Surrender to the misery,
for I have no other choice.
Suffer through the agony,
for I haven't got a voice.
And if one day I'm happy
you'll take it all away

I changed one day when I wasn't looking
but not for the better, in fact this was worse.

When I close my eyes, and I lay to rest
it mutes the cries that lay heavy on my chest.
I go to a place where I dream of good days.
I get to see you, and that smile on your face
I miss you the same as i had before,
and I'm just not sure i can do this anymore

it drains you
and it hurts
it makes you question
its worth
when it all ends
in tears and pain
you wonder if the shine
was really worth the rain
its pouring now
and you're all alone
wondering how long it's been
since the sun has shone
it doesn't matter though
time is just a number
nothing seems to truly matter
when you lose your best friend and lover

If you listened you'd hear
my  pain throughout the years
and if you looked you'd see
just what you meant to me.
You used to be the one
that I could laugh with,
and have fun.
But now you're just a memory,
I wish I could outrun.

This house is getting heavy
With the silence that surrounds
Silence which has affected me
Silence that brought me down
I try to make this house a home
The home that I used to love
But nothings seems to be working
So I seek help from above