"abondoned" poems
how many times did we come here
with the intention
of never leaving the car.
and now i'm here
staring out at the abondoned building
we called our home.
and i wish you were here
just to hold my hand.
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 12:02 PM UTC
Cheers to those who loudly scream, but are turned a deaf ear to.
Cheers to those who patiently beg for concern, yet are turned a blind eye to.
Cheers to those whose hearts are broken and ache in silence.
Cheers to those having no more tears to cry nor a heart left to suffer.
Cheers to those whose life ***** and smile, though.
Cheers to those who love deeply, and aren't loved back.
Cheers to those who keep stumbling, and getting back on their feet.
Cheers to those whose days are alike, yet they are used to them.
Cheers to those who are in constant search of something they have no clue about.
Cheers to those having their faces buried through their phones day and night.
Cheers to those who are always aimelessly wandering.
Cheers to the poor who still believe that money doesn't create happiness.
Cheers to those who keep failing, and never surrender, and cheers to those who surrendered as well.
Cheers to those promising and never keep their promises.
Cheers to those trying their best to find a way out of their misery, and never succeed.
Cheers to those seeking attention, and never get it.
Cheers to those who appear strong publically, and lose that strength in private.
Cheers to those who fear, but always claim bravery.
Cheers to those desiring to change their lives, and have no idea how or where to begin.
Cheers to those undergoing hardships, and expect no aid.
Cheers to those who are lost and await no one's guide.
Cheers to those who vow to leave, and never dare to depart.
Cheers to those who have been abondoned, and left behind for no reason.
Cheers to those who never lose faith, no matter what, and cheers also to those who've failed keeping it...
Rachid Oulamine
Mar 17, 2018
Mar 17, 2018 at 7:43 AM UTC
little children are abondoned by thier parents, left to raise each other on their own, learn to survive in the streets, forced to live under the influence of drugs and earn a living from mugging. Mothers forced to labour with children on thier backs, they rather sleep with empty stomachs sacrifising only for their children. Man begging for food,they nolonger know how to give. They wear shreaded clothes and survive from the tiny bread crumps thrown into trash cans. They sleep under the fierce weathers, the wind cutting through thier skin and all that keep them warm is plastic bags. What ever happened to my country is surely brutal South Africa can never be the same again unless we change it.
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:08 PM UTC
Weep no more my child
I can see your eyes worn out with wailing
Your heart bursting with argony
And an exhaustion of hopelessness dwelling upon you
Weep no more my child
For I knew upon my death
You would be shattered within
Floating in a river of unanswered questions
Crashed by waves of regret and sorrow
Looking for a way to make it all stop
Perhaps hope to wake up
And realize it was just another dreadful nightmare
Weep no more my child
There is nothing more you could have done
To stop the jaws of death
From claiming my life
For my time had come
But I depart with overwhelming joy and satisfaction
Knowing you were there up to the very end
Weep no more my child
For I made sure you could stand on your own
Am confident the strong person I've groomed you to be
Can face the tides and storms of this world
And the morals I've instilled in you
Will see you through all things
Weep no more my child
For you're not abondoned
Even though they now consider you an orphan
For through your character and every aspect of your life
Am visible to those who can't see me
And within your heart
I'll forever live
What a beautiful place to stay!
Weep no more my child
In you am alive
I feel my blood running through your veins
My strength radiant in your muscles
I see my courage in everything you do
And in your reflection I see myself
So weep no more my child
For am still here within your own self.
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 4:56 AM UTC
Truths twisted for the conveniece of others
all assumed trusts abondoned
much invested, non respected much love given but nothing back
when will they see how horrible they are
when will they see what they have done
they know not of any other who has ever done what they have
making up stories in their heads
and saying it so much to themselves and others that they believe its true
phone calls of deception, testimonies of lies
framed, defamed and misnamed
one little voice believes
even in the face of all so knowledgeable
one lttle voice knows the truth
thank you little voice
Aug 2, 2012
Aug 2, 2012 at 1:09 PM UTC
Loving him is so **** hard
When I don’t know what we are anymore
I wish that we could go from the start
When everything was free and fun.
Smoking till I couldn’t walk
Lying in the car with him
As we waited for the others
The days when I was his doll
And everything I did he thought was adorable.
Now all that is abondoned
I want to regard him with contempt
But I can’t
I am not that way
And I hope that he is not either
But I never knew him so I can’t tell
I just want to talk to him
Have him answer my many questions
Tell me why he left
But he never will and I will never know
I will never be able to talk to him
never get the answers from him
No matter how much I implore
He will never talk to me again.
