A man at the seaside and in his hand with cigarette,
Deep thoughts in his eyes and on the water silhouette.
In his left hand 38 calibre black colt cobra,
And 6 stray bullet in it creating an image.
The man is indesicive,his hands are shaking,
This endless coast is like cage for him.
And the man collecting all of his courage,
Put the gun on head for to end his captivity.
Wind blowing last ash of cigarette away,
Sound of gun reflecting from mounts to the way.
And the man is on ground,5 bullets in magazine,
First one fell from roll,lied a man on the ground.
Sound of working old belt of engine in the back,
Dead silence at the coast and wind running on track.

Lovin you is like chasing a ghost,
I'm freaked out n in darkness i've lost.
Your love was ma sun,now ma heart is frost,
Liftin up ma drink,but without a toast.
I promise myself i'll never love someone again,
Because i've so tired from all of its pain.
Maybe i did wrong,there's noone i can blame,
I thought i forgot,then i hear your name.
Silence sounds better with the time,without you,
Spending ma time with u,feels like i do something true.
Truth or dare,tears n fear are only things i ever knew,
I was good boy with bad life,hatin someone is new.

Everyone's having fun,
And i'm staring to gun.
Am i want to die,
Or living in the lie?!
I don't know really,
But this hard feeling.
It's killing me slowly,
Death seems so lovely,
But i'm just little coward,
Loser for going forward.
Let me sleep forever,
Let me sleep forever.

I'm here,under your window,
Looking to it for an hour.
It's begin to rain slowly,
I can feel cold of the wind.
I don't know why i'm here,
Maybe cause of i'm in love.
Or i'm just crazy a little.
But nothing can stop me,
Waiting here all night long,
Even cold of that wind.

I give up on dreaming,
Because my every dream broke.
I give up on hoping,
Cause none of my dreams didn't come true.
I give up on wanting,
Cause everything that i want,going away as i want it more.
I'm tired and bored,
Little resentful and little meek.
I give up on my fears,
Stayed alone in nights,
I give up loneliness,
I give up on myself,
And fighting.
Not on tobacco,wine or fall in love,
I give up on living.

My only mission is loving you,
I can't smile,i can't live,
If i stop to loving you.
Only the ones understand who loves.

If your love is poison,
I'll drink it still.
If your love is death,
I'm ready to die.
I don't know anything,
Except loving you,
Only the ones understand who loves.

End of the December,
Little snow in weather.
I'm walking in 7th street,
With my cigarette and your dream.

I wish i can see you here,
Though it's 2am.
But i still have hope for it,
Cause i miss you real hard.

I'm thinking about my mistakes,
And feel what them takes.
They took you from me,
And that's my biggest regret.