may be on Their list,
Rarely is there only one!
Even if the nightmare dies,
Some will remain to find your eyes.
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 11:24 PM UTC
L eaving expectations for a fairy tale behind you and filling the fault lines of another with the perfection of the best parts of you
O ver coming fears and shedding insecurities because any where this path may lead is made worth it by the presence of a pure devotion
V ehemently fighting for a lifetime of passion that will at times seem improbable and impossible
E very day treated like the blessing that it is. Shining with a halo of gratitude for the seconds of sheer love that fill it.
Jul 31, 2017
Jul 31, 2017 at 5:31 PM UTC