He will talk to her from now on
And never to me
But I understand and accept this pain
It’s better to have her happy than me
I was born to suffer in order to allow other’s happiness
They are happy
And I am not
And that is how it is supposed to be
And that is how it will always be
As a healer I must be the sufferer to know how to heal others
And I am learning that I was never meant to have him
He was a lesson that strengthened my belief
That I’m destined for solitude and exempt from intimacy
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 9:09 PM UTC
Just watching to see
Just coming to breath
Just listening to be
Just living to explore
What is behind that shore?
Each moment brand-new
For me and for you
All roadmaps abondoned
I am on my own
Being guided by NOW
Seeing what's gonna show.
Apr 28, 2025
Apr 28, 2025 at 11:54 AM UTC
So many hurries ..
So many worries.
So many notion..
None can console my emotion.
*Feeling tired and hurt..
No one look at me I detect.
Difference of one day..
Till day before yesterday.*
People were suppose close to me..
Now don’t find way around me.
Till yesterday they do not hesitate to meet..
Now with cold handed come to greet.
*Every one looks up without any expectation..
Keeping mum, so many emotions.
To see people passing by..
Bare mind wish to cry.*
So many hope all tentative..
Some positive mostly negative.
May be i am like a used piece of paper..
Zigzag lines twisted taper.
x-x-x-x
©deovrat 'अयन' 01.08.2014
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 8:09 AM UTC
.
A week in my mind,
My body carelessly toured
My home
And the world through a screen.
I have been acting a moth on a wall
Repelling any movements,
An itch on my nose
Or a flutter of my devilish wings.
I drifted through the rooms,
Making a few grunts in response,
Words typed into measured boxes,
And my eyes cast down.
But on my wings,
Were two massive hidden eyes
Dressed as black spots,
Almost as if they were torn holes.
So things I saw,
I overheard,
I observed
And I scoffed at-
Two little glowing suns
Blinding, lay in a pile of meat.
Two little birds
That never got wings.
A digital document
Defining accomplishments of my life,
One big lie
I can't seem to correct.
One platform lined with
A millions dreams and secrets spilled.
That shuts down
Comes up but the dreams are tired.
One big assembly of happy feets
A roar of laughter at me.
An hour of lesson will be forgotten,
I was a case study.
One small group of broken souls
And delusional hearts
To keep up my past,
I abondoned.
One thin book
Parted in the middle,
Upside down
I can't seem to finish.
Two sore legs
And heavy thighs,
Chipped off nails
In an attempt to shed.
Given up ideas on paper
Stacked inside a drawer.
Dried off paint,
Major white spaces.
A swollen sky,
A blistering land,
Wilted plants.
Rain since morning today.
An unmed bed,
Pile of shirts in the chair,
Wires tangled on two tables.
A corner left to sit.
One dear friend,
Some unsaid words.
(I am a mess)
No point made (?)
Jun 13, 2017
Jun 13, 2017 at 4:55 AM UTC
Ocean of sounds,
lights are forever,
Gods,
are forgotten,
while man,
is forever,
like a lost letter,
like an abondoned car,
like a kiss,
like her eyes,
that Sailors and jail keepers,
carve her image,
onto wood,
Ocean of thoughts,
storm of eyes,
palm of hope,
palm of destiny,
as we all,
sigh,
reminiscing.
Feb 6, 2013
Feb 6, 2013 at 5:34 PM UTC
Pictures frolic like wild horses
Painting portraits in the distance
of human touch and raining luck
I came across a satellite,
Abondoned from telecom
and burned to pieces
The atmosphere shaped the light
blinding circumstances
Causing jewels of denial
I’m on my way to lonely death
The way the noose and
Juice call for acceptance
For not long this craving
Is waiting to escape
These thoughts traverse circles
Of wild red woods admitting their age
Jul 1, 2018
Jul 1, 2018 at 1:32 AM UTC
Inhale
Exhale
I watch you as you walk with your shoulders and your head held high
So much confidence you leave in your footsteps
the smile you give to the world and the 'Feeling' you leave with people in your absence
I hear the way you speak,
Your deep baritone with so wisdom in your voice like you've been living on the earth for 100 years instead of 18
You didn't think Id notice but when you were walking I saw the falter in your step,
The way your head kind of sunk low and you walked as if you had the weight of the world on your shoulders
Instead of confidence in your footsteps I saw the cigarettes in yours tracks leading to the abondoned shack where you scream your suffering to the world,
I remember hearing you speak to the people and they heard a smart man speaking but I heard a man who was confused and scared that he might not make it to see the next day,
You've been living on this cruel cruel world for 18 years but you wished that you haven't witnessed not even 1,
Your sad, your scared, your hopeless but your not alone.
Oh sweet sweet boy, how you thought you tricked the world.
Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 5:45 PM UTC