The voices return
But you're nowhere in sight
no longer see what is wrong, what is right
I just can't seem to find the light
Voices scream I have no where to turn
Sparkling music plays
Nightmares become reality
Losing thoughts of my mortality
Just a small abnormality in my mentality
Please remind me of brighter days
I want them to leave
But it scares me when they go
And I know I have nothing to show
It's real please don't go
Don't leave me alone to grieve
I need you now
Just save me somehow.

I'm a desperate, pathetic, lonely fool.
You're mean, sadistic and cruel.
I'm naïve and over trusting.
You're heartless and merely lusting.
I'm crying.
You're lying.
I'm in pain.
You're vain.
I'm done.
You're having fun.
Just leave me please.
Put my heart at ease.
But I care.
Don't you know we're quite the pair.

1,2 I like you,
3,4 could I like  you more?
5,6 but I don't date ******.
7,8 just set me straight!
9,10 Wanna be more than friends?

I hear drums, late at night pulsing intense beats
      I hear violins, sad yet eerie and drown in dark
            I hear the piano, it cries of the night ahead
                  No one hears them, just me... My own private symphony.