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Whatyoudon'tknow Apr 2014
Darkness falls and I am not the same
Pain finally shows a shattered heart
Lost I know not who I am come dusk
Here my eyes open to the real me
The me I don't wish to be tonight
Nevertheless I raise my razor
I am not myself not anymore
I fade to the back the monster's here
No this is me I promise, promise
Let go, let go I want to scream out
But it's no use this is the real me
I am nothing accept the monster
Nightmares becoming reality
I accept these terrible truths
As dawn rises and the monster sleeps
He rests, for now but when night falls again...
The monster and I become friends
Whatyoudon'tknow Mar 2014
Come closer child, and listen to us
Come now, hurry don't make a fuss
We'll tell you our tale
We've rehearsed it quite well,
I come wary, cautious of their trick,
and sit and listen to each little brick
Each tells me of journeys long ago and lands afar
Each shows me their every scar.
Some are  dressed finely in scarlety red
Others a pale orange from toe to head
But each ones pleas end the same
Cry out for me by name.
Don't let them destroy us they whisper to me
But I cannot argue with the state's decree
We've fought maany battles they cry
against paint, evil smoke, disease, please don't let us die/
But once again, same reply to their pleas
I cannot argue with what thee state decrees.
Whatyoudon'tknow Mar 2014
My small boat rocked by the waves
Rain pelting, bruising, soaking my skin
Winds gnashing, sharp teeth show their grin
Taking us to jour lonely graves

I scream aloud sinking down
As I start to think there's no hope
I touch the tip of my rescue rope
Then fishers look at me with a frown

This ain't no fish, his hate in the air
I notice the hook on my salvation
Realizing the miscommunication
He then throws me back in rising despair

Who knows what else is out in this ocean?
So here I am left in cruel darkness
The tempest just adding to my stress

Drown in emotion, lost in commotion
Then hearing a voice say this to shall pass
Afloat, no boat, waiting for this to pass
Feeling each motion, what's in this notion?

Floating through the ocean that is my life.
Whatyoudon'tknow Feb 2014
Don't ask why, I can't explain
WHY it is that I am filled with this pain
I'm hurt and I am angry
Frustration floods my veins, boiling my blood
Tears threaten like a flash flood
The stress, the tension floats to the surface
This dance, I feel like a clown
Don't ask me why, but today I am down.
Whatyoudon'tknow Feb 2014
One would think that leaving is a bad thing
But leaving oft gives a sense of safety
It all started as a bit of a fling
Now I am not feeling quite so bravely
I hear the whispers they are everywhere
I can feel the stares and hostile glares
I just want to live my life without care
But hear I am drowning in my own tears
Trying to piece it all back together
I'm drowning rising in my fears.
 Of my soon to be ruined reputation
Whatyoudon'tknow Jan 2014
It's late, you hear it calling you. It's dark, and you're alone.
Tension builds. Impulse throbs just beneath the surface.
You want it, you want it badly.
It's like a wildfire thirst you need to quench.
Like frostbite slowly pulling you under.
You want to scream, beg it to stop.
As it continues to gnash at you, burn you, tempt you.
And it would seem to be the irresistible urge.
Whatyoudon'tknow Jan 2014
Relief Rushes through me Relishing in pure
Excitement it's Extraordinary and for a moment I'm Exempt then
Down crashing in a Downward spiral Dare I repeat?
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