I am rich beyond measures because you love me unconditionally and you have allowed yourself to open up for me to love you unconditionally... please remember me and how much I love you beyond the furtherest stars seen by man... from the beginning you were a thief ...you have stolen my heart... but I am your willing victim and I will gladly let you keep it... I have found out how to truly love ... I used to think that true loves kiss in fairy tales were a load of crap but you my Prince Charming have found me .... I am excited that I will have true loves kiss for the rest of my life... our hearts are repairing each other as we learn the real meaning of love... we aren’t broken anymore.... I am the reflection of you and you are the true definition of a good man...

I want to die
Than be with our you
I feel a pain in my body
I need to release it bad
Cut
Sip
Drink
Cut
Sip
Drink
This aching pain
Is deep down in my soul
My mind is going far
Eyes watering
Mouth dry
Hands sweaty
Slowly I am dying
Joy I once felt
Stranger to me now

Oceans of waves
of pleasure wash over me as
my body shakes with spasm
after spasm of ******
Finally I can relax
as I take command,
I only need to obey
Not think, just obey
Listening to my sweet,
oh so sweet moans
Like the whimpers of an angel
my throat becomes dry
I'm exposed
open but I trust you fully
It feels so good,
like pure sweet ecstasy
My whole body
just wants to fall into
tiny pieces

This feeling of deep sadness is hard to shake
I’m trying to be strong but all I can do is cry
My inner being hurts from an unidentifiable pain
This deep sadness is too big for me to battle on my own
This deep sadness is deep rooted
I have depression
How I figured it out
Listening to music
A gospel song came on
And the first name I heard was ‘Jesus’
I got a heavy and sharp pain in my left shoulder and arm
My heart aches and that pain was coming from that spot
The music is pushing love throughout my heart
To my back
Get off me Devil
Release sigh

I am not them
I am not them
I can’t control others
I can control me
I am not them
Please understand
This is something new and wonderful
I am all here
I am committed
How come
How come
It’s me and you against the world
I try to do right
No I am doing right
It’s tough
This is a pain I can’t understand
I feel so lost right now
How come
How come
This is no test to find the ultimate
You are my ultimate
Pray together
Stay together
Lay together
Work together
Everything I am giving is my good
How come

I am YOURS
The thought of you touching me make my skin crave.  
I can no longer pretend that I don’t need you
I need all of you every single cell
My being craves for yours
No man has ever had me OPEN
Its not just *** between us  
I have your soul  
I have your heart  
I have your being
Your complete and total being
I have you OPEN  
This thing we have created has become more than I could ever have imagined
Master is what you are
***** is what I am
This feeling I am feeling has got me ummmm I can’t explain it, but I love it
My body my soul I can’t live without you I don’t know what all of it meant its nothing like  
The meaning I dreamt of it so much brighter so much clearer so much warmer  
This has my mind open to possibilities beyond this realm  
I am scared that I won’t be enough for your nature
I need to be yours  
I need to be yours
I can’t with no other  
I am yours

Beautiful illusions
as moist mouths mount
in anticipation
teeth grind
ragged breaths hushed
honey dipped *******
caress her breast
engulfing
her breed
choking
Tantalizing
ripped
Desire quench
lips licked

Energy between us so intense that when we kiss
the sparks that we create makes
Zeus lose control of his lightning bolt
the heat between my legs gives testament to one simple truth
I WANT YOU
The rise of your rod makes Poseidon envy you
GREATNESS
The release you deliver through
pain and pleasure
is like the
silky caress of the abyss beyond fear

Eyes gaze upon your body
Hands run through your hair
Delicately dancing down your neck
The air is so electric
Naughty Taboo
Staring in your eyes
I begin to drift away
So pleasant
**** my soul feel you
Soft and Subtle
Naughty Taboo
In anticipation
You gasp with pleasure
My mouth warms your greatness
Tasting every drop
You release
Illusions we create
Projected from your eyes
Onto the windows of my soul
Scene after scene playing
Echo’s heard
Body’s drenched
Naughty Taboo

writing to me opens many doors, windows and worlds.... I am the creator I am the illustrator I am the one I am the only I am a Poet.... words form sentences create .... thoughts and ideas are processed into many options... I do it because I love it I do it because I care I do it because it comes naturally... this is me and I am it... I am a poet of many forms.  
  
take all of me for who I am.... I am a Poet!

**** i hope this ain’t how a real
relationship is supposed to be
Happy you were to see me
At one point
Now bitter it seems
Disappointment
Almost hate
I don’t understand
You complain
Complain instead of helping me
Fix it
This is HARD
Hopefully this is a test
I’m trying to past
This is extremely hard
I’m trying to bear
I pray
I wish
I hope
I imagine
I dream
Soulmates are what we supposed to be
These steps are so rough and rigid
My feet are hard and hurting
My heart is heavy and aching
My mind is tired and confused
One day it will get better
One day we will be back to normal
Seems I do nothing right
I think I’m good
You think I’m bad
You think your right
I have my questions about it
This is hard
Hopefully this is a test
I pray
I wish
I hope
I imagine
I dream
I Love You

Sensational with every
Stroke
Over and over
Inch after inch
Sensational with every
******
Movements unheard of
Sensational with every
Grip
Grabbing and pulling
On my
Yoniverse
Drifting
Floating
Gliding
I am
Sensational with every
Emotion created
This session
Leaves me
In disbelief
From here to there
Sensational with every

I got this theory that this cycle
we are creating is one of a kind because the transfer is so sweet
sweet like the nectar from a honeycomb
Your spirit and energy talk to me as
my companion
my partner
I don’t wanna stay your girlfriend
I wanna be your wife
My mind runs a million times over
thoughts if you flooding in my frontal cortex
feelings of emotions and my heat rises for you
visions of that amazing smile will forever warm my heart
you got me all the way
I am the only beauty to his beast
my mind was always rushing
I used to tell myself that you would never unravel me
you have started to unravel
every last piece of my existence
the outcome that you will help me forge
will be the creation of us as one
This is what I see when I look at him
when he touches me
when I feel him
when he says he loves me
explosions
of
joy
love
lust
desire
faith
trust
comfort
all at the same time
oh how I love him so
my heart has never felt all this joy
for a man that has experienced life
we have unlocked something so amazing in each other souls become one it's beyond this world

I can’t take this anymore
I don’t want to take this anymore
What the ****
What the ****
Why can’t we ever stay on a good note
What the ****
I need to cry
I need to scream
I am in pain
I’m afraid
This is suppose to be just us
Everyone is trying to come thru
I’m separating from this feeling
I feel lost
I feel alone
I feel hurt
I feel incomplete
I need to find me again...
Looking for me
Have you seen